Ethan Miller’s Wattpad journal part one:
DISCLAIMER: The text below is a transcription. I am not affiliated with the original author nor do I condone violent acts of any kind
If you're reading this then I'm definitely DEAD and have just committed a "NATIONAL TRAGEDY". I've left this journal for all the Investigators, Media, Internet Sleuths etc. but most importantly this is for the VERY FEW people that I actually care about and want to understand why and how this happened so that they can be at peace. I'm gonna lay it all out for you all so that by the end of all of this you will all understand why I did what I did. What you'll see here is the documentation and description of the Months/Weeks/Days from Today up until The Massacre.
Well then I guess I should tell you all a little bit about myself yeah? Not much that's noteworthy and most of the stuff about my birth and early life (Ahhh back when things were much much simpler) Is gonna be pretty easy to find. I've changed A LOT since then, Obviously lol. The real changes started a little over two years ago when COVID first started to become a global thing. God that still fucking pisses me off.
I still cannot believe that the entire world fell for that. The virus itself was real and deadly but instead of actually coming up with a real solution to the problem they (Meaning the Tyrannical U.S. GOVERNMENT) instead USED the problem to create mass hysteria and panic among us (Meaning the people of AMERICA) and then forced us into isolation and loneliness for a SIGNIFICANT amount of time.
I still haven't been able to pull myself out of that state. Despite numerous attempts at getting back into MMA, Which I still love so dearly and always will❤️👊🏻, Despite numerous attempts at new Jobs, Despite numerous attempts at finding Love once again, Despite numerous attempts at being Social and trying to make new Friendships they have all proved futile.
So now we're here. I hope that this journal can give you all a sense of peace and closure.
But the world has made this happen I am responsible for this but I was turned into a monster.
I created this Tragedy. But Society created Me.