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Hiii! I'm a new fan of Nate, is there some things that I should know about him ? Like, how he started rapping or anything. Thaaanks (:
mostly that hes super respectable, loves his fans with all his heart, knows who he is, doesn't take stupid shit from others, is super passionate about his music snd loves to smoke weed a lot lmao
The Curry Family
Beautiful family. I love their Youtube vlogs.
Hey love, I just wanted to ask if everything is alright bc you haven't been online for so long and idk I'm just worried 😱 xx
awe thank you, but no I'm not alright.. i appreciate you worrying though ❤️
But on the bright side u could make imagines about his last tweets😂😂 really love your blog btw💁🏼❤️
omg thats so true ! 😂 & i love you for loving my blog ❤️
lmao i got a twitter notification from Derek & his tweet said "A bitch will never make me switch up.." then another that said "Love is a waste of time.. Love no one but yourself." AND IM JUST LIKE THANKS THAT RLY PUTS ME IN THE MOOD TO WRTE FJFJFHRKD DKFNFNRKDFJFJRNRN
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hey guysssss until I get my laptop charger back you guys can request & I'll write some on my phoneeeee
long story short: I visited my grandmother this week for spring break but when I came home I realized I forgot my laptop charger. My laptop is dead & it has Part 2 of the drunk Derek Luh story on it a long with loads of other requests im such a bad person 😭😭😭
Can you do an imagine with derek where he gets jealous and ends up fighting someone?? Xx
here you goooo!!
Requested? Yes. Word Count: 2169 Anon asked: Can you do an imagine with derek where he gets jealous and ends up fighting someone?? Xx
Hope this is okay! AND I ALWAYS FEEL WEIRD INCLUDING RANDON NAMES FOR RANDOM CHARACTERS SO. “DAVID”. __________________________________________
You currently resided against the wall thinking of anything else you’d rather be doing than this party. You did like to party. A lot. But Derek pretty much had abandoned you and if you were gonna be alone then you at least wanted to be in some sweats watching Netflix.
“So,” a voice said suddenly causing you to jump and spill a little of the drink in your hand, “Why is a pretty lady like you standing alone at a gigantic party?”
This guy was totally wasted and you shifted uncomfortably and didn’t say anything, making the guy move a little closer. “Can’t answer a simple question?”
“Oh I’m sorry. Were you talking to me?” You looked up at him and gave him an innocent look he saw through.
“Feisty,” he chuckled and took a swing of his drink, “But did you come alone?” Shaking your head you looked down at the cup in your hand. I might as well have though, you thought.
“Well that’s too bad, you know. A pretty girl like you shouldn’t be left alone for too long.” He smirked as he softly the ran the knuckles of his index finger and middle finger causing you to shudder, “Yeah uh… could you maybe not do that?”
He laughed again, “Alright, alright. I get it.” He backed away a bit and you gave him an awkward smile. “It’s just… you know my boyfriend is here and if he saw that he would have flipped shit.”
“Controlling boyfriend? You don’t seem like the kind of girl that likes being told what to do.”
You shrugged, “He’s not controlling… just protective of what’s his.” You turned to face the boy in front of you and leaned against the wall again.
“Whoa!” He said dramatically, “Now you sound like he has you believing you’re property.” “What? No! I don’t mean like he owns me, I just mean,” I shrugged, “I don’t know. He just gets jealous.”
“Okay… but what I’m hearing is if he wasn’t here we’d… you know…”
“Oh… No that’s not what I’m saying. I love Derek a lot. I’d never cheat.”
He took step towards you but you barely noticed considering you weren’t really looking. “Wait you mean Derek L—”
“What the fuck?” You snapped your attention to Derek who stood in the center of the room. Your heart started racing and you shook your head, “No, baby, calm down,” you sighed and you took half a step towards him but he kept his glare on the boy beside you. “Calm down? It looks like my girlfriend is pretty interested in a conversation with another guy and you want me to calm down?”
You opened your mouth to object but the stranger spoke before you could, “You know Derek maybe you shouldn’t leave her alone at a rave anyway.”
“Shut up, David.” He snapped and took a step forward. They knew each other?
“Or what? You never know what could happen when you leave a pretty girl like her around drunk and high guys by herself.”
You shut your eyes in annoyance and shook your head, “Ignore him Derek, he’s just trying rile you up, C’mon lets go somewhere else.”
You went to pull him by his arm but he turned his glare towards you and you froze. “Get out of the way, Y/n.” He growled and you shook your head again, “No, don’t do this Derek, not here.”
“I don’t know, Y/n, maybe you should listen to him. He’s being jealous. What did he expect, though? He left his hot girlfriend here alone to do what? Get that bag of weed in his hands? Did you really expect that no one was gonna go for her thinking she’s single or something?”
