Charlie

A little potato in this world.

[sleepyppenguin]

You will be lonely, even if you try not to.

You will not be good, even if you try to.

You will be nobody, even if you try hard.

*laughs*

It will be fun to die.

[sleepyppenguin]

I want to live many lives except mine.

[sleepyppenguin]

Alone

Cant show my loneliness because they will know

Noone can know im lonely

[sleepyppenguin]

Im alone and i have to get comfortable in it again.

[sleepyppenguin]

I feel like im nothing in this world.

[sleepyppenguin]

I have to be patient, to get you back.

[sleepyppenguin]

Doing what I love

And nobody cares

Why am i here?

[sleepyppenguin]

If you want to find me, i will be in my own bubble and dreams. You will probably be in them but please dont find me. You are late.

[sleepyppenguin]

I slowly drowning myself in my own shit.

And no one will notice and help.

It is kinda comforting feeling.

[sleepyppenguin]

Do you think its fair?

[sleepyppenguin]

What if i vanish?

It will be my fault isnt it?

Because i have no right to do it, but you have all the right.

[sleepyppenguin]

Why i have to be always the caring one? Why i have to remember everything to make you feel valid?

But you dont ask about me. Dont remember my stuff. And not caring about my life.

[sleepyppenguin]

Nobody cares about you

Why dont you notice that?

[sleepyppenguin]

I am silent always

[sleepyppenguin]

I just want to cry while you are holding me

[sleepyppenguin]

Why am i here?

Just give me one reason.

[sleepyppenguin]

If you touch me

I will broke down