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30, witch, agender, it/its. Need people to talk to.

[yourehotcupcakke]

extremely grateful for the person who came up with the idea of making vi a butch/masc lesbian

[skwidz]

I don't normally reblog but gods, I'm as in love with Vi as an aromantic can be.

[skwidz]

Well, it's been quite a bit.

I went to my first fest and had a great time.

I got new glasses and a couple new shirts.

Idk, little earthlings, it's been pretty stale.

Maybe I'll remember to update you about another fest I'm going to in a few weeks. Idk lol

[skwidz]

Ok, yall. You ready for not depressed Skwidz rambles?

So I work at a restaurant inside a car place, have been since March. It was just quiet and boring on break...

Then, today I go out annnndddd....

So I'm helplessly obsessed with these things, idk why. I love them so much. But I looked over and the red one was smiling, the blue one was dancing then the red one started.

Today is a good day.

That us all for now.

[skwidz]

Been a bit. Oops. 😅

My hair is different and I apparently lost some weight.

Umm.. idk.

Hmu. I'm usually bored and looking for an interesting conversation.

Not much of an anything but a "sorry, my adhd brain forgot this app existed" but yeah.

Hi! 😊

[skwidz]

I'll likely delete this (assuming I remember) in the morning. Buutttt if anyone wants to talk, hmu on kik.

Skwidz_Rool

[skwidz]

I missed the Solstice! Omg! I'm sorry! Been a busy couple of weeks...

Well, now we're technically on the 3rd day of Yule. Happy Yule! 🌲🌻 The light is returning and may blessing come with each day. 💜💚

[skwidz]

Hope you're all doing good. I'm having ups and downs

Got that floofy hair. Felt great. Something about this Green Day shirt makes me happy.

Can we be friends?

[skwidz]

You‘re very pretty 🧡

Not really a question but I appreciate it. 😊 Thank you.

[skwidz]

Hey my funky chickens!

Guess who has been too busy to be depressed. WRONG! Oh, wait.. yeah, me. 😅

Been cooking a lot lately which is amazing. Kitchen witchery is for me, frfr.

I really have no idea what direction I want to go. Probably gonna start posting pics on a regular. Y'all can leave if you wish but yeah.

Tell me I'm freaking pretty or look nice or something. I need attention.

[skwidz]

Huh.. I haven't posted since Halloween.. oops.

Been pretty low lately. Now my child is sick, not covid, she always gets sick when getting new teeth and these are the last ones for a bit. Yay!

Haven't know what to post.

I got my witchy stuff back. Pretty excited about that. Haven't been too into studying for sometime but I'm not sure where to go from here. Thinking of studying more Nordic mythology, practices and culture. Idk. Open to ideas. Especially anything to do with space. Maybe I should pick back up trying to understand birth charts and astrology.

Umm.. how is everyone?

[voidpunk-culture-is]

Voidpunk culture is someone saying ‘x makes us human’ and retorting with ‘guess I’m an eldritch abomination then’.

[ID: A DNI banner. It says, “Read our BYF/DNI before interacting!” on a background of the voidpunk flag. /end ID]

[skwidz]

Merry Samhain! / Happy Halloween! / Oh wonderful All Hallows' Eve!

A beautiful day ahead.

Blessed be, my peoples.

Have a wonderful day 🖤🧡🖤🧡🖤

[skwidz]

I wish someone other than my ex wife knew me as well as she does.. I wish I had other friends to hang out with. I have a friend in Germany and she is awesome but the time difference means she's asleep when I need someone to talk to.

I wish I didn't feel so alone. Isolated from the world because I'm weird.. abnormal. I have no problem being those things. I just.. I don't want to be alone.

Anyone just starting BL3 or starting a new character? I finally got my laptop working correctly so I can FINALLY play it. I'm like level 4. I play FL4K, if that matters looking to be more tanky with some dps.

Wanna be friends?

[skwidz]

Got some sun, then returned to the void.

I'm not even human, fr.

It's a bit sad to know I just want to keep a queerplatonic relationship with my ex.. like was it one if neither of us knew and thought we were in love?

I think I'm ace. 🤔

[skwidz]

I'm sad.

I'm always sad.

How tf do you all deal?

I wish I was enough. For me. For her. For anyone.

Kinda think she's the only person I'm sexually attracted to.. now I'm alone... oh the irony of my life.

I'm not even human, fr.....

I was in an almost tolerable mood today....🙄

[skwidz]

Holy cow! Hi 2 followers! I'm glad I have something you like. Sorry I haven't posted in a few days, been busy. I'll put random things on your feed regularly, eventually. Guess you will be following me through a journey of self...everything. or sinking further into the void. 🤷🏻 Who knows, not me.

That completely distracted me from my goal. Lol guess this will be it's own thing.

[skwidz]

So.... I finally figured out how to word my experience with aromantic to my wife. It was a long, and difficult discussion, but overdue. We feel the same about each other. We're best friends and always will be. We are officially broken up. We're doing cohabitation for awhile for financial reasons.

I want her to be able to experience life and love. We both came to a lot of conclusions about ourselves and our paths are going in different directions. It's what's fair to both of us.

I'm sad though. It's dumb, nothing changed, really. We've been friends with benefits for years now but we finally told each other, I suppose.

I think I'm morning what our plans initially were. I think it's hard because she's so familiar. I tried so hard for so long to convince myself I was some romantic or something.

Idk..