happy never after

your eyes used to shine so bright, what happened to that light? Delilah Borgia | 17 " I am a Borgia and I feel unloved."

[dailylilycollins]

[slave-maddie-deactivated2014070]

Today’s a good day to stay in bed.

[slavelilah]

Everyday is a good day for that, especially now that we still have decent beds.

[fdovell]

Definitely doesn’t look the same. I’ve been on several long plane rides and car rides and they’re all different.

[slavelilah]

I always sleep on plane rides that I've never caught the sun rising even once, just my luck.

[fdovell]

  About a year, maybe?

[slavelilah]

Not that long then. Do you think it always looks the same?

[fdovell]

Nah the long plane trip was worth it anyway.

[slavelilah]

Was that a long time ago?

[fdovell]

It did! It was quite wonderful. I’m not a big fan of long plane trips but it was beautiful.

[slavelilah]

So, the lone plane trip was worth it then because of that magnificent view.

[fdovell]

I have, interestingly enough. Of course only if you count it being on a plane rather than a ship.

[slavelilah]

It doesn't matter where you've seen it from as long as you did. What did it look like? Did it reach your expectations?

[three-drunk-girls-deactivated20]

I will always love her, I know that. I always will- she was my first love, and most likely my last. I’ve never felt like this for anyone.. but she- she doesn’t need me as much as I need her. Perhaps I should, let her go. Perhaps.. I am suffocating her..

[slavelilah]

You are overthinking things,Kat. There's nothing not to love about you, I'm sure she still loves you even if you have some misunderstanding right now. Give her some time and she will come back. Don't make decisions rashly.

[three-drunk-girls-deactivated20]

I said some things I regret.. I did some things.. Things I wish I could take back.. Perhaps, she can find someone else.. someone good for her.

[slavelilah]

Your are good for her. The two of you are good for each other.

[three-drunk-girls-deactivated20]

She wants space. Time.. to think about things. I’m losing her..

[slavelilah]

What makes you think that? She loves you as well, right?

[three-drunk-girls-deactivated20]

I love her, of course I wanted to have a proper relationship.. build a life with her. I even introduced her to my mother.

[slavelilah]

Well, you must win her over again. You've done it before. I have faith that you will be able to do it again.

[three-drunk-girls-deactivated20]

I don’t have patience. I need her to forgive me so we can move past this and be happy again.. although, I never intended on either of us returning here. I wanted to give her a free life.. away from this place.

It seems like this place is FILLED with survivors.

[slavelilah]

So that's where you've gone... when you disappeared. You took her away with you, to start a new life in the outside world. Be in a proper relationship together.

You can say that. Some are just better at it while the others are barely breathing.

[three-drunk-girls-deactivated20]

This is an obstacle I’d like to overcome… quickly. Enough about me.. how are you?

[slavelilah]

You would overcome it but you need to be a little more patient. I'm fine, still surviving this place.

[three-drunk-girls-deactivated20]

She’s here. I’m glad I came to look for her.. at first I thought she left me..but I suppose it was rather serious, and she’s still angry with me.. I just want to be happy.

[slavelilah]

Thank God you found here. It would have been really terrible if you haven't. Happiness always come with a prince and this is just on of the obstacles that you need to pass through to achieve it.

[three-drunk-girls-deactivated20]

Yes. I never meant to come back.. I came here searching for Lia.. She went out to clear her thoughts after a fight.. and she never came back, and I grew worried/

[slavelilah]

A fight? Was it serious? Have you found her at least?

[three-drunk-girls-deactivated20]

I definitely need alcohol..

[slavelilah]

Why? Is there something wrong?

[three-drunk-girls-deactivated20]

I was thinking more in the form of alcohol. Lilah, it’s nice to see you.

[slavelilah]

Alcohol doesn't smell good. It is nice to see you as well, how have you been?