[skinnyblondechicktakingbongripss]

everyday is the same

[skinnyblondechicktakingbongripss]

ugh 😢

[skinnyblondechicktakingbongripss]

it sucks to know i could have it so much worse but i still hate everything rn.

[skinnyblondechicktakingbongripss]

i hate tax season and one of the other jerry’s should be helping with this shit :)

[skinnyblondechicktakingbongripss]

men r LITERALLY so gross

GAG

[skinnyblondechicktakingbongripss]

shout out to my mom and iv for making my birthday special. oh and fuck all jerry’s.

[skinnyblondechicktakingbongripss]

seasonal depression on top of birthday depression is something special

[theodoredeckergf]

this year for halloween im going to be difficult

[missinyouiskillingme]

Sometimes all you can do is lie in bed and hope to fall asleep before you fall apart.

— William C. Hannan

[skinnyblondechicktakingbongripss]

Hate being back at my house. Wish jamie would stay away forever.

[skinnyblondechicktakingbongripss]

On my way home from the island. I wish I coulda stayed there forever. I found myself feeling sad I didn’t grow up the way those kids did. I don’t have memories of elaborate expensive vacations with my family. I wish I had a different childhood, and even adulthood. I know my grandma did the best she could, and saved me from my childhood being even worse. Nobody makes it out untraumatized anyways so i guess it doesn’t matter. I’m so thankful for the trip we made over thanksgiving, that i got to see her in her dream house, and experience the island with her there. Im also glad Ivan was telling me just before all this happened that she had invited us to come down to stay in October. I missed her, and it felt weird being there without her. it felt weird being in such a happy place and still feeling sad. I think the rest of the family is leaving today, I’m sending love to David and to everyone else that’s trying to continue on in their new normal.

I saw her post this as a comment on facebook, on one of her paintings.

"Grief' The purest Form of Love That's the title to my painting. I think this is love that never dies and so grief will always be felt long after the passing of a friend. Before, during, and after.”

[skinnyblondechicktakingbongripss]

Rest In Paradise Tara. You were such a good person, and a good caring mother. Seeing how much you loved your babies and savored having them made me wish you were my mom sometimes 🤣. You created one of my fav people, and having you as a mother in law would have been an honor. You were a great grandma to Lian, and i’m sad Ivan won’t get to experience those things. You will be so missed, all the time. Watch over David, James, and Ivan.

[missinyouiskillingme]

And please don't get me wrong: I'm happy for you that everything you hoped for has come true. And yet I'm sad that I'm not part of it.

[teaboot]

Alright kids say it with me

My thoughts don’t make me a bad person

My feelings don’t make me a bad person

My thoughts, feelings, and impulses only exist inside my head, and none of it matters unless I act on it

Nobody can see my thoughts or emotions

The only things anyone can see and judge me on are my actions

There’s no such thing as a thought crime

thank u

[stricatul]

“I love you” means my actions will always consider you even in rooms you’re not in

[skinnyblondechicktakingbongripss]

imagine saying things like, “if you don’t have anything nice to say then don’t say anything at all” and then wondering why nobody is speaking to you 🥸😇🤣

[losergfdotcom]

isolation the most goated coping mechanism i love talking to no one and losing my mind alone