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@slyjeong

kim jeongguk. fifteen / 5th year. his tree. his sunshine.

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hi hello ; u ; i will be taking my leave as jeongguk with this post. jeongguk probably finished school and went traveling with jimin or something ~

#`ooc #( byebye )#( I will miss you all )

Helpful Holiday

Kyuhyun chuckled a little as he saw the reaction, the wide eyes and the surprising question. “Yes, you can really pick any of the free rooms,” he said with a confirming nod. “No I haven’t picked one yet because I wasn’t sure what you preferred. So I thought it was better to let you choose yourself,” he replied. He had just made sure that the rooms were clean, if possible anyone could stay in one of them if they wanted. But nothing more than that really.

With a little laugh Kyuhyun squeezed the boys hand a little before he walked with him towards the kitchen. It was a kitchen with anything someone would need for cooking, really anything. Though Kyuhyun himself didn’t cook that often himself, as he was very, very horrible at it. To Jeongguk’s question he shook his head. “No that is Hae. I know, they look a whole lot alike. But if you look very closely, you can see that Hae misses a little piece of his ear,” he said pointing at Hae’s huge ear. “That’s how I tell them apart,”

He glanced around -- even though he couldn't see the rooms at the moment, he was wondering which would be the most convenient one for access to the greenhouse and to Kyuhyun's study. He assumed that it would be where he spent most of his time, and he ended up saying as much, telling the older male that he wanted a room that would be convenient for both of them. He knew that he would be receiving some treatment at the older's hands, and that it had really been a stroke of luck that he had wound up making friends with someone who happened to know so much of plants.

He had started to think of Kyuhyun as a parent, or an older brother. Someone whom he could look up to and ask questions endlessly, and it made him smile and feel comfortable, to be in the presence of one he knew could save his life if the need arose. "How did Hae lose that part of his ear?" He questioned, tilting his head innocently.

#p:hh #prof:kyu #`past #( i'm sorry this is so late! )

deep water

[ //: water began to evaporate atop her forearm, leaving behind a filmy dust of salt on her skin. she stuck her tongue out and swished it along her lips to get a taste of the briny water, and, promptly cringed forthwith. pale fingers ran through the ends of hair that still remained immersed in the water as she listened to the words that materialized from his lips ] Well, fuck, you can either be normal or happy. [ //: a laugh bubbles from her throat, the corners of her lips curving slightly ] It comes back to you. It’ll always come back to you. I mean, look at me, I’m a pain in the ass. [ //: thus, her eyes grew hooded under some unreasonable patience. it might as well have been that such answers really did reflect the thoughtfully considered. stillness was in her hair, her lips, her arms, her thighs ]

( `/ he shrugs slightly, tilting his head gently, his legs untucking themselves from their positions as he swings his legs in the water again, sighing a little bit ) ... i'm happy. even though i'm not "normal." ( `/ he murmurs softly, glancing at the ripples that make their way over the surface of the water, his eyes curious as he watches her float in the water silently ) you're not really -- ( `/ he protests quietly, not actually knowing her well enough to refute the statement with concrete statements ) i don't know... i just don't think it's necessary, you know? to tell everyone.

#s:dw #gry:krystal

ZzzzzZ….Z….zz…zzzZ

#`koala #( sleepy jeongguk )#( paras coming tomorrow )#( toooo tired to do replies )

❝ merciful company ☆ jtw / kjg

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{ / he sighs as he settles back into his seat, rolling his eyes a bit. he could have been studying, but he chose to be nice. this was why he avoided people, he thought to himself. he watches the other for a moment and sees the other really does want to sleep, but he was just too stubborn to just go to sleep. he sighs once more before he starts to sing softly in korean. though he didn’t sing often, he did when he was bored or if he knew someone wanted to sleep. he always made ken sleep that way too. }

( `/ at the sound of the other's voice, lilting in a gentle melody and in his familiar, native language, he can't help it as his eyes start to feel weighed down, heavy and he yawns a little, struggling to keep his grip tight on the ravenclaw's hand but eventually even that loosens as he slips into sleep because of the lullaby, his chest rising and falling hesitantly but more steadily than earlier )

#s:mc #rav:taekwoon #( end with yours ~ ? )

❝ 행복할수 있다 ☆ kjg / ksh

i want you to do everything {` she whispered.} maybe.. maybe i will have the cure in a month. then i have to test it, of course, but maybe this year.. what if this year, you could do all of those things? {` she asked him, her voice low and quiet and quivering with anticipation} what if you could live the rest of your life without worrying about any of that? {` she wasn’t trying to get him hyped up. in fact, they were question she was even asking herself. what if it could all go away”?}

( `/ he exhales, his eyes wide and his chin trembling a little as he shakes his head almost in disbelief, choking a little bit ) ... i... i don't even know... ( `/ admits breathlessly, his eyes filled with tears because the thought of it is almost impossible to process at all and he can feel his fingers trembling against his thighs as he tries to keep himself still and to stop himself from crying but failing, the tears starting to slide down his face silently ) ... i... i could...

