Koto, aka Skype! I love Dispatch, Regretevator, and Persona! ! Autistic, DIAGNOSED system⠀⠀⏖⠀⠀ Always DM + fanart friendly ⠀⠀⏖⠀⠀DNI if you sexualize or glorify ivandrew
I dont agree with most of my old posts (they're not problematic or controversial or anything, just dont fw them.)
Hello!! ヾ(＠^ー^＠)ノ
This blog is NOT spoiler free for any fandoms I'm in! I try to always tag spoilers, but tread with caution nonetheless!
My name's Skype, or Neil! Or many many other things, I've gone by many names over the years.
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I don't have a whole lot to say about myself. I love Regretevator, Persona, Bad Things, etc!
I LOVE NULL & SAB REGRETEVATOR!!
I LOVE GRIEFER BLOCKTALES
I aim to keep my page a positive and happy place for all kinds of people! I'd like to minimize the amount of negativity I interact with, so I wont reblog or interact with anything purposefully inciting hostility. I strive to be as kind to everyone as I can be, even when I disagree! My heart cant handle negativity, so I try my hardest to avoid it when unnecessary.
I'm also a tumblr newbie, so inform me of better ways to tag my posts, reply to reblogs, stuff like that. I'd love if anyone commented any site tips on here. Luv u guys!
I love to be mutuals, and interact with people. I hope to soon create art or writings that I'm confident enough to share with an audience. =￣ω￣=
Diagnosed system, & AuDHD. You will not see this mentioned much, but I feel as though it is worth mentioning.
https://toyhou.se/skypeluvr
https://bsky.app/profile/skypeluvr.bsky.social
https://archiveofourown.org/users/skypeluvr
^ My user is the same most places! =D
DNI: lolisho, bigots, minor x adult shippers, incest shippers, those that romanticize or excuse rape/abuse, and all of that other obvious and illegal shit. These things, I will never tolerate.
Fandom specific DNI: Canon Ivandrew shippers, romanticizers, sexualizers, etc. If you sexualize Andrew or Ivan in any way, please stay away from me, I will not hesitate to block. These characters were created and written entirely by a minor. Be mindful.
Clarification on the Ivandrew thing. I really do not like seeing any sort of depictions of them that romanticize or glorify their relationship. I do not like seeing Andrew continue to be victimized by his abuser. I do not like to see people treat it as cute yaoi. Even with AUs, I find it questionable at best.
^ very sorry to be so negative, but alot of the stuff I've been seeing goes directly against Cactus' wishes and boundaries. It's quite upsetting. This might be updated in the future, but I want to make this clear.
sloppy toxichero angst i wrote because i think griefer would have extremely bad attachment issues/loneliness issues after his mother's passing considering how busy mayor thaniyel was and how even his closer friend (kyoko) had to leave for her own pursuits
Many people in the comments are saying “trauma”, but this is actually a very normal occurrence. It’s called Childhood Amnesia, and it’s a process which, as the brain reorganizes itself for cognitive thought that is developed in late childhood, it changes the Accessibility of those memories during recall. Many childhood memories are available to the person, but they will not be remembered during regular recall activity, you have to “trick” your brain into remembering with different tactics.
This is because there are two parts to memories - their encoding and their recall. The encoding determines their availability, their recall determines their accessibility. The reason why trauma memory and childhood amnesia are different is in this distinction. Trauma memory is often encoded differently, bypassing to the limbic system where it is stored as intrinsic memory. It can’t be recalled because it was never encoded. Childhood amnesia, however, seems to indicate that the memories are encoded, but we lose access to them as we age. This is most likely due to the development of brain structures that fundamentally change our encoding and recall of memory as we get older.
This is an important distinction, because trauma memory is “stored in the body”, i.e. you get triggers that send your body into a cascade of uncontrollable feelings, sensations and reactions. Whereas childhood memories won’t generally do that, they are just recalled at odd times with odd associations.
reblogging this because I’ve legit seen people freaking out when they realised they can’t remember some of their childhood, thinking they might have some repressed trauma.
