Severina

if i get a little prettier can i be your baby?

[skullstarlet]

€d Relapsing...

gonna weigh myself every Friday

SW: 61KG

CW: 60KG

GW: 55KG

UGW: 52KG (I mostly go by the mirror so these may change)

height: 175cm junkorexic (trying to eat cleaner but it's HARD)

I don't count exact calories, I make rough estimates, skip meals and try to workout. Aiming for 1-2 small meals a day. So about 1000cals give or take 100.

I am not fatphobic nor am I trying to make all my friends fat (like some of you try to) I just wanna be thinner myself and that's all.

Block, don't report!

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I made this a sideblog (which looking back on now was a super dumb decision) my main tumblr is @belalugosisundressed, that said I'd like to keep my ED and my main very seporate, but unfortunately the likes and following are the same (that's just the way it is with tumblr sideblogs) so if you see that blog following you or liking your posts just know it's me! If we're already moots you don't have to follow that one too. I post completely random on there, nothing ED related and I'd like to keep it like that.

[butyoudonthaveaclu]

i just adore the feeling of an empty stomach

[skullstarlet]

fake it till u make it ig

#affirmations

[out-the-w1nd0w]

SOMBODY SEDATE ME💔💔 why can’t I control myself around food I fucking hate it and love it at the same time

This is so stupid

[skullstarlet]

Theseeee when my stomach is flat enough!!

(hip dermals)

[skullstarlet]

i'm like 100% a wannarexic bcz i don't wanna do the math

anything as long as the number is going DOWN

[i-eat-the-rich-and-nothing-elsee]

TW ED

REMEMBER TO PRIVATE YOUR LIKES AND FOLLOWINGS

I know it's easy to forget, but if you're in a $h or €d space and someone wants to report your account, they will likely go after the blogs you follow or like as well.

Take care :))

[skullstarlet]

I so wish spot targeting fat was real

[goremuck]

i feel like such a wl larp sometimes

[jesus-christ-on-xstacy]

how the fuck do guys my age do it. so lanky and bone-thin for what

[skullstarlet]

being so engrossed in some activity that you forget you how hungry you are>>>>>

[skullstarlet]

☆☆☆ (these are very specific to me so they actually motivate)

My 17 reasons why:

To not feel like a hippo when I'm with my sister

To be in my local thrift store dressing room that has powerful white lights and not be immediately hit with the view of cellulite on my belly and thighs that those bright lights always bring me

To not have to put my hoodie on when I'm wearing a skimpy outfit around people because I'm insecure.

To wear skirts and not get this burning heat in between my upper thighs because they touch (please tell me some of you guys can relate)

To not be known for my great appetite

To be in the background of people's photos or in just photos taken by other people and NOT look fucking horrendous and fat (but instead stunning, body teaaa)

For people not to be surprised at how weak I am (if I am this fat WHY am I this weak?? If I am skinny and weak then duh ofc that's just how it is)

To not have my tits make me look fat every outfit i wear.

To not have random ass boys my age weigh less than me (this happen quite a bit and they eat normally)

To wear heels and not look stubby and odd because of slim calves and fat thighs combo

For me to never have a double chin by accident again

To throw on a shirt or a any other piece of clothing and it have this chic looseness to it

To wear a dress and not wish my waist was smaller and I more of an hour glass shape so that i could really rock that 50s look.

To be in front of a mirror and not suck my stomach in automatically.

To become one of those skinny middle aged women/old ladies and not one of the obese ones (they are very 50/50 you never see a medium sized one, it's always either bony or overweight)

So that i can have that thin spooky monster high Tim Burton sickly gothic beauty

So that if i told people i modelled they wouldn't be surprised in the slightest

[sc4rlt-y0yy]

Everything is walking distance when you have an £d

[purplet4ra]

it's possible

you just need to have discipline.

[strawberriesandbees]

convincing myself that i’m a vampire so i don’t need to e@t. i know it’s crazy and psychologically wrong, but i’ll do anything to look s!ck and sk!nny.

[strwbnnygrl]

Won't smoke or drink because I'm worried about my health but I'll starve just fine and dandy

[dollfacemur]

my diet

breakfast: energy drink

lunch: energy drink

dinner: energy drink

[skullstarlet]

new blog

1st step is telling kokobot to stfu