General Notes: Sebastian punishes Blaine after he tells him he's just like his father. INCOMPLETE AND FINISHED BY HEADCANON INSTEAD OF PARA.
Warnings: Gagging, humiliation, and brief mentions of whipping and starvation
Blaine didn't want to go to Sebastian's. He knew Sebastian had to be a good person. Yesterday was proof. But Blaine was doubting himself. Sebastian could have been lying and trying to get to him. But why would he do that? It made Blaine want to crawl up in his cell and whither away. He had to be a good person. He had to be. But was Blaine that gullible? He entered Sebastian's room, head down, almost trembling in fear and sadness.
Sebastian clenched his jaw when he heard the door open. He turned to face Blaine, his nostrils flaring as he ran his hand through his hair again, messing it up a bit. Sebastian walked past Blaine and slammed his door shut before moving over to Blaine. He waited a second before grabbing him by the hair. "You are never -- never to talk to me like that again."
Blaine let out a small noise as Sebastian suddenly grabbed onto his hair in a rage. Despite his strong will, he was still sore from his last punishment, so he clenched his jaw and tried to ignore the pain. There was only more to come. "Okay." he told him softly, looking down.
Sebastian grabbed Blaine's chin and squeezed tightly. "You are nothing. What happened the other day was for nothing other than my own enjoyment. I don't like it when slaves try to defy me. You know nothing about my father, and if you ever say that again, I will beat you until you are unrecognizable, until no one can look at your mutilated body without being repulsed, and then I will give you back so that you rot away in here, with no one to talk to."
Blaine swallowed and look up at the man, a fire burning in his eyes, but glossed behind a thin layer of water. "Say what? That you're just like your father?"
Sebastian started shaking as Blaine repeated himself. "Stop saying that," he screamed, his voice quavering as he formed a fist and swung forward. His fist connected with Blaine's jaw. "What do you know about anything?" He said, his voice trembling more and more as he continued to speak. "I looked it up. What did you do? Run away? Because no one's gone looking for you. There are no missing person's reports for Blaine Anderson. No one cares about you. They'll never find you. You'll live here or with some other Master used as nothing but a fucktoy until you die. And when you do, you'll be buried in an unknown grave and forgotten about. No one will remember your name. It'll be like you never existed."
Blaine stumbled backwards, his hands covering his jaw in a little bit of surprise. He breathed heavily, tears now falling as Sebastian spoke. "At least I won't end up like my parents." he spat, a tremor in his voice.
Sebastian cringed at Blaine's words. He moved over to the drawer. Since his hands were shaking, it was hard to grab what he wanted, and it took him a moment to find his spider gag. When he turned around, his eyes were watery, but he wasn't going to allow himself to cry. Blaine's words echoed around his head as he pushed on his shoulders and forced him down to his knees. Blaine trembled under his forced grip, moving along with Sebastian as to not cause more trouble. He swallowed and waited. Sebastian forced Blaine's mouth open before forcing the spider gag in place and clasping it around the back. Once he did, he sneered down at Blaine. "There, now I don't have to listen to your filthy lies, but I can still have my fun."
Blaine let out a little noise as Sebastian forcefully pried his mouth open, forcing the gag onto him, leaving him speechless, while still making his mouth stay open. It was clear what he was going to do to Blaine this time. He looked down at the ground, avoiding eye contact.
Sebastian ran his fingers through Blaine hair. "I'm going to have you begging me to stop." Sebastian gave it another rough tug before letting go and unzipping his pants. He was slow, and he carefully folded all of his pants and boxers and set them on a chair before walking over to Blaine. He positioned himself before pushing into Blaine's mouth and groaning. Barely giving Blaine any time to adjust, he slammed his hips forward. One of his hands fell to the back of Blaine's neck, and his nails dug into the skin there as he set a shallow pace, fucking into Blaine's mouth.
Blaine was puzzled, he really didn't have the ability to beg him in this state, so he just closed his eyes instead, willing it to be over, but it wasn't going to be over. He knew that. He waited for Sebastian and almost as soon as he returned to the sub, he slammed into Blaine, giving him a gag, forcing Blaine to adjust quickly. Sebastian's fingers hurt Blaine's neck, but he had to deal with it.
Sebastian let out a low moan. "Your mouth is the only thing you're any good for, and it's only ever worth it when you shut up," Sebastian said. He tilted his head back, and his breathing became heavier as he continued fucking into Blaine's mouth. It wasn't the same as when Blaine sucked him off, but at least now Blaine was gagged and couldn't speak. His cock hit the back of Blaine's throat with every thrust, and he smirked down at him. "Nothing but my little bitch."
Blaine squinted his eyes tighter at Sebastian's words, trying to keep his throat relaxed as possible while trying not to break down. It was proving difficult and Blaine clenched his fists, just using every part of his body to brace himself and keep it together. Blaine was literally so lost and he did't understand how anyone could enjoy making someone feel like this.
Sebastian could still hear Blaine's words. Was it true? Was what he said actually what he was turning into? Why couldn't he stop dwelling on it? Sebastian'st grip tightened as he slowed his pace, trying to make it as uncomfortable as possible. Of course, it was hard enough to focus while do it. His head ran with idea ideas that he tried to push to the side, and heat coiled up in his stomach.
Blaine let out a tiny whimper as the pace got aching slow, and it had Blaine scrambling to adjust to it. He really didn't get a chance to breathe well, and he felt a little bit dizzy, but kept his eyes closed to keep it from getting worse. Sebastian had to come soon.