“Shut up…” You said quietly, warning him more than actually being rude about it.
When you turned back around Derek was standing right in front you and looking at the one known as David menacingly.
“C’mon Y/n.” He mumbled as he grabbed your wrist and started to walk away. “Hey!”
He stopped and turned back the guy, “How ‘bout you ask her what she wants to do. You never know… Maybe she just isn’t inter—” He never got to the end of the sentence. Derek had him pinned on the floor and was throwing several punches to his face.
“Derek!” You screamed, trying to snap him out of it. Don’t think you didn’t notice large crowd gathering around you three. “Derek! Stop!” You screamed again but he didn’t listen. Instead he further adjusted himself on top of the defenseless boy on the ground and his punches became more rabid.
“Derek Please!” You could feel your eyes tearing up; you’d never seen Derek this upset about a guy before and it scared you. “Stop it!” You screamed again and finally decided to move your feet and pull him off of David- who was pretty much unconscious.
Derek stood up and panted before kicking him in the stomach. “Derek!” You snapped one more time. He turned towards you and you noticed his bloody knuckles and you felt yourself about to burst into tears. He opened his mouth to speak, only to be interrupted when David hauled himself up off the ground and tackled Derek onto the floor and took the position David was previously in. “No!” You screamed.
You watched as Derek struggled to keep David’s punches away. “Fucking stop!”
“What’s going on?” Skate asked suddenly with Swazz, Dillon, Sammy and the Jacks right behind him. You ignored Skates question and attempted to pull David off of Derek only for David to throw his arm back and push you so hard you felt on the ground in front of Skate.
“Aye!” Skate screamed and he, Swazz, Sammy, and the Jacks jumped in while Dillon pulled you up and pulled you into a hug.
“Stop…” Your voice was weak from screaming and you watched was they pulled David off of Derek and held him down. “Get off me man!” David screamed. Blood was dripping on his white shirt.
Derek launched himself up and punched him in the face again. Then again. Then again. “Derek…” You squeezed your eyes shut and Dillon shushed you and hugged you tighter.
“If you ever- and I mean ever- come around me, or Y/n again I won’t stop next time. Do not ever lay a fucking hand on my girl again. The fuck kinda man pushes a girl?” Derek punched him again and you heard his nose break. Shit.
“Get out of here. Don’t know why you came here in the first place.” Skate spat as he pulled him off of the ground and pushed him towards the door. Derek turned to you and Dillon and his gaze softened.
He knew to not get jealous over Skate or the others. They were like brothers to you and to get jealous over them would be ridiculous.
Dillon loosened his grip on you and joined the others behind Derek.
You observed Derek carefully. He wasn’t as bloody as David but he had a busted lip and a bloody nose. His knuckles were still super bloody. The crowd didn’t move and everything was quiet.
“Baby I’m sor—”
“Save it. I’ll be in the car.” You whispered as you wiped your eyes and kept your eyes glued to the floor. You probably looked like total shit now but you didn’t care. You just wanted to go home.
-
“So are you just gonna ignore me for the whole night?” He said as he pulled up to his houses’ driveway.
You didn’t say anything and Derek held the bloodied cloth up to his bruised nose. “Look, how many times do I have to say sorry for hitting him? I know you don’t like it when I fight…”
“See that’s the problem. You’re not sorry. You’re only saying that because you know it’s what I want to hear.” He turned off the car and sighed, “You’re right. I’m not sorry for beating the shit out of him. I’m not sorry for defending you. I’m not sorry for punching him he pushed you to the floor. I’m not sorry after seeing him touch you and look at you like that. You’re mine and I just can’t help it.”
You teared up again and looked him and he continued, “But I’m sorry for scaring you. I’m sorry you saw that. I’m sorry I left you alone at that party. I’m so sorry for making you cry because that’s the worse shit ever. I hate when I’m the reason you’re crying. It fucking hurts when I see you cry, Y/n.”
You took a deep breath, “I know you were only looking out for me but one day you’re gonna pick a fight with the wrong person or people and you’re gonna get seriously hurt. I hate having to worry about you. It’s bad enough when you leave town and you go party and get drunk or high or both and…” You look down at your hands, “I see the videos that Dillon or Skate or Swazz or Sammy put up and there are so many girls and it makes me insecure. Plus the fact that you have no boundaries when it comes to drugs and it scares me so much that you’re just gonna get hurt.” You hid your face in your hands and Derek quickly pulled them away. You looked out of your window, not looking at him. “Look at me.”
“No.”
“Why?”
“I’m ugly when I cry.”
“I think you’re beautiful. Please look at me.”
You turned to look at him and he spoke slowly, “Look, I love you. I’d never cheat for one, and two, those parties aren’t as fun as the guys make them out to be.”