#s:행복 #rav:seolhyun

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Crush | Jeongguk / Chanmi

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[ / Chanmi sighs ] … Forget it. [ / she smiled disappointingly at the other and nodded ; slightly shrugging at him ] Pretend I never said anything. [ / her smile curling further up her lips covering up the immense disappointment that reigned over her ; she nudges the other ] So, how’s — everything? …

( `/ he wants to ask more questions but he doesn't know where to start and she clearly doesn't want to talk about it. but he can't help himself blurting out ) why do you like me? ( `/ his cheeks go red almost immediately after and he glances away, his shorter stature obviously making him uncomfortable )

#s:crush #rav:chanmi #`past

lean on me / / jhs & kjg

(`just as he was leaving the owlery, his owl swoops down to his arm where he rests for a few moments; gently pulling the note out and reading it as a large grin curled onto his lips. he figured there was no need for a reply seeing as the younger was probably on his way out; he lightly strokes the top of his owl’s head again before taking his leave and making his way to the courtyard)

( `/ it takes him a little too much effort to get to the courtyard and by the time he finally does make it there, he's unsurprised to see hoseok already waiting for him and he feels a twinge of guilt in the pit of his stomach ) ... hyung, i kept you waiting, sorry! ( `/ he calls out as soon as the other is close enough that he doesn't have to put in much strength. the hufflepuff is always understanding and kind and while he does feel bad he knows the older male will understand )

#s:lom #huf:hoseok

#`koala #( his smile is so cute )#( replies and everything slow for the next week or so ~ )#( not going to be in town )#( hehe )

❝ necessary evils ☆ ay / kjg

( ` as soon as the younger spoke up, the book that her nose was once buried in went flying to her left with a careless toss, the healer lazily slouched in the chair across from ) me too. ( ` it was a slow day - just her and jeongguk. it wasn’t bad, although. she valued his company, and especially so on days such a this, when the infirmary mirrored a ghost town. she normally read to pass the time, but today however, time had slowed to a crawl for her. with a grunt she sat up, fingers tapping upon her chin ) hm.. what can we do? ( ` she stands and paces over to the foot of his bed, fingers still drumming at her chin contemplatively ) how’re you feeling? ( ` her fingers slow to a stop, a smile playing her lips ) up for a game?

( `/ he yawns, settling back against the pillows as she approaches him, always comfortable with her despite the fact that they haven't really known each other for that long. it tends to get like this when the first thing you know about someone is their medical history and all the parts that perhaps he wouldn't have shared previously, and her kind demeanor makes it comfortable despite the slight awkwardness ) ... i'm tired. but i want to play a game, nuna ~ ( `/ he nods readily, the fever he's running not too high and his breathing is even enough to go through some excitement ) what kind of game?

#s:ne #healer:yui

❝ 행복할수 있다 ☆ kjg / ksh

i know that, i didn’t mean it like that {` she whispered quickly. the last thing she wanted to do was to hurt him.} i meant fix the situation. not in the sense that it’s broken, but just that.. it’s not as good as it should be. {` she thought for a moment, knowing that that still wasn’t exactly the right use of words.} i guess i mean.. improve? i suppose i’m just trying to improve your life. {` she smiled at him} then you can fly. and you can run without being worried. and you can go swimming in the deep end. and you can climb and jump and do everything you’ve ever wanted. {` it’s all she ever wanted for him as well. to be a young man without worrying about how it would effect his breathing and his life}

( `/ his eyes are bright with excitement and some trepidation, the shy smile on his face belying just how much he actually wants this, for himself and for her and for jimin -- not only is it a hindrance to him, it's a hindrance to those who love and care for him, and he honestly hates it ) ... i want to fly, and swim, and... ( `/ his eyes widen and he's exhaling shakily, everything sounding too good to be true ) ... i want to do everything, nuna.

#s:행복 #rav:seolhyun

❝ walking on this melody ☆ kjg / pjm

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The one and only. ( `grins as jeongguk settles himself beside him, feeling higher than he ever had flying; ) Mhm. Of course I am. We have a date, after all. I wasn’t planning on missing that. ( `chuckles, entangling their hands together with a hum. it felt nice — nicer than before, even, the day that they’d confessed to each other. maybe because now it was real, this was happening. even like this, it was okay; ) How have classes been, anyway? I’ve been having difficulties focusing, myself… ( `admitting sheepishly — this whole dating thing is different somehow with jeongguk, he doesn’t really know what to talk about, where to start. instead he just smiles warmly, his hand settling on top of their tangled hands; )

( `/ his cheeks flush with color and he can only manage a smile, leaning his cheek against the other's shoulder with a contented sound, the pain not bothering him quite so much now that there's a warm hand in his cooler one, his fingers cold because of the blocked blood flow ) ... it's... i've looked like a fool. ( `/ admits with a small laugh, glancing at their interlaced hands with the biggest smile on his lips ) ... i can't stop smiling and i'm pretty sure the teachers are all wondering... ( `/ he sighs, not knowing exactly what to do because he's never really been a boyfriend but it's nice, just being here with the other and he leans up shyly to kiss the other's cheek ) thank you for coming down here. i'm sorry i couldn't go out today...

