#depressing quotes

[allthethoughtsicantsay]

Would I be the same if I was medicated?

[sol-entre-estrellas]

everyone really is better off without me

[hsfoolforlou]

feeling this hopeless just burns my soul

just woke up a few days ago and i don't care about nothing anymore

but somehow this feeling is killing me alive

I just want everything to end

[emmyornot]

France - Château de Beynac - Périgord.

[rqccharadreemurr]

how many grams of effexor to feel loved

(i’m on 150 with 37.5 booster)

[sol-entre-estrellas]

i’m hurting too you know…

[allthethoughtsicantsay]

I love how I try my fucking hardest to make everyone around me happy and yet I’m still not doing enough. My best is never going to be good enough.

I’m not gonna be good enough.

I’m never gonna be enough.

Say it with me now… I’m not enough.

[onlyvicurious]

I hope the sight of bookstores breaks your heart. I hope the smell of dust reminds you of the way I would obsess over the smell of old books. I hope you see a Barnes and Noble and remember how I would get lost in the shelves for hours. I hope you miss the light I got in my eyes when you gave me a book for my birthday. I hope you can never see yellowed pages and faded covers again. I hope you see bookends and think of the yellow duck one you welded just for me. I hope the sound of the turn of a page makes you look for me curled up in a corner lost in a book. I hope you see soft yellow lamps and squishy basket chairs and remember that was where I was most comfortable. I want you to see all of the moments I was actually happy and it breaks your heart. I hope the sight of a Harry Potter book brings you to your knees with the agony of someone stabbing your heart.

I got a tattoo of my favorite Harry Potter quote on my arm. "Expecto Patronum". I didn't just love the symbolism behind the charm that a happy thought could drive away all the dark depressing feelings. I loved the Latin meaning "I await a guardian". I always thought you would be my guardian, protecting me from the hell of my own mind and keeping a smile on my face. Now all I can do is cry into my pillow and hope I find someone else who can guard me from you.