You both laughed and he leaned in to try and kiss you, “No. You have a really bloody mouth. C’mon, let’s go get your ass cleaned up.” He nodded and you quickly pulled him inside and into the nearest bathroom.
You wandered over to the cupboard and pulled out rubbing alcohol and some gauzes. You hopped onto the counter and motioned him over. He placed himself between your thighs and his hands absent mindlessly rested near your butt, using the position to mindlessly pull you closer to him.
“This might burn,” you whispered as you focused on wiping his busted lip with the alcohol soaked gauze. He hissed and yanked his head away, “Fuck.”
“We wouldn’t be doing this if you never stuck up for me,” you teased and he playfully glared at you.
“You know, to be totally honest, it’s kind of hot.” You said with a smile and he quirked his eyebrow with a smirked at your words, “What was that?”
“I mean I’m not condoning it and you are not to get into a fight unless it’s absolutely necessary but you being jealous is hot and everyone got to see not to mess with me or my big, badass boyfriend will come after them.” You giggled and he shook his head. After his lip was mostly wiped clean of blood you pecked his lips, “But seriously don’t fight ever again.” His eye was bruising too.
“I promise Mami.” He smiled
You nodded as you broke eye contact with him and focused on his bloodied knuckles. After using regular water to wipe away the blood you saw his hands already turning purple and you sighed as you started working on his bruised and bloodied nose.
“Alright, I think we’re done here.”
“Good, now give me a proper a kiss to show that you actually forgive me.”
You giggled and wrapped your arms around Dereks neck to give him a long but innocent kiss.
“Weak!” He whined when you pulled away and you rolled your eyes, going back in for another one. This time you let your tongues collide even though the copper taste of blood still lingered in his mouth. He pulled you so close that your back arched into his chest and you squeezed your legs tighter around his torso.
“Ah,” He winced in pain and pulled away quickly. “What?”
“My ribs. It hurt when you squeezed me.”
“When the hell did he even touch your ribs?”
“When he tackled me to the ground.” He laughed a bit and winced in pain again, “I think he really cracked one. Uh, okay. Ow.” He gripped his side again and you rolled your eyes as you hopped off of the table. “C’mon let’s get you to a hospital so we can get you checked out for any serious injuries you friggin idiot.”
He laughed slightly and followed you back to his car, hand in hand.
“But I’m your idiot.” ________________________________________
Requests welcome! Feedback appreciated!
Could you do a Derek imagine where he is your ex and he is at a party with the boys and Derek is passed out so mate calls you to come and take him home because everyone has been drinking and you can choose the ending sorry if that's confusing, thanks xx
Request done :-)
Ima write a part 2 so :))))))))))
Requested? Yes Word Count: 1346 Anon asked: Could you do a Derek imagine where he is your ex and he is at a party with the boys and Derek is passed out so mate calls you to come and take him home because everyone has been drinking and you can choose the ending sorry if that's confusing, thanks xx
Wasn’t confusing at all, Love! I gotchu. & Part 2, anyone? :-) ________________________________
“Hello?” I groggily spoke into my phone. “Y/n!” Skate screamed into the phone, clearly drunk out of his mind. “Skate? What the hell it’s…” You checked the time, “3 in the morning. I’m sleeping. What do you want?”
“Ooh someone isn’t a morning person are they?”
You rolled your eyes with a yawn and sat up in bed.
“No, I’m not. Did you need something?”
“Well we’re at a party… Derek isn’t lookin’ too good.”
“That… That isn’t my problem anymore. We’re not together anymore, remember?”
“Which is bullshit. You know you two still love each other.” Skate slurred over the loud music.
“According to him he didn’t love me as much as I loved him, remember?”
He laughed into the phone and whether it was at you or someone else you didn’t know. “That man still loves you Lil Mama. Trust me. But we need you to come get our boy. He isn’t stable enough to be here by himself anymore.”
“Can’t you get anyone else?”
“Nope unless you want us all to die from drunk driving. Better be here in twenty Lil Mama or I’m leavin his ass in the front yard alone.”
Sighing, you got out of bed and grabbed your keys before speeding off to Skates place.
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“Skate!” You yelled as you crossed your arms over your chest considering you weren’t wearing a bra. You only wore a super thin, white long sleeved shirt that didn’t cover your stomach all the way and some short and soft grey shorts.
“Hey Lil Mama.” He drunkenly grinned with a limp Derek on his shoulder. “Take him. Get him home. Anymore alcohol and he’ll die.” He chuckled as he passed him to you. Derek leaned all of his weight onto your side and you struggled to keep the both of you up.
“Great! Thanks Y/n I owe yah one. He leaned in for a hug and pecked your cheek lightly, “Yes you definitely do.”
