That's Me in the Corner

Hey everyone. Finn hudson here in what used to be Lima, Ohio. I've already lost too much family and loved ones to this damn war, and I won't lose any more of them.

[dir-khummel]

[Kurt called out when Finn picked him up, holding on tightly when they made it to whichever bedroom. He was beyond nervous, but he was so ready for this. He severely hoped they weren’t spotted- He didn’t want the other two to know just want he and Finn were going to do. Kurt relaxed on the bed which Finn laid him down, breathing out and looking at Finn, scanning his face.] I-I… I’m sure. I-I don’t even know what to do…

[slayer-hudson-blog]

I’m not really sure what to do either... [Finn murmured as he gently began to remove Kurt’s clothing, working on the buttons of his shirt and pressing hot, open-mouthed kisses to the beautiful torso hidden beneath a ridiculous amount of layers of clothes] But I’ve watched enough stuff lately to figure it out. So we’re just gonna go nice and slow. [Finn reached with his free hand and pulled from his nightstand drawer some lube and a condom. He was always careful about carrying that sort of stuff with him anyways. Unzipping Kurt’s pants, Finn gently slipped his hand inside, palming slowly over the front of Kurt’s boxer-briefs to get him acclimated to the feeling] Does this feel good, Kurt?

[dir-khummel]

[Kurt felt the slight distance between them and desperately wanted to close it, remove anything that could be making a wall between them. He felt like he needed more from Finn, something more than just kissing and petting. It wasn’t till Finn’s hip ground against his did he find out what he was missing; that kind of touch. Instead of cowering away, Kurt chased after Finn’s hips with his own, showing that he was okay with this and so desperately wanted it.] Finn, Finn, please…

[slayer-hudson-blog]

[Feeling Kurt chase after him, Finn took in an uneasy breath and drew back a little. He needed to focus and breathe for now. Swooping an arm under Kurt’s legs, he carried the Watcher down the stairs and into one of their bedroom’s (which he couldn’t be certain, he was too turned on to care). He deposited Kurt gently down on the bed and crawled over him, pressing them closer together and running his thumb down Kurt’s face] Are you sure? It’s gonna be a first time for me too...like, with a guy.

[antonysmythe]

Yeah, okay. We go in with every option. No going into this war without every option looked into and considered.

[slayer-hudson-blog]

Hey, buck up a little, okay? He’s still here with you and we’ve all still got our shit together for the time being. That’s the best we could’ve hoped for. Nobody’s dead yet. And we’re finally working as a team.

[dir-khummel]

[Kurt wanted to say he still felt the pull to the drug, to Quinn, but for the sake of the moment, kept it inside, not wanting to worry Finn any more than was needed. Kurt slid his lips to Finn’s neck and lips, placing feather light kisses.] Thank you for being here with me, Finn…

[slayer-hudson-blog]

Don’t have to thank me... [Finn shifted slightly so Kurt wouldn’t get upset about the strain in his pants the longer that they stood here kissing. He wanted nothing more than to go back to the bedroom and grind until they were both gasping for breath, but for their sake he kept it together. At least until they were kissing fiercely again, tongues twisting into each other’s mouths, and he pressed his hips to Kurt’s and rolled them forwards with a gasp] Unf...Kurt....

[antonysmythe]

We have to find a way to stop Sue and use the orb without it coming to that. I refuse to lose him.I won’t lose him,he promised me he wouldn’t leave me again. So we’re going to find a way.

[slayer-hudson-blog]

We’ll figure it out, okay? We’re gonna make sure that we get everything lined up perfectly before we make any movements. Nobody is going to be doing anything stupid without the other one knowing. All four of us are in this together. We’ll figure it out, dude. Promise.

[dir-khummel]

[Kurt felt slightly normal again, being like this. The warmth coming from Finn was beyond familiar, Kurt sliding his arms around Finn’s neck, leaning his head into Finn’s hand, kissing the palm.] No devils or colors or anything… Just you and me.

[slayer-hudson-blog]

[Finn smiled and nuzzled into Kurt’s neck a little] Perfect. That’s exactly what I was hoping for. You’re getting better and better every day. And I’m really proud of you, you know that, right?

[antonysmythe]

I get it. One person for thousands. I just….why does it have to be him?

[slayer-hudson-blog]

It doesn’t have to be, but it’s going to be. Because he’s gonna figure it out, and he’s not gonna tell us about that little piece until it’s too late. Especially if he thinks there’s no other solution. 

[dir-khummel]

[Kurt lets himself be pressed to the bookcase, closing his eyes and feeling everything Finn was doing to him amplified. He kissed back with a softness he forget about before, loving every second.] I love you, too…

[slayer-hudson-blog]

[For a few moments they linger there, just kissing and keeping their bodies pressed tightly together. Finn gently strokes the side of Kurts face before he pulled back a little] You okay? Any red devils on my shoulders?

[dir-khummel]

[Kurt sighed and gasped, his hands gripping the sides of Finn’s arms.] V-very, very okay.

[slayer-hudson-blog]

I’ve been wanting to kiss you again for such a long time... [Finn presses Kurt up against the shelf and proceeds across his neck and jaw, kissing up to his lips and holding them close together] I love you so much, Kurt.

[antonysmythe]

I understand that, Finn. But the consequence is not going to be my boyfriend’s life.

[slayer-hudson-blog]

If he wants to do it, we can’t really stop him. And as much as I like the guy, I’m not gonna hold off one person from saving thousands. Millions even. We’ll look for other solutions.

[antonysmythe]

Then we need to find someone else. Tristan isn’t doing it. No.

I’ve lost him too many times I’m not…I’m…We have to find someone else or find another way. End of story.

[slayer-hudson-blog]

It’s not the best idea ever, dude, but just one person? I mean if we can find another way around it of course we should. But these orbs are used to pull a lot of souls back into their bodies. There’s gonna be consequences..

[dir-khummel]

Yeah. [Kurt said, following behind Finn dumbly, smiling lightly all the way there.]

[slayer-hudson-blog]

[Safely hidden between the bookshelves, Finn lightly wraps an arm around Kurt’s waist and starts to kiss his neck] Is this okay?

[antonysmythe]

Deadly? Like it will kill him if he does this? No, there is a chance it could go wrong but…if Tristan does this, he’ll die.

[slayer-hudson-blog]

I was looking at some stuff and it might be possible, but it requires a ton of power. You can draw that from like, forces around you and such, but with that kind of range, I think it’d need...basically like a sacrifice. One person to save thousands.

[dir-khummel]

Come… to the library or… Nevermind.

[slayer-hudson-blog]

Yes. To the library. [He takes Kurt’s hand and gently leads him upstairs] You know...surrounded by books. And quiet...

[antonysmythe]

Yeah? I know there wasn’t a lot I could find on that thing. It’s kind of vague and that’s where I’m getting the sense of danger but uhh, if you found some more specifics on it I’d love to hear it.

[slayer-hudson-blog]

I think with what Tristan wants to do with it, amplifying it and everything, it can be like...deadly dangerous.

[dir-khummel]

Have you tried the library? It teaches you a lot about tracing and other Slayer/Hunter things, if you want to…

[slayer-hudson-blog]

I’ve tried sitting and reading some of the stuff but it makes my head hurt. Maybe you should come with me? 

[antonysmythe]

I know it all comes down to Tristan. I don’t want him getting hurt or over extending himself though. I mean, he died and I don’t know how long it takes for someone to come back from that. But you’re right even the smallest can help.

[slayer-hudson-blog]

Dude...can I talk to you for a minute about this kind of stuff? Because I’ve been looking into this stuff with the orb, and I think it’s gonna be really dangerous.