Random Thoughts

She is trying her best to put the thoughts that linger on her mind into words. - Stei ✍

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I have a closet full of thoughts

Waiting for you

to uncover 💤

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B‎EHIND EVERYTHING ‎05.05.2016 ‎ ‎Behind every motivation is you. ‎Behind every sacrifice is you. ‎Behind every success is you. ‎Behind every smile I once wore, ‎there was always you. ‎ ‎But all of that belongs to the past, ‎Back when I was still with you. ‎Back when I was not yet a stranger to you. ‎And back when I didn't have to pretend ‎that you were a stranger to me, too. ‎ ‎Yet somehow, the past and the present ‎feel exactly the same. ‎Because even now, ‎you are still behind everything. ‎ ‎You are behind every smile I've faked, ‎every smile I am faking, ‎and every smile I will fake. ‎Until the day I finally find ‎my genuine smile again. ‎ ‎— Stei

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‎EHIND EVERYTHING

‎05.05.2016

‎

‎Behind every motivation is you.

‎Behind every sacrifice is you.

‎Behind every success is you.

‎Behind every smile I once wore,

‎there was always you.

‎

‎But all of that belongs to the past,

‎Back when I was still with you.

‎Back when I was not yet a stranger to you.

‎And back when I didn't have to pretend

‎that you were a stranger to me, too.

‎

‎Yet somehow, the past and the present

‎feel exactly the same.

‎Because even now,

‎you are still behind everything.

‎

‎You are behind every smile I've faked,

‎every smile I am faking,

‎and every smile I will fake.

‎Until the day I finally find

‎my genuine smile again.

‎

‎— Stei

[introvertsnation]

[smebwrites]

ATM: Caught off guard by a flood of emotions 💔😭 - thought i wouldn't post any drama here again #2024

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Poems & Words

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Poems & Words

[smebwrites]

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sh*t! nakakasad naman. 😔

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Oops ! Bawal ma attach ha 🤣

08.01.2022

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. . ."just please don't ever look my way again, I'll try to hold in the tears with a smile, And hope that it could last me a while". . .

shet! ba't ang lungkot?

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what a roller coaster of emotions kind of night 😔

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Poems & Words

[thinkpozitiv]

I hope you may heal from things you don’t talk about. https://ift.tt/3EuiOiG

[smebwrites]

Dear Self,

[wordsbyt]

And then one day, you think you find yourself. Making the right choice, the right moves, you know. You know. Next, it all comes crashing down. The who’s you were don’t matter now, cause you’re not the flavor of the day. The who’s you are isn’t the who the fuck you want. And you get tossed out the window like a half smoked roach on payday. Then one day, you know you lost yourself.

[smebwrites]

it's about choice and circumstances

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Poems & Words