Break my skin and drain me

OOC: 20, JD roleplayer and kinnie, he/they, blog is in character don't interact unless 17+

[pois0ncandy]

[salmonellr]

♥︎ You’re so pretty it makes me want to cut you open and crawl inside of you, use your skin as a mask and your ribcage as a little cage for me to live in forever ♥︎

[obsessiveheart-deactivated20220]

darling i’ll worship you if you want me to, i’ll devote my life to you, i’ll pray to you. just say the word~

[1-800-sickboy]

you fell in love with me, and now you think you get to walk away? did you really think i would just let you go, after all the time you seemed so determined to spend with me? after all the things you said, that you would bleed and hurt and die for me? no, you’re mine, just the way you wanted to be, and i’m keeping you.

[hearttattack]

entering my extremely self destructive era again

[s4dbunn1]

I hate realizing that this is it. this is life. I only get one chance and I’m spending it crying over food, hurting myself and unable to get out of bed some days.

[tendernessandhysteria]

No offense but I’m really uncomfortable in my body and I want to rip my skin off

[slushies-and-cigarettes]

No matter how much I try it'll never be enough. I can do my very very best to get better and it still won't be enough for you. So I might as well relapse then. It's easier for me this way. I'm sick of being strong. Nobody cares to help me when I need it. Because I'm not sick enough. So I might aswell make myself so sick you can't even stand to look at me anymore. I'll push my body beyond the point of no return and keep going just so that you'll be repulsed by me in the same way that I am.

I read your diary. I heard everything you said to my sister. If you think you hate me now I will make sure to atleast earn that hate. I'll cave the meat from my bone until there is nothing left. I'll starve myself until I'm nothing but skin and bones. You'll really hate me then. Because then I won't even be pretty anymore. And that's my only saving grace isn't it? I'm a terrible person but atleast I'm pretty. Right? Well I'll make sure that ends. Then you won't have any reason to drag this on. To hide that you hate me then. Then maybe you'll have the guts to say it to my face.

I'd let you kill me if you'd just love me again. I'd like you punch my face until I'd lost all my teeth. I'd let you pull out all my hair and rip my skin open with your nails. I just want to be worthy of you. But it's never enough. I'm sorry. I didn't mean it. I'm sorry I'm such a bad boyfriend. I'm sorry I'm such a bad person. I wish you just didn't hate me. I wish you loved me. I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry

[slushies-and-cigarettes]

Does anyone have some proana pics for guys?

[evilclouds]

[slushies-and-cigarettes]

I'm sick again so u guess I'll start posting here again

[niewinne-gesty]

my edit

[obsessedwithher]

.•° .·:·. Monika ✧ Monika After Story .·:·. °•.

[eliminated]

[especially]

[winonadreams]

god she is so beautiful

[recaption]