After bidding your goodbyes you turned away and he shut the front door to his house. “Alright Derek I’m taking you home now.” You mumbled as you put him in the passenger seat of your car. He mumbled something too inaudible to understand but you shrugged it off as you drove off to his place.
-
“You don’t have a key?” You glared at the drunken boy beside you and sighed, “Well I have mine.” The words pained you to say but you sucked up and decided that now wasn’t the time for tears.
You jammed your key in the whole and pushed his door open and dragged him inside. “I’m gonna sit you down on your bed now, okay?”
He lightly nodded and you sat him on the edge of his bed; the bed you missed so much. The bed you had so many memories in. The bed you’d made love in with the person you trusted your life with. The bed where you and Derek told each other so many times that you loved the other. The bed where you could wake up feeling safe and warm and happy in the arms of your lover. The bed where Derek promised a forever in.
“Lift your arms above your head.” You quietly said. You couldn’t count how many times Derek had changed your clothes for you when you were hammered just to make sure you were comfortable enough to sleep.
He shook his head and you sighed, “Why?”
“Because I’m in love with somebody else.”
Those seven words were enough to make you back away and look down at your feet.
“Okay,” you whispered, voice cracking and fists balling. Curiosity overcame you and you forced yourself to ask, “Who?”
He was quiet for a full minute.
“Y/n…”
Your eyes widened and you stepped forward a tiny bit, “W-what?”
“Yeah. She was amazing. She was hella sexy, smart, funny, kind, you know—” he hiccupped and you couldn’t help but smile at his cute squeaks, “You know all the good stuff. She made a heavy impact on everyone she met. She turned my life around. And I left her… I left her—” another hiccup, “I left her for a shitty reason. I told her I didn’t love her as much as she loved me which was complete bullshit. I love her more than she’ll ever know.” He hiccupped again.
“Then why’d you leave?”
“Be—” hiccup. “Cause I was scared that she would leave me. I was scared I would cheat or-or I would get addicted to really bad drugs again and I was just afraid of hurting her more than I was afraid of hurting myself. I didn’t want her to suddenly wake up one day and think ‘I don’t love him anymore’.” His words were super slurred and almost impossible to understand but you knew exactly what he was saying.
You could feel yourself tearing up and you quickly took a seat next to him. “Derek, open your eyes. I need you to open your eyes.” You said, cupping his cheeks.
“Look at me,” you whispered.
Finally he did and it took him a minute to realize who he was looking at. “Y-Y/n?”
You nodded slowly and before you could break down into tears first, he did. “Derek you should have known I wasn’t going to leave you. For anything— actually if you cheated on me I probably would leave you. But I loved you so much. If you took harmful drugs again we’d get through it together. I would not ever… ever stop loving your dumbass.” You both laughed and Derek leaned his forehead against yours while sniffling. “Y-you know usually it’s the girl who cries.”
“I’ve been crying every day for a month. I don’t have any tears left.”
He pulled away and looked at you like you were crazy.
“I put you through that much pain even after a month?” He said, his voice just above a whisper. You didn’t say anything; you didn’t have to.
“My god Y/n come back to me. Please baby, just come back. I miss you so much. I love you so much. Please baby girl, I need you. I thought I could do it but I can’t.”
You couldn’t tell if he was telling the truth or maybe it was just the alcohol talking but you ignored him either way. “You’re drunk and you’re high, Derek. You might not even remember this when you wake up tomorrow…” You stood up and you pulled your hands out of his grasp. “Here, go put this on.”
You handed him his grey sweats and a plain white shirt and you helped him to the bathroom.
You sighed and took a seat on his bed and ran a hand through your messy bed head, not knowing what to do or believe.
A moment later he came out of the bathroom and staggered over to the bed, stumbling in the process. You caught him before he fell and he didn’t hesitate to wrap his arms around your shoulders immediately.
Before you could get too wrapped up in the moment you pulled away and supported his weight on one side so you could pull the covers back and set him down carefully. “Right— I guess I’m gonna go…”
“N-no please don’t leave me.” He hiccupped again but you started backing towards the door, “I’m really sorry Derek… I Just—” You sighed and shook your head, “I really gotta go.”
“No- baby wai-wait.” He was half asleep but still crying.
You stepped through the bedroom door and began to pull it shut.
“Goodbye Derek.”
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Part 2? :) Requests welcome! Feedback appreciated!
tonights episode of twd tho
i was in the middle of filling in a request & my laptop just decided to restart & update :'). I might have just lost half of that imagine. gr8.
The Hills
Requested? No. Mature: yeah kinda. Word Count: 2464
SO I WAS LISTENING TO ‘THE HILLS’ BY THE WEEKND AND WELL I WANTED TO WRITE ABOUT DADDY LUH TO THIS SONG BC WHY HASN’T THIS BEEN DONE YET?????????????????? WELL IT IS NOW BBY. & I THINK IMA GONNA WRITE ONE TO ‘THE WORST’ TOO.
