Slytherclaw Padawan

[slytherclawpadawan]

. . wonder what's the connection with my already discovered [Golden River] state.. could it be..

1. [The Golden River] = I'm jumping into the River & flow with it (still as "small me", melting into the current, be PART of the water) - even this I often forget to practice (more like REMEMBER being in the state) myself, uhh..

2. [Klein bottle/Cat made-of-thread playing with a yarn] = I AM [The Golden River] itself (not just a small part of it, not just an atom in the midst of decillion-to-infinity other atoms, but ALL of the River!!), meaning "I'm not only { The Player }, I'm also The (WHOLE) Game. In this and every other universe and all its infinite branches." absolutely NO SEPARATION whatsoever. BOOOMM!! [GAME MODE 2.0] (likely the FINAL version of the whole mode ever known, [HIGHEST META] Dimension, OMNIVERSE because it simply includes everything..??) 🤯

in any case, to think about it, my *original* [Golden River] state already feels like PEAK [GAME MODE] (liek how come I forgot to practice this giga spiritual key?? thanks-no-thanks to the survival distractions.. though it could be PART of the GAME as well?? grRrrHrhh!).. maybe better to focus on this state for now since the other mode is still sinking in/catching up.. BUUUT of course my ego is impatient and wants to master the HIGHER LEVEL MAGICK rite naoo!! lol which path to choose, where to go..

[slytherclawpadawan]

[ . . these paradoxes, things/logic that somehow work backwards, aren't really paradoxes - they only SEEM so from this lower D, but in the higher D they'd 100% make sense.

so what to do? you SWITCH (in this lower D would mean "tap into" / "shift" / "becoming" / etc even though there's no actually such thing, equally an illusion) into your higher D mode of existence, take actions or non-actions from that POV. : ) ]

[slytherclawpadawan]

☯️🌞 ah and now I understand even deeper what [GRATITUDE] feels like: a wide flower field in which all the flowers of different species and colors are BLOOMING at the same time!! like fireworks.. so 100% UNDOUBTEDLY ABUNDANT, EXPRESSIVE, OVERFLOWING, naturally CREATIVE & EXPANSIVE (vs the opposite state: tightening, conserving, limiting - not that these are bad on their own as these are also part of Creation, save it for another musing)!! 🌺🌻🌼🌷💐

woowww this is indeed a Master Key, should be my daily NON-NEGOTIABLE like part of the PRIMARY needs now that I realized I've gone pretty astrayed haargh!!

and hey maybe I could create a project involving this state of [GRATITUDE] ("buy my course" lmao - NOT! 😆). maybe, maybee..

#gratitude #abundance #wealth

[slytherclawpadawan]

. . suddenly got an intuitive realization when I saw this photo:🌌☯️👁️

https://pixabay.com/photos/vinca-minor-lesser-periwinkle-846437/

I feel like I'm not looking at a flower or a screen showing me a photo of a flower - instead, I feel l'm looking at [ ME ] !!

not in a sense of "that particular flower = me", but more like "me = INCLUDE this flower".. or me as a WHOLE UNIVERSE looking INWARD.. or as The Player of the Game deliberately put myself in this smol cage of an avatar, then looking at the whole Game a.k.a. the wholeness of The Player themselves - for the later, I think I've got already a tiiiiny glimpse, a spark of the state during the last decade (which have been expressed through my fun "Veni, Vidi, Vici" blogs - check out my Deviant Art journals if you're interested to expose yourself to my narcissistic cringe-fest stuff - mwahaha!).. even that already felt so good, like an access to a smol secret treasure, but now this is a COMPLETELY NEW SIGHT as if my blindfold was taken away just for a second whereas I didn't even realize I was 'blinded' in the first place!!