#s:wotm #gry:jimin

❝ 행복할수 있다 ☆ kjg / ksh

{` seolhyun wrapped her arms around her baby brother and stood on tiptoe to kiss his cheek.} i’m going to fix this. {` she was more confident now than ever, and closer as well. she had a feeling she was on the cusp of a breakthrough. she tried to imagine what would happen if she did make the cure. surely, she would be taken out of school, asked to solidify the cure and perhaps do more research. she wondered if that would really happen. she couldn’t imagine being separated from jeongguk. they hadn’t been separated since she was 11 years old.} what’s the first thing you’d like to do when you’re free?

there's nothing that needs to be fixed... ( `/ he manages with a small, choked smile ) ... it's not... ( `/ he wraps his arms around her, feeling like he doesn't quite know what to think, not knowing how to view the illness that's held him in its grasps for fifteen years. he doesn't know if it's something he'll even know how to live without -- it'd been his constant companion, after all ) ... i... i want to fly. ( `/ he says, almost without hesitation, his eyes wide -- it'd always been something he'd wanted to do, and the only thing he could remember of flying was a very blurry moment in his first year when he'd apparently gone flying with jimin and wound up with acute chest syndrome )

#s:행복 #rav:seolhyun

keepcalmbecauselifeisbeautiful-

❝ walking on this melody ☆ kjg / pjm

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( `hearing the others’ voice, he opens the door a bit more, singing a little as he enters; ) Jeonggukkie~~ Guess who~~ ( `giggling quietly as he entered, his expression softening at the sight of the boy on his bed. jimin always had a hard time with keeping his emotions to himself, reaching the slytherin’s bedside with cautious steps; ) I brought some snacks, too, so we don’t have to get up. ( `with a nod, he settles himself on the edge of the bed and starts to fix jeongguk’s bangs. wanting to ask how the other feels is the first concern, but he had a feeling that was the wrong question to ask; ) What’cha think about staying here for a bit today?

( `/ his eyes widen at the other's appearance in his room and he gapes at the gryffindor for a moment ) jiminnie hyung? ( `/ his voice is almost disbelieving and he scoots a little bit to lean his head against the other's shoulder when the other sits down on the edge of the bed, the hand in his hair comforting and he sighs happily, still really confused ) you're here... ( `/ his voice is awed, and he glances up at the older male a little shyly ) ... yeah... yeah, okay... ( `/ he reaches for the other's hand, almost grateful that he hadn't asked how he feels because he'd actually felt really upset that he couldn't go on their date and obviously he's in pain, otherwise he'd be up and moving ) ... you came down here... ( `/ he repeats softly, his eyes bright with delight )

#s:wotm #gry:jimin

▹ which way to turn // jeongguk & hongbin

( `/ he scrunches up his nose, moving and poking the younger back because damn, those pokes were sharp and he shakes his head, shoving lightly at the Slytherin’s head ) Shut up, ‘guk. ( `/ he’s quick to turn the scenario back onto the other ) And you love Gryffindors, don’t you. Both of your boyfriends have been one. ( `/ he sighs, reaching out to lightly rub at his arm, worried ) Have you been resting properly?

( `/ he only laughs, his head moving back easily, his lips turned up in a bright smile ) yeah, but so have both of yours! ( `/ he teases, his eyes bright with amusement ) maybe we were sorted into the wrong houses ~ ( `/ nods quietly, still rubbing at his arm and smiling distractedly at the gryffindor when his hand touches his arm ) ... even if i rest properly, it still hurts most of the time, hyung. ( `/ he says with a quirk of his eyebrow, a wry smile on his lips )

#s:wwtt #gry:hongbin

❝ sugar and spice ☆ kjg / maf

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( ` taking in a deep breath, she shook her head, trying not to show any other emotion aside from the excitement that she had for him, seeing that someone whom she used to consider as a baby was now turning up to be like this, already liking people and things of the like, her eyes practically grew wide before she reached up to pinch his cheeks a bit, chuckling ) ya! you aren’t so little anymore aren’t you? liking people already~ ooh, jeonggukie’s growing up. ( ` laughing as she pulled her hand away from him, grinning afterwards ) this feels so weird.

( `/ he makes an almost indignant squeak, flapping his hands a little in protest of the pinch to his cheeks ) nuna, i'm not a baby anymore! ( `/ he complains as he rubs at his cheeks, a pout firmly on his lips, even though that's not exactly helping his case at the moment ) ... ahh... ( `/ he sighs, leaning his head against her shoulder with a healthy pink flush to his cheeks ) ... what do i do... nuna, help me... ( `/ he glances up at her past the red fringe of his bangs )

#s:s&s #gry:adriana

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