And I would have written full on smut, but that would have made the story extra-long and yeah. But I do write smut. ___________________________________________
Your man on the road, he doing promo You said keep our business on the low-low I’m just tryna get you out the friend zone
“Is he gone?” Derek’s muffled voice spoke through the speaker. “Yeah, he just left.” I watched as my fiancée’s car disappeared down the road for his week-long business trip. “Perfect timing.”
A moment later Derek was knocking on my front door and I ran for it, immediately pulling me into a kiss when he saw me.
I kissed back, a smile apparent on my lips as his hands wrapped tightly around my waist and pulled me flat against his body. I could practically taste the familiar bitterness of weed on his tongue. When I met Desmond I had to give up doing most of the things I loved to do— getting high, drinking, partying, staying out late. I was still young but my parents were certain on me finding a man I had to calm down for. My parents loved Garrett, my whole family did. I did too, just not to the point where I was eager to marry or settle down with. I hated not being a regular 22 year old girl.
Derek hauled me off the ground and I locked my legs around his hips and he sandwiched me between the wall and his body. His tongue traced my jaw and down to the crook of my neck, “Derek…” I sighed in content as I allowed him to mark my skin with his gentle touch.
He knew exactly where to touch me and how to get me to melt, even if I wasn’t in the mood to have sex. I always did.
I fisted balls of his shirt in my hands and he took it as a sign to pull me away from the wall and carry me to the bedroom.
‘Cause you look even better than the photos I can’t find your house, send me the info Driving through the gated residential Found out I was coming, sent your friends home Keep on tryna hide it but your friends know
“Where’d you say you moved again?” Derek questioned. “Oh… The Hills.” I answered, a little unsure. Garrett was suspicious of me considering last time Derek and I were together I’d almost been caught. He came home early from work one day and Derek hid in the closet while Garrett and I argued about trust but in the end I’d gotten away with it. Ever since then Garrett had been eager to get away from our old house and move to a new one.
“That’s not really a specific answer. There are tons of houses of up there.”
I sighed and held the phone a little more up to display my face better, “Maybe we should stop. Maybe this is wrong.”
“It’s not.”
I pursed my lips together and I could hear light laughing from the living room, “Who’s there?”
“Just some girlfriends of mine.”
“Oh, well I’m gonna to come over. See you in a bit.” And with that Derek hung up.
I got up quickly and couldn’t deny the excitement bubbling in my chest. It’d been over four weeks since I’d seen Derek.
“Guys can we post-pone this sleep-over? I forgot I had some of Garretts family coming through for a bit today.”
They giggled and shook their heads, “Quit lying. I know when you’re seeing someone. So… Who is it?” Y/B/F/N teased, causing me to blush. “I’m not saying anyone.” I defended rather quickly.
She scoffed, “Is it Derek? You’ve been seeing him since we were teenagers.”
I pleaded, “Don’t rat me out. I don’t love Garrett like I love Derek.”
“Of course we won’t!” They all agreed and I sighed in relief. “But does he love you too?”
A question I’d thought about so many times before but I shrugged, “I don’t actually know.”
I felt my phone buzz and I looked at the message sent by Derek:
I’m almost there tell your friends to leave
“Okay guys time to go.” I rushed them out of the door and they giggled in response, “Best wishes!”
As they piled into one car and drove away Derek pulled up. He smoothly leaned against his car door and I ran up to him. He pulled me into a hard kiss I’ll never get used to and rested his hands on my butt as he leaned in further and let his tongue trace my bottom lip. My arms extended around his neck and I leaned further into his embrace.
Deciding oxygen was necessary I pulled away and pulled him inside and as soon as I shut the door my shirt was off and my jeans were unbuttoned and unzipped. I giggled before pulling him to the couch.
I only call you when it’s half past five. The only time that I’d ever call you mine I only love it when you touch me, not feel me When I’m fucked up, that’s the real me
Hearing my phone vibrate I quickly reached for it, trying not to disturb Garrett sleeping beside me. “Hello?” My voice was super raspy, possibly because of the argument Garrett and I had earlier that day involved a lot of screaming.
“Y/n…” Derek slurred and laughed shortly after, “Your name is cute.”
“Are you drunk or high?” I whispered.
“Both? I miss you. Come here.”
“I can’t, sorry.”
“Okay great! See you in 20!”
The line went dead and I sighed as I sat up and checked the time. 5:30.
-
“Derek open up!” I banged on his door for what seemed like the millionth time. “Fucking Christ.” I grumbled and turned around. I was getting in my car when Derek’s door opened and he stumbled out. “Wait! Where you going?”