COLOR ME SHHOOCCKCEDDD!! *mindblowwnwnw!!*

[ "I am that I am.." ] now 100% makes sense in god knows which Nth dimension up! ☯️❄️🦋

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again this happens when I'm in crisis lolol good godd whyy?? 😂 but to think again.. these moments/progress of awakening kinda never happened when I was in the comfort zone? in fact the bigger the chaos the bigger the inner explosions/EXPANSION/BREAKTHROUGHS $$$$$! grrrr but I'm TIRED of this cycle I want an LAZZY EAAAASY road from this moment onward pleeezz I'm DONNNE!! 🌴☁️

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btw if you think I'm saying all this to boast or to make others 'lower' than me you're super mistaken (even though my ego does love some dose of it, but not in this context lol) - in fact I'm afraid if I step higher I wont be able to MOCK & LAUGH at them fools & stoopids lmao so I better enjoy this moment while one foot still living in lower dimension too!

I mean if you have that D E E P //REALIZATION// that they are part of YOU, why would you mock & laugh at them?? (DAAMN no fun, rite?!) this is no ordinary empathy, more like MULTIDIMENSIONAL level of connection you'd simply wont think/feel/act the same way again towards anything once your vision is upgraded oh noooess! 😬

but on the more POWERFUL flip side: if others are also 100% [ YOU ], why would you be afraid of them??! why would you want them hurt? (disclaimer: I still personally believe some people should NEVER exist & deserve to be exposed to medieval t*rtures! not in a rush to be an all-wise buddha and sh*tte lol) and why wouldn't you be able to get whatever you desire?? s i n k t h a t i n ! !

BOOM!! O P E N S E S S S A A M E E E E . . ! !🎆🎇🚀🌈☀️

#thoughts #awakening #enlightenment #breakthrough #miracle

[slytherclawpadawan]

interesting to catch your mind jumping from one [happiness]/curiosity/fascination to another: noir mysteries >'red pill' cults > tech CEOs suicides > dark side of South Korea > the state of Iran > and so on. but this time I realized/INTUITED it's better to stick to one at a time - actually it does feel good for my brain so I guess I'm on the right track.

so, me, let's continue listening to the current detective audio drama!☕️

[slytherclawpadawan]

omg omg this channel makes me so inexplicably deeply 🌞happy🌟 god knows why lol maybe my PURE LOVE for 🎃 M Y S T E R Y ☕️ is being fully turned on somehow tonight like planetary alignment or something aaah.. wish I had a saxophone and could just play some noir-themed jazz expressively rite nao!! 🎷🎺🎹

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talking about noir, I do have a personal art challenge November Noir (via @ BlackCloverCreations ) going on.. but again NO TIME! let's see if I could continue & squeeze in some art again.. because I think I just got an intuitive understanding now how the so-called "manifestation" works - there IS something in this state of happiness that can truly lead you PLACES beyond your wildest dreams (wonder if I've actually been on this path already but lately Ima feeling kinda astrayed hehh..)!!

Art Challenge: November Noir 2025

Another challenge supposed to finish last year - heck I even hadn't got the chance to START it lmao! Let's see how it goes this time, I'll b

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💬 0  🔁 0  ❤️ 0 · November Noir 2025 - 02 Shock · Finally got a little time to join my own challenge of the month (prompts inside)! Day 02: 

[ yesss, Padawan, follow that DEEP happiness, follow 🔺🔻THE RIVER! and sussshh just DO IT - don't doubt, don't second guess, ask NO QUESTIONS! ;) ]

[slytherclawpadawan]

this photo just makes me happy for no reason!

will sketch the kitty some time.

Yawn by s7RanGE on DeviantArt

[slytherclawpadawan]

o m g . . (inexplicable) peace of mind DESPITE the circumstances is really priceless thank you thank you thank you!! #gratitude

[slytherclawpadawan]

God yesss!

猫の甘え方は、ときに赤ちゃんを思わす【男の猫道】vol.144｜ねこのきもちWEB MAGAZINE

膝の上に乗り顔をうずめてゴロゴロと甘えてくる姿は、まるで赤ちゃんのよう。

#catlady #cats #catislove

[slytherclawpadawan]

(after reading a lot of "brain power" content IG posts, not exactly researching properly lol) I think those neuroscientists are missing something about "repetition" - it's not only strengthening certain neural pathways in the brain in a linear way, but also EVOLVING it for better or worse: the 'bad' one could carve the whole pattern into the darkest monster, and the 'good' one could carve you into the most enlightened being.

the compounding effect is not neat like a lego building brick by brick, but rather chaotic & unpredictable - again, for better or worse..

