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Just an introverted artist dumping scribbles and unhinged headcanons here. I’m a very comfort-zone-oriented shipper and tend to focus on my preferred pairings — especially Gaius/Alisa from Trails and Messiah/Orpheus from Persona 3. Please curate your own experience and block/mute freely if needed.

[sleepinglovebird]

​WELCOME TO MY SAFE OASIS

​Hi there! I'm an hobbyist artist who just wants to love my favorite characters in peace. This blog is a strict GAIUS × ALISA (Gaiusalisa) pure-love, harem-free space.

(And I also post other pairs occasionally.)

​🛑 CRITICAL DNI & BOUNDARIES:

​HARD ANTI-REAN SCHWARZER & HAREM:

I completely despise this character, his toxic harem elements, and his spin-offs. Do not mention him, and do not bring up any Rean-related ships here.

​CHARACTER & INTERACTION BOUNDARIES:

I am extremely picky and only care about Gaius and Alisa( though I'm totally open to talking about Millium and Machias as individual characters). Please don't send me content or discussions about other characters from this series. Due to the severe fandom toxicity I experienced, I find it almost impossible to like or discuss any other characters from this specific series. I just want to focus on my few comfort characters here. Thank you for understanding! 💕

​LORE BOUNDARY (DROPPED THE SERIES): I only finished Trails of Cold Steel II. Due to the harem writing, I dropped the later games. I only know vague later lores. This blog operates in my own Fix-it AU based on CS1 & CS2. Please DO NOT SPOIL or discuss later Cold Steel games with me.Please DO NOT SPOIL or discuss later Cold Steel games or official pairs with me. I am only here for my comfort characters and my own art. I may block accounts that ignore these boundaries.

​💬 INTERACTION & LANGUAGE WARNING:

​English is not my native language. I apologize if my expressions or translations sound a bit messy or awkward!

​I am very introverted/socially anxious and not good at long conversations, but I always appreciate your quiet likes and reblogs.

​✨ HOWEVER, I love Trails in the Sky (FC / SC / the 3rd)!

​You are very welcome to chat about the Sky series with me! But I played it a long time ago, so my memory might be a bit bad and I might forget some details, sorry about that! I am a bit slow to reply, but I'm happy to listen. 😊

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(A small comic from my P3 family AU. An old joke, but I still wanted to draw it.)

No Minato was harmed in the making of this comic (Probably.)

画习惯不上色的东西了，结果就是在我画完所有内容并开始上色时，才突然想起来Orpheus、Messiah和Hamuko都是红眼睛…（擦汗）只能紧急补了一个结尾，其实我才是这个故事里最大的傻蛋（流眼泪）。

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突然想画一下我一直以来脑补的关于肯帕雷拉x玲的日常互动场合

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就是突然觉得很好看…（对手指）

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A little AU comic about Orpheus' built-in speaker(?) function.

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random Trails sketches from old notebooks

我曾经画过一段时间的马克邦x杜巴莉，但是过了太久了，我忘记当初在我脑子里他们两个到底是什么样的关系了。

（马克邦→移动的取暖器）（虽然看起来很像奇怪的组合，但当时画的时候只是单纯想到是火属性，所以拿来取暖…）

莱维：请你离我远一点.jpg

面对火系同事，随时准备好开启灭火器的莱维

虽然在睡觉，但是被杜巴莉叫去决斗的莱维

（为什么我一直在迫害莱维…（擦汗）

这张是听闻要重置后画的

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Campanella × Renne old doodles(2014-2025)

很可惜我小学到初中的图都因为搬家而遗失了，其实我从小学就在搞他们俩的cp…（当然我小学的时候我就是单纯觉得：诶两个小孩角色，组一下。没想到一转眼就快二十年了（吧）

这个是25年听闻要重置所以画的，果然还是喜欢画他们同框。

这张在23年的时候我发微博了（不过我微博名字也变了，懒得截水印）。

其他就是一些旧图了，比较混乱…

（虽然我已经不记得当时画这个是什么目的，但是我大胆猜测玲在装哭（擦汗）

ps：我对这两个角色的印象主要停留在空轨时期了，所以这些都是基于空轨时期的脑补。

想看肯帕雷拉这种平时很会骗人的角色在玲面前吃一点点苦（？）

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I was wondering how the two Personas in my AU would handle using a phone.

Messiah: Could you make the font a little bigger? It's hard to read.

Orpheus: While you're at it, delete the spam emails too. I can never hit the delete button.

Minato: (What a pain…)

Hamuko (passing by): (They use phones like old people.)

