izzy 🦢🤍

𝐬𝐡𝐞/𝐡𝐞𝐫 | 𝟔𝐭𝐞𝐞𝐧 | 𝐭𝐰 𝐞𝐝 | 𝐛𝐥𝐨𝐜𝐤 𝐢𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐝𝐨𝐧𝐭 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐢 𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐭 | 🩰

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Intro !!

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Iz

16

she/her

lesbian

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cw: 131 lbs

gw1: 125 lbs

gw2: 120 lbs

ugw: 110 lbs

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500 cal limit

omad, most of the time it'll be dinner

water, 0 cal drinks, and coffee only!

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Hozier, Lana del Rey, Fiona Apple, Noah kahan, Zach Bryan, slaughter beach dog, Taylor swift, paramore, Adrianne lenker, Phoebe bridgers, boygenius

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fav show is Hannibal (ironic right)

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[s0ulsigil-meltown]

One of the things that really upset me about being pro-recovery and engaging in spaces like this is how misunderstood both points are.

People who have never struggled with an ED will say that you can’t have both, and will attribute the mere existence of these spaces as anti-recover and pro-ED. And, yeah, these spaces aren’t super healthy for people actively suffering, but neither is bed rotting completely alone and stewing in thoughts that’ll kill you.

I can say confidently that not hiding my ED sometimes is necessary. When I go through my day making up lie after lie to maintain feeling normal despite starving myself and obsessing over food, I end up never speaking to anyone and isolating myself into oblivion.

While it’s not great to be engaging with thinspo, counting calories and hoping I come across triggering content, people need to realize that I will be doing all of these things with or without tumblr. At least now I have a way to do so that allows the remainder of my day to be less miserable. I can see my friends and even if I feel misunderstood, I can come into the warm embrace of misery shared when I log in.

None of this means I want others to be miserable. If I could make it through the day knowing nobody else had an ED, that would be a better way to do it. The sad truth is, I’m not the only one, because none of us are the only one. At least now someone can say “oh, I’m not crazy” and maybe even say things in writing that they’ve been hiding from their friends and family for so long.

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When there’s a fruit bowl and Diet Coke at the function

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Feeling like a wannarexic atm bc I’m now realizing how harmful it is and how I could die and I wanna stop but I just can’t bc I hate my body and the feeling is so euphoric ugh

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is it bad that i don’t WANT to look skin and bones? does that make me invalid? i want a thigh gap, completely flat stomach, slim legs and arms, collarbones and rib cage popping, but i don’t want to look sick… is this the same as anyone else? or does this usually just change the skinnier you get and the deeper into ana u get…

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Literally I feel like this, I hate the “perfect weight” chart so much bc it makes me feel invalid for not wanting to be less than 110 lbs 😭

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Watching Hannibal made me not want to eat meat anymore bc I’m paranoid that it isn’t actually animal meat😍 honestly a win for me

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Yall drinking green tea with honey and lemon has soooo many benefits istg this is probably why when I was younger I didn’t gain weight bc I drank 1-2 cups of this a day 😭 it helps reduce appetite, speeds up metabolism, antioxidant, lowers cholesterol, and a bonus, it helps clear your skin if you’re acne prone !!

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I’m so proud of myself I drank 12 oz of green tea and I don’t have the urge to eat anything this morning✨

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I have to weight in for my pe class on Monday so I will be fasting as much as I can yippeeee😍

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Ballet Damcer thinspø 🦢🩰

Look at those girls in the classroom. Thin, weightless, and perfect. Look at the way they can effortlessly do leaps across the floor. They practically look weightless. Look at the way they can easily get through a set of Fouettés without dropping their leg even an inch. You could do that someday, do you realize that? Just put down that meal. Put down the chocolate. You. Don’t. Need. It. If you wanna be like those girls in the room you have to work for it🫶🏻

[luxbabxy]

so happy to be back on my ana shit…missed this sort of sweet honeymoon nostalgia I get after I dive back into this lifestyle fully again

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fuck this ed *binges*

ugh im so fat *starves*

fuck this ed *binges*

ugh im so fat *starves*

fuck this ed *binges*

ugh im so fat *starves*

fuck this ed *binges*

ugh im so fat *starves*

fuck this ed *binges*

ugh im so fat *starves*

fuck this ed *binges*

ugh im so fat *starves*

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I have 2 reasons for going back to dance: 1 bc I love it, 2 bc I can workout ‼️

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My friend took this photo of me at dance without me knowing and im obsessed 🤩

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Kate moss was wrong nothing tastes better than coffee with creamer

(How do yall drink it WITHOUT creamer?)

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Me after coming back to anablr after a 7 month “recovery” and seeing I lost 3 lbs during said “recovery” and realizing I never actually recovered 😍

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My Reasons

Saw someone else do this just as a reminder and as motivation <3

1. To look good in clothes

I always look so square in Literally anything tight, and summers right around the corner and ur girl doesn’t wanna have belly rolls while on the beach

2. To fit into Brandy clothing

Okay I have never tried on Brandy before, but I don’t think I’ll fit not even gonna lie. I look on the website and they all look so skinny :( i just wanna be a Brandy girl yk

3. So I can maybe find a girl that likes me (+ if she can pick me up easily)

I’ve literally only had 1 gf before but it just didn’t count bc it was 7th grade 💀 and I’m almost a junior bruh. I just don’t feel pretty when I look 10 weeks pregnant.

4. So my collarbones, fingers, and thighs are more defined / slim down

I just wanna be able to have long elegant fingers and have my collarbones show and to be able to sit down without my thighs doubling in size :(

5. So I can look elegant in ballet class

Im getting back into dance competitions again and we have to take ballet, and I wanna look elegant and beautiful during class. Is that too much to ask for ?!’?!&!&

5. To be confident in myself

This speaks for itself