On the Quest to Find Myself @smoothpotao - Tumblr Blog

I am back. I am here because I am currently going through what's currently the hardest life event.

I tend to come here to vent, but up until now; I had a partner to help me in my life. She ended our 10 year relationship on April 24th.

I want journal my thoughts for myself. This Tumblr page has always been a place to record my growth. Now its kind of a time capsule. For now, I am back. We'll see what the future is like and I'll be taking things once step at a time one day at a time.

#breakup #longterm relationship #Journaling

Im tired of feeling everything. All of the emotions, cycling through me. It's exhausting.

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Wrong way. US 93, east of Las Vegas, December 2019.

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I am getting more comfortable with being alone... or numb to it.

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Although, it doesn't make it any less painful. It comes in waves. Its difficult not thinking about you, when I spent the past 10 years having you on my mind.

The littlest things can set me off. I didn't think I would have to mourn this loss.

I am getting more comfortable with being alone... or numb to it.