（其实我还是没有把握就是我家两位和孩子们的体型差距到底是怎样…它俩忽大忽小的（擦汗）

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Messiah sketches dump.(Sorry for the long Chinese rambling, feel free to skip)

I finally found a brush that feels comfortable on my tablet, so I drew some Messiah sketches.The first one is the original design, and the second one is my humanized version.之前把Messiah拟人后，祂就会被我画成一般路过金发牛郎…好普通，太普通了我受不了…我还是喜欢你长得不像人的样子（？）但是现在这样看好像也还行…可能我就是喜欢胸腔比较大的人吧（对不起）

（吐槽一下，现在反而是电脑上的笔刷开始不顺手了…风水轮流转。）

Pencil sketch.虽然画风不太一样但俺目前还蛮喜欢的。

These were drawn before I got used to my tablet...（可能七月初左右吧）画的…这个平板真的很难用！

我也不知道为啥就是喜欢画祂塔塔开…老师老师，为什么我家Messiah变成好战男鬼了啊（擦汗/但是这个男鬼味我很喜欢…对不起，我只是一个喜欢大胸男鬼（？）的同人女（忏悔）。

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AU thoughts

最近在重新思考我AU里对于合成Messiah的那条公式的解释。

在我的AU里，我一直觉得，Messiah的外形和Orpheus其实非常接近，更像是在 Orpheus 的基础上延伸出了新的力量，而不是一个完全不同的Persona，而死亡所留下的东西（武器和棺材）在我看来更像是战斗结束后留下的装备或遗物。所以比起“融合”，我最开始更倾向于把它理解成“凡人成圣”：Orpheus战胜死亡，获得了成为Messiah的资格。

然而最近我大量的画Orpheus后，我又开始思考，因为我发现它的设计本身就非常圆润，几乎没有尖角，甚至连竖琴都是柔和的曲线。这样一个外表看起来特别无害的Persona，如果只是轻易地定义成“战胜死亡”，我觉得没有体现出它本身这个角色的重量（我对我喜欢的角色就是这样的·_·）。

所以在我的AU里，这条合成公式更像是一场为了继续存在而进行的斗争。Orpheus不是获得了一份祝福，而是在绝境中吞下了死亡，并因此获得了新的力量。但代价是，它也必须背负死亡留下的东西。

感觉我的理解可能有点被Atlas的数码恶魔传说影响了，我真的很喜欢“吞噬”这个概念（这个词是一种象征表达啦不是什么奇怪的东西），因为这是最原始的一种力量来源手段，而当英雄在绝境下放弃一切文明的攻击手段，以最原始最本能的姿态获得最后的胜利，我觉得这个场景会非常精妙嘿嘿。

当然啦，在我的AU这个环节里，Orpheus只是获得成为Messiah的资格，至于之后怎么正式成为Messiah嘛…等我画到了再说（逃跑）

总之就是补充了一下之前画的那张wip的背后想法，因为我怎么想都觉得我之前是不是说得太简单了（主要是发图的时候好像写太多内容不太好，我之前就是因为写太多东西了，所以图都被我的文字淹没了…导致现在还得再单独写一遍来解释（倒地）。

如果想看的话，之前那张WIP的链接放在下面的折叠内容里，不想看的也可以跳过嘿嘿。

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💬 0  🔁 2  ❤️ 19 · WIP.(Exploring my AU’s interpretation of Orpheus’ path to Messiah.) “A Persona without claws dares to resist Death?” “..

[sleepinglovebird]

Orpheus: It's almost lunchtime. No more snacks.

Minato: I only had one! Hey, lower your hand!

I wonder who the accomplice is... It's so hard to tell.

8月3日更新：重新勾线上色了（；´д｀）ゞ

[sleepinglovebird]

Messiah: ( ╹▽╹ ) Hug

Orpheus: Too tight…

Messiah:Aww... what's wrong, my little one?

构思一周目的事情给我想出精神伤害了，最后受伤的竟是我自己！所以紧急画了些温馨（？）的东西（倒下）

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WIP.(Exploring my AU’s interpretation of Orpheus’ path to Messiah.)

“A Persona without claws dares to resist Death?”

“...Say that again.”

It was not a blessing. It was survival.

It bit back.

——The moment Orpheus earned the qualification to become Messiah.

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sketch.

I still can't make peace with Messiah's waist ornament...

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Just a goofy Persona 3 AU joke.（Messiah in this AU isn't being arrogant — they simply take their own identity as a literal fact.）

Page 1

TV: Overnight, depictions of the Savior around the world have mysteriously changed...

Headline: Miracle or elaborate prank?

Ticker: Experts cannot rule out a coordinated prank. Police ask the public to help identify the man in the portraits.

Label: Portrait of the Savior

Page 2

TV: Authorities have yet to identify the man...

Orpheus: ...Huh?

Page 3

Orpheus: You... You went out last night just to do THIS?!

Messiah: Yeah. Why?

Orpheus: Do you realize you're scaring humans?!

Page 4

Messiah: I only changed them to the correct version. Isn't this the kind of miracle humans wanted?

Orpheus: Change them back.

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Orpheus: "WHO DREW ALL OVER MY CLEAN FLOOR?!"

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A silly comic from my Persona 3 AU.