[slytherclawpadawan]

uh-oh wat's dis?? I feel splitting (wait, more like DOUBLING?!) myself into 2 different universes:

1. being silly, having fun, non-attached, LIGHTWEIGHT like a chill vibing cat, "no expectation", laid back - and problem solved / get a great result

2. being fiery, passionate, ambitious, SERIOUSLY PLAYFUL like a power-hungry pirate, refine everything to the masterpiece level, agressive (but still non-attached) - and problem solved / get a great result

even though I realized I've embodied both states intermittently, this time I see further the distinction & transitional/LIMINAL space between them as I'm now feeling experiencing both AT THE SAME TIME PARALLELLY HAND IN HAND (hard to explain)!

maybe Ima now a Schrodinger's cat except the experiment is about whether the cat is choosing tuna or beef when it's in the box - and I feel like now I'm eating both tuna & beef in a MULTIDIMENSIONAL level lmao

it's maybe about living life in feminine vs masculine way. both are valid, both can lead to an equally great result.

so what's the "problem", you asked? this: I don't know which to choose.. I love BOTH states, and both states are different rivers.. like the color yellow vs red.. neutral.. but I can't see if I could choose both and be an orange instead.. no, can only choose one river only..

"which feels the most you, most exciting to you?" Idk, I could be BOTH too.. can I haz choose and experience both timelines pleez, like playing a game one way, save it, then repeat from the previous check point to play it again another way? aaargh!

[slytherclawpadawan]

seriously how does those artists & musicians conjure masterpieces?? their works are so WHOLE, COMPLETE, as if already PERFECT from the get go vs going through some refining process (let alone frankenstein-ish process like those abominable AI slops ewww!!)! I say it's no less than pure MAGIC!

yeah yeah you wouldn't be oblivious to the behind the scenes process which very likely involves hard work but still I bet the original inspo is INSTANTLY 'downloaded' in FULL, only the linear nature of this 3D plane makes it necessary to go through some 'process' - even that so-called process I can imagine is relatively EFFORTLESS a.k.a. SUPER FUN!

now that's a reminder gem I need to practice/TAP INTO myself!

#thoughts #art #miracleiseverywhere

[slytherclawpadawan]

Another work of art that makes me happy for no reason!:

"Saphie the One-Eyed Cat"

Saphie: The One-Eyed Cat

A comic about a one-eyed house cat with her fellow house cat brothers :3

#webtoon #cat

[slytherclawpadawan]

Videos like these make me happy for 'no reason'! 🤣 Not only about the funny part, but also the genuine passion behind their work that's CONTAGIOUS and makes me want to jump back to my art again with a new spirit.

Plus, AI will never be able to compete with SOULFUL (incl. the silly, the cringey, the messy, etc parts that actually makes you unique & valuable) works like these. 😎

#lol #funny

[slytherclawpadawan]

Sketches 'n Splashes #007

A guy treating his cat like his baby - aint dat just sweet aww!

Still using @ imactuallyLazy as my model cuz found out he's very expressive (and he has a kitty!), so much fun to draw! I may use his videos again many times in the future.

This one is still from the same video as yesterday's:

#sketch #sketchesnsplashes #pencil #pencildrawing #youtuber #cat #cute

[slytherclawpadawan]

Sketches 'n Splashes #006

Found out that some Youtubers' thumbnails are so funny so I thought they're worth drawing! Also a fun way to study facial expressions. This one is from @ imactuallyLazy's video:

[slytherclawpadawan]

Sketches 'n Splashes #005

Cats & ghosts - me love a cozy Halloween.

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Reference:

https://www.pinterest.com/pin/835417799668384149/

*** #sketch #pencil #pencildrawing #cat #halloween #halloween2025 #sketchesnsplashes #blackcat #noai #cute #ghost