“Home.” I snapped. “No you aren’t.” He chuckled and stepped back and waited. I sat in my car and rolled my eyes as I forced my own body out of the car and stomped past Derek. “Alright Derek let’s get this over with,” I said and turned around after we’d made it inside and wrapped my arms around his neck. He pecked my lips and the simple gesture erupted butterflies in the pit of my stomach and I could also taste the liquor and pot on his mouth. “No baby girl, no sex tonight. I just wanna lay down with you.” He staggered up to his room and pulled me along, “Just cuddles.”
He slipped under the covers and I watched him with a confused gaze.
“What?” He said, opening his tired and high eyes, “What’s wrong?”
I shook my head and crawled into the space next to him. He pulled my back against his chest and nestled his head in my hair.
“I wish we did this more…” He mumbled, already dozing off.
I just fucked two bitches 'fore I saw you You gon’ have to do it at my tempo
“You smell like perfume.” I snapped as I pushed the boy in front of me off. He scoffed, “You’re crazy just come on.” He says as he pulls me by my hand back into his chest. “No, Derek. I can’t do this anymore. Garrett is so good to me and you’re not. He doesn’t deserve this. If he ever found out he’d be broken.”
“What the fuck, Y/n. We’ve been doing this for years. What’s different now?”
“What’s different? You keep telling me that no one else has been here but,” I stomped over towards the door and pointed towards a pair of glossy black stiletto stages, “These aren’t mine. That perfume isn’t mine. This isn’t like when we were teenagers, Derek. We were together then.”
“So you’re tellin me that you want to stop seeing each other? You’re tellin me that you’re goin back some guy you don’t even love?”
“I do love him.” My voice was shaky and we both knew I was lying. “You don’t see it as ‘seeing each other’. You go around fucking any girl that you want then call me when there’s no one else.”
“That’s not true. If I didn’t see it as that then I wouldn’t call it that. You have some guy to fuck on the side and I got a bitch. It’s fair.” He growled, grinding his teeth and balling his fist. “We don’t love each other Derek so who cares? Let’s just stop and remain friends before something happens or we get caught.”
“So you’re going to waste your life away and enter a loveless marriage. When’s the last time you partied? Got high? Drank so much you got drunk off your ass? You gave up things you love. You’re giving up on me. You make me happy.”
“Garrett calls it compromising.”
“Garrett is full of shit.” Derek scoffed and turned away from me and quickly paced back in forth in front of me.
“So I can only see you? You get to fuck whoever you want and I have to wait for a phone call or a text?”
He finally stopped pacing and stepped so close in front of me I could feel his body weight, “You’re in love with me, Y/n. I know you are.”
I could feel the tears start to well up in my eyes and I looked down at my shoes, “But I’m married to someone else now.”
He shook his head and looked up at the ceiling like Jesus was up there talking to him and he laughed, “You’re not married yet.”
He pulled my face to his and smashed his lips against mine. I was taken by surprise but soon felt myself kissing back and I knew I’d never be able to Leave Derek Luh. Not any time soon.
Always tryna send me off to rehab Drugs start to feeling like it’s decaf I’m just tryna live life for the moment And all these motherfuckers want a real love
“Hey,” I said as I sat up and pulled a sheet around my bare chest. “Maybe you should slow down a little bit.” I wrapped my arms around his waist, pressed my chest against his back, and set my chin on his shoulder.
“Or not.” Derek mumbled as he placed his sixth blunt of the night between his lips.
“I’m starting to get worried about you…”
“Don’t be. Want some? Been a while since we fucked while were both high.”
I winced at his words and shook my head, “No thanks.” Shrugging, he took a long drag and blew the smoke around his room. “I need a pretty large amount of weed to actually feel high these days.”
“It’s because you do it so much that you’ve become numb to the feeling. You’re not sensitive to the euphoria anymore. That’s what scares me…”
“Who cares? So I smoke weed? It’s not like I do hardcore drugs that’ll kill me when I take them.”
“Not anymore.” I whispered but he heard me and shrugged me off. “Yeah, I used to. But I don’t anymore. I paid my dues now let it go.”
“I have… But the amount of weed you smoke isn’t safe. Maybe you should—”
“Don’t you dare say it,” He interrupted.
“Get help. Maybe you should get help. I’m worried about this.”
He stood up and pulled on his boxers and grey sweats and turned to give me a menacing glare. “Who are you to tell what I can and can’t do?”
“Derek I was just—”
“Just what?” He growled. I was almost afraid to say anything so I just shook my head and kept my mouth shut, “Nothing.”
I knew Derek would never hurt a hair on my head but I still didn’t want to upset him anymore than I already have.
