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I'm the same wt I was 6 months ago. This is supposed to be my year, I need to make them all see

I can tell I've been doing bad, my fucking undies are tight the fuck

I passed after one try. One. That's it

Always discounting everything I do. Got mad at me for not calling her right away, but she's not my fucking problem. Then wanted to start sobbing ab missing us but couldn't fucking say one word to me. Thank god for him stepping in bc I almost lost it

Gotta get back to it. I'm looking way too lumpy and I can't have that. I'm so close to where I want to be. I can't let myself slip into the same disgusting habits

I actually looked at myself today in the mirror and didn't hate what I saw. I def wanted it to be different but I didn't want to barf immediately

I need to come back to this site more often bc it keeps me going. My only motivation is her. She thinks she is so much better than everyone and treats people like shit, demands and expects entirely too much of others, is hypocritical as hell, lies continuously, makes other women feel insecure. She's chaotic and dramatic but I want nothing more than to be better. Bc she's still always chosen first, always thought of first. It's like if I were to voice each and every actual thought, they'd be floored. But no ones cares to ask bc I keep it to myself so why wouldn't I be ok

I hate myself. I need to be back on this app more bc it kept me in line. I've been 2 months Willy Billy and am up almost 10# AND she's in town

I don't know what the fucks wrong w me. She's going to be in town in a fucking week and I'm up 5# lmao fck meeeeee

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I have no one else to share this with

midnightsadboy

sorry i've been a little off lately, i've been losing my fcking mind in the quietest way possible.

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I don't know why it was such a surprise to me that everyone fucking forgot our plans but it's cool fuck me. THIS IS WHY I SAY NO ONE FUCKING CARES THEY DONT

So if I only ate half the protein lunchable pack it's only 125?? Fuck yeah dude

My friends hate me but I haven't ate in 5 days so fuck me

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