I don't know that i will ever love anything as much as i loved devi and rook when i was unmedicated. Or anything.
The prozac helps with my depression and ocd symptoms, but along with that the kind of manic disconnected state i was in or the episodes of energy and paranoia and excitement and obsession are gone. I know i am getting better, and i would hate to feel like that again. But part of me misses being able to feel that kind of passion