“Look,” he sighed and sat next to me and pulled me into his lap, “I know you’re just looking out for me but I know what I’m doing. I know my boundaries.” He pecked my neck, then my cheek, then my lips and I nodded, “I’m just afraid you’ll actually get hurt one day.”
“I won’t.”
“Promised me then,” I said and held up my pinky finger between us, “Promise me you won’t get hurt. Promise me you’ll not push yourself more than you need to. Promise me you’ll call me night or day if you ever need anything. Promise me.”
He smiled and cupped the back of my neck so he could give me a long and soft kiss while in the process connecting his pinky with mine.
“I promise.”
Who are you to judge, who are you to judge? Hide your lies, girl, hide your lies Only you to trust, only you…
I studied the engagement ring and silver wedding band on my finger with a smile across my features. The engagement ring was simple, but I preferred simple. “Babe,” Derek’s raspy morning voice chimed as he pulled me further into his chest, “Why’re you up so early?”
He was looking down at me with his eyes closed and I leaned up to peck his lips. “I’m just thinking.”
“What about?” He was still half asleep but I found it extremely adorable that he was still trying to make conversation with me.
“I’m finally happy.”
Now his eyes were open. He laced his fingers through mine and tiredly smiled down at me. Derek’s rap career had taken off without a hitch. Being longtime friends with Jack and Jack, Skate, Dillon (he and Skate are the reason why Derek and I even met when we were teens), Swazz, and everyone apart of that community helped him a little too but his pure talent is what made Derek, Derek Luh.
“Why’s that Mami?” He rolled onto his back and pulled me with him so I was basically laying on top of him. “Because I finally have the man I love.”
Derek’s hand was still laced with mine and his matching silver ring was noticeably bigger than mine. He removed his hands from mine and wrapped his arms tightly around my waist.
“And I finally have the woman I love.”
I relaxed in his grasp and it was mornings like this that I loved the most; when I wake up, fully clothed, in the arms of Derek Luh.
Pulling him to my lips I felt electricity bolt through my body and I knew that there wasn’t a single soul I’d rather be with.
________________________________________________________ Okay, I'm gonna be writing an imagine explaining how Derek and Y/n ended up together in the end. Stay tuned!
REQUEST. MY ASK IS ALWAYS OPEN !!!!!
request for Dillon Rupp, Derek, Skate, Swazz, & Sammy !
Text Au or imagine where you've been dating Skate or Derek for about a year now but you find out that your best friend doesn't support your relationship since she likes him too even though she hasn't known him for that long. She shades you then drops you so Derek or Skate comfort you. Thank you! :)
here you are love! I did both bc i love skate & derek so much.
Read Skates here.
Read Derek’s here.
Requested? Yes. Mature: No. Word Count: 1406 Anon asked: Text Au or imagine where you've been dating Skate or Derek for about a year now but you find out that your best friend doesn't support your relationship since she likes him too even though she hasn't known him for that long. She shades you then drops you so Derek or Skate comfort you. Thank you! :)
I’ve decided on writing this scenario for both of them because it’s too hard to choo. The first one is SKATE… read it here.
Hope this is sorta what you’re looking for! ~Enjoy xx.
“Ah!” You yelped as Derek came out of the water and lifted you onto his shoulders. “Chicken fight!” Someone screamed. Dillon climbed onto Swazz’s shoulders and tried pushing you back into the water but you locked hands with him and pushed him back with just as much force. “C’mon baby you can do it!” You heard Derek cheer before Swazz splashed him with water making him stumble back a bit but not enough to make you fall back. Determined not to let them win you used your foot and kicked Swazz in the face and punch Dillon in his chest causing him to fall into the water. “Hell yeah!” You through your arms in the air and cheered in victory. “Betcha you can’t beat me!” Skate challenged. “Oh yeah? Get up here.”
Grinning, Skate climbed on top of Dillon and tried pushing you off of Derek’s shoulders. “Give up Maloley!” You exclaimed when you felt Armen slip. “No!”
From below you Derek splashed Armen in the face with water and you took the opportunity of weakness to push your hands against Skates chest and he fell backwards landing in the water. “No one can beat the king and queen!” You chanted and gave Derek a high-five.
“WORLDSTAR!” Dillon screamed from the edge of the pool. He ran and jumped back in, hooking his arms around your neck and pulling you into the water. You gasped in surprise but ended up gulping down a bunch a water. “Who’s the champ now, Y/n?!” He laughed after we came back up.
You coughed up water and everyone laughed and was about to lunge at him when Derek wrapped his arms around your waist and pull your back into his chest. “Awe baby are you okay?” He laughed in your ear and kissed your neck. Glaring at Dillon you shook your head. “I’m gonna kill him.”
Derek laughed again and spun you around to face him and you wrapped your arms around his neck and your legs around his waist. “No you’re not.”
