Be a Sunflower who always faces the Sun

5'1| 18 | Sw: 130 | Cw: 113.2 | gw: 110 | Ugw: 100| TW --- POC --- she/they --- Message me💜💜

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I only have 1 more day after today until I move into my dorm and I'm free!! God this last week has gone by so slowwwww

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_________________TW Body Check_______________

113.2 lbs

Tree trunk ass legs and a wide stocky bone structure is gonna make me unalive myself real soon.

This is a BC from like 5 days ago (still 113.2) but for whatever reason Tumblr said 'you dont get to post that one🙃' but watch me bitch -_-)

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I leave for college next week and it cant come soon enough. I'll finally be free to rettrict how I want.

But I dont have a scale!!!! I'll need to get one from down there.

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One day I sware this'll be me (her BMI 15.9 109lbs)

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Still holding strong to this 113-115 range😤

Kill me its going so slow! I'm moving to college in less than a month I need to be 108-110 by then or close to it.

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Hii 😀

I'm back unfortunately...fortunately? Anyway I'm 18 now, graduated from High School

I'm going to Ocean city for the week with my friends 1 day late cause I forgot to take off work

I started talking to my friend from NY again that I'm now kinda catching feelings for

And I'm still fat so yeah. That's my update. Will be posting again very soon, maybe a BC or just Thinspo, unsure yet

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Hit 300 followers.

All I'll say is pls get help and pls recover

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My semi-inactivity is due to the fact that I am currently planning my YouTube Channel :)

And I'm a fat b/tch so y'know🙃

Btw I've finally figured out that my desired fashion style is Alternative so I'm happy to finally figure that out

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So SOMEHOW I'm still/only 113.2lbs like WHAT!?

HOW!?!??!

Thank god but HOW!!!????

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Update that no one asked for

▪︎I went to my friends where we went to a party n I binged SO HARD. When I mean hard I mean 2290 CALORIES IN PIZZA ALONE.

▪︎My total tor the night was most likely a little over 4000 and I----

▪︎I weighed when I got home n it said 114lbs

▪︎Which the only way that's even remotely possible is that I was bellow 112 when i left

▪︎But ofc I couldn't sneak a weigh in before I left so if I was at a new lw I wouldn't know.

▪︎All I know is that I'm disgusting and the last 4 hours of us being awake I just completely shut down with disgust. I took that time to semi-explain how I feel to my friends (the two that I spent the night with n they already knew bout it but now that much)

▪︎But still that's fucking disgusting. I was high, but sober enough to know what I was doing so I fucking hate myself so fucking much

• Also, I dont think I'll be a drinker. Jello shots taste like ass and none of the drinks are sweet enough to mask that disgusting alcoholic taste so it's a no for me fam.

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Mom made dinner last night that I couldn't get out of and it was well over 1000 cals and I'm still so depressed and disgusted over it.

I'm hoping to go to a friends house Saturday and secretly go to a party to just get high n wasted n I wanted to be 110 by then but now it probably won't happen even if i do go :(((

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Until you binge on cheese slices at 3am balling your eyes out abt missing your workouts cause you were just too tired you'll NEVER be on my level🌻💔ඞ

(And I pray to God you never are, this shit hurts)

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This formatting looks kinda wonky, but it gets the point across🤷‍♀️I wanna weigh cause Im paranoid but I cant cause parents are home.

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112.6 as of October 17

A new lw

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Currently trying to think of super low cal foods I can make in the kitchen that'll require a lot of movement so my parents think I'm eating a lot/"normal". I dont wanna but I have to to make sure they not too sus of me rip.

Just doing 4 eggs and some Honey water

I'm still 113.2 btw

I need to start losing again at least starting Monday. Weekends are always hard to lose.