sad.teen.with.happy.face

  "The water is clear. But your wrists are stained. Your face says happy. But your eyes say pain."  

[meanwhilepoetry]

A man tells me I have the single trait required to be a good mother: I know how to give until I am empty. And by this, he meant I am very good at breaking my soul into pieces for everyone I love. I will hurt myself in the process of protecting everyone around me and I am good and quiet at being taken for granted. Can you blame me? I come from a legacy of women who were raised to be useful rather than joyful. Once upon a time, even my grandmother was just a little girl. She loved flowers and had a laugh as free a cascading waterfall. That was before she was made to carry the weight of a crumbling family on her back. How can I look at the skies with hope and think that I would not have to carry them too? Every woman I have loved has been Atlas. Holding the heavens on her shoulders, giving and giving until she is devoured.

- Nikita Gill

[pinup-princess]

[smileisjustamask]

That is it

I just came to say goodbye. I have had enough. I've reached my breaking point and I have nothing to move on for. It is for the best to kill myself. And I have everything planned out perfectly. I will do it tonight when my parents are asleep. I wish you luck and please try to fight it. Don't fail like I did. Love you.

[smileisjustamask]

My suicide survival story

[smileisjustamask]

Failed case

Is it just me or you end up hating yourself even more when you fail at atteptnig suicide?

[kaputtesxxmaedchen-deactivated2]

Who would love a girl who cuts herself?

[smileisjustamask]

I would. Always.

[depressed-pathetic-girl-deactiv]

“She was alone and scared but no one cared. She was tired and sad and everybody called her fat. Now she cries. She lies. She says: I’m fine. She is dead inside and she has lost her mind.”

universe9999 (via universe-of-a-depressed-girl)

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[purxpose]

Justin Bieber ft. Halsey // ‘The Feeling ‘

[smileisjustamask]

I decided I would kill myself I just dont know when or how. So by this I declare the suicide project open.

[smileisjustamask]

IFEELEMPTY.

[smileisjustamask]

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.....

[smileisjustamask]

everyone leaves eventually...

[smileisjustamask]

BPD

BPD is a burrito of doom.

[smileisjustamask]

“People with BPD are like people with third degree burns over 90% of their bodies. Lacking emotional skin, they feel agony at the slightest touch or movement.”

[smileisjustamask]

“I'm so good at beginnings, but in the end I always seem to destroy everything, including myself.”

[smileisjustamask]

“Imagine smiling after a slap in the face. Then think of doing it twenty-four hours a day.”

Me