“Okay fine, I’m not. But he got my hair wet.”
“Well it is a pool…”
“Yeah Y/n! If you don’t want to get wet don’t get in a pool filled with water.” Dillion teased.
You pouted and Dillon pulled you from Derek’s grasp much to both of you guys’ despise. “Don’t be mad at me Y/n,” Dillon mimicked your pouty expression. It was hard for you to ignore him, “Fine, but I’m gonna get you back.”
“— Okay,” Derek said, pulling you back into him, “You can look but you can’t touch. Actually nevermind you can’t even look.”
Jealous Derek was the cutest Derek to a certain extent. “Oh babe you know you’re the only one for me,” You grinned and leaned in for a kiss but frowned again when you heard Dillon say in a mockingly voice, “I love you too babe.”
Derek laughed and you sighed in content. Everything was good.
—
“Y/B/FN?” You said as you sat down on the couch next to her. She gave you a side glance but didn’t say anything.
“Are you okay?”
“You tell me. You’re the one stopping Derek and I from being together.” She deadpanned. The phrase took you by surprise and you stood up. Luckily the boys were out getting food.
“What the actual hell?”
“You heard me. You’re the only thing standing in the way of Derek and me.”
“You’ve barely known him for a month! We’ve been together for 11 months.”
“So?”
You scoffed and paced back and forth, “And when did this little crush on my boyfriend start happening?”
“As soon as I saw him I knew we needed to be together. I’m right for him.”
“You don’t even know anything about him! I can’t believe what I’m hearing right now.”
“Well start believing honey. I can tell he’s into me too.”
I shook my head and she stood up, “I can treat him better… please him better… I’d do anything him.”
The anger started bubbling in your chest and you balled your fists. “You don’t know what you’re saying. You’re a delusional, psychotic bitch. Stay away from my boyfriend.”
“We’ll see who he chooses.”
Before she could say anything else, before you could cry, or before you punched her in the face you stormed out of the house and headed home.
Derek’s POV
“Admit it D, that was hilarious!” Skate wheezed. I nodded and mimicked his laughed with my own. At the pizza place we slapped Swazz’s own pizza out of his hands and then shook a canned soda and let him open it. He wasn’t mad but he was definitely going to murder us all while we slept. “It was not! That’s why I got your car all sticky.”
Skate stopped laughing immediately and we set the food on the kitchen counter.
“Babe!” I called by habit, “We’re home!”
“Oh she’s not here,” Y/B/F/N said as she appeared through the threshold of the kitchen.
“Why’d she leave?”
“Derek can I talk to you for a bit?” She motioned me over and I followed her into the living room. “So I need to tell you something… About me.”
I didn’t say anything but waited for her response. “Well… I’ve developed these really strong feelings for you and—”
I shook my head and held my hand up, “Stop it right there. I get what happened now.”
I went to walk away to get my keys but she latched hands around my arms and pressed her body into the side of my own, “No wait. We’d be better together. I can treat you better.”
This sudden confession confused me. Y/n always spoke so highly of her and to see her act this way made me angry.
I yanked my arms away from her and stomped my way over to the boys so I could get my keys from Sam.
“Wait, Derek!” She called when we made it to the kitchen where everyone stood. “No, you listen. I don’t like you, I barely know you. But I love Y/n. She’s my bestfriend and if you ever think I’d go for a skank like you who backstabs their bestfriend in the back then you’re wrong. I think you should leave.” I pointed towards the door and without another word she stomped away.
Turning to the boys I noticed their surprised faces, “What?” I snapped.
They shook their heads and I snatched my keys from Sammy. “I’ll be back.”
—
“Baby open up!” I yelled as I banged on her door. I waited a few minutes but when I received no answer I banged again, “Seriously, come talk to me.” My voice was softer now.
“Y/n I—”
I was cut off by her opening the door to reveal a puffy eyed Y/n. I didn’t waste a second in stepping through the threshold and engulfing her in a hug.
“Y/B/F/N—”
“I know, Derek. I know…” She whispered.
I’d only seen her this devastated once when we had really bad argument. I’d mentioned something about maybe we shouldn’t be together and she completely lost it. Broke down in tears. Fell right to her knees and sobbed. Of course I didn’t mean it, and I love her. Seeing her that hurt made my heart burn in agony. I never wanted to see her cry. “Baby listen to me, I kicked her out. You don’t need her. You’re the sweetest, smartest, most deserving person I know. I will only ever love you. Don’t worry about that bitch and come back to the gathering.”
“What’d you say to her?”
“Well I don’t really remember but I know that I called her a skank,” we both laughed a little bit, “But you know that I’ll never leave you, right?”
“I know, I know. I just get so scared. My biggest fear is losing you.”
“You won’t. I promise.”