Sebastian like this, Sebastian wasn't going to last long. He could hear Blaine's whimpers, and he looked down at him, noticing the way he took it, defeated. Blaine's eyes were closed, so Sebastian told him, "I want your eyes on me when I'm doing this to you." He smacked Blaine's cheek and groaned again as he pushed in all the way, the back of Blaine's throat around it. He was so c lose... "Fuck..."
Blaine gagged a little bit as he opened his eyes and stared up at Sebastian. They were devoid of passion, devoid of playfulness and intrigue like they had been in the past. They were just...open. Sebastian didn't have to slap him to make him obey. Sebastian should have known that.
Sebastian had never seen Blaine's face quite so empty. For a moment he jerked to a halt before shaking his head and continuing. He couldn't stop just because Blaine was broken. Wasn't that the whole point? Sebastian thrust a few more times before his hand slipped a bit on Blaine's neck, his head fell back, and he came. Sebastian's thrusts became more shallow and weaker, but he milked it out, whimpering as he came into Blaine's open mouth.
Headcanon:
Sebastian proceeded to tie Blaine with his wrists about his head, from a hook hanging from the ceiling. He had to stand there, limply while Sebastian whipped him over and over until he was bleeding. Unlike his previous punishment, Sebastian didn't just focus on one area. He was burning with anger and kept on reminding Blaine that he was worthless, useless, unloved, and wrong about the fact that Sebastian was ust like his father.
When he was done, Sebastian left Blaine there all night long. Because of the spider gag, Blaine couldn't speak, but he made noises of pain all throughout the night. At first, Sebastian told him to quiet down, but, afterwards, he stopped talking and just thought about what Blaine had said.
Sebastian left Blaine there for a the majority of the next day, denying him food, water, or access to the bathroom.
General Notes: Sebastian is upset after getting a phone call from his dad, and he takes care of Blaine, helping him shower and putting balm on his wounds
Sebastian was angry. He was upset and tired and hurt. He'd been used to hearing his father tell him that he wasn't enough, but he'd been hoping that things would be different once he came here. The last thing he'd expected was for his father to keep tabs on him. And apparently one flogging in a week wasn't nearly enough by his standards. He'd had to listen to a forty minute speech of, "If you ruin this family's reputation, I will cut you off from the family and disown you. No son of mine is going to go weak on a slave..." When there was a knock, Sebastian jolted up and ran a hand through his hair. Honestly, at the moment, there was nothing he wanted to do more than just coddle Blaine, even if it would prove nothing to his dad. Besides, what was the point of trying if his father didn't even care? Sebastian answered the door. He was careful to close the door behind them before wrapping his arms around Blaine, careful to avoid anywhere it might hurt, and kissing him. He missed being at home and being able to run away from things. Hell, he even missed the nagging to cuddle after fucking other boys, and although he'd never admit it aloud, he'd been disappointed when Blaine said he didn't want to stay in his room. When Sebastian pulled back from the kiss he was breathless. He closed his eyes for a moment before pulling away and letting out a shaky breath.
Blaine walked into the suite after Sebastian closed the door and was taken aback when all of the sudden Seastian's arms wrapped around him and he kissed him. It was literally shocking for Blaine. Nevertheless, the kiss felt nice and he returned it, moving his lips against Sebastian's. He wasn't sure what to do with his hands, so he just let them hang there. He let out a small noise when Sebastian pulled back, letting out a breath as well. He swallowed and looked down on the ground before looking up at Sebastian. "Hi?" he asked a little short of breath.
Sebastian winced. It probably hadn't been his smoothest move. He'd tried to let out all of his emotions in that kiss, and even if it hadn't exactly worked, he felt somewhat more relaxed. "Hi. Look, I'm sorry. Not really for that kiss because that was a fantastic fucking kiss, or, well, more fantastic than my usual kisses. Anyway -- I apologize for..." His hand motioned to Blaine. "You know." He walked over to the bathroom and grabbed the balm and some towels. "I was thinking you could probably use a warm shower," he said, tossing Blaine a towel.
Blaine narrowed his eyes a little bit and swallowed, sucking on his bottom lip. "You're one of the most confusing boys I've ever met." he told him, rubbing his fingers against his palms in a nervous fashion. He caught the towel and took a breath looking down at the floor and then up at him. "You...do you really think that I'm...you know...those things?"
Sebastian smiled a bit at Blaine's comment. "Surprisingly, that's not the first time I've been told that," he said. At Blaine's question, though, his heart couldn't help but melt a little. "No, Blaine, I don't think you're worthless or just a fucktoy. I'd imagine you have a history before you came here, and I'm guessing you were looking for a lot happier ending to your story than you got." He frowned a bit. This was probably the most open he'd been with anyone since he was little, and it was bizarre. He was sure he would regret it later, when he wasn't pissed off at his family, but now he didn't care. "But it's complicated. I can't just... change things." His brow furrowed and he shook his head. "Never mind." He walked towards the bathroom but turned around when he got to the doors. "If you need help showering or reaching for things or anything, I'm happy to help. In a non-sexual way, of course," he added. "Like really just making it easier since I'm sure the water's going to... sting anyway."
Blaine took a deep breath. He nodded slowly before beginning to speak. "You're right. I didn't expect to be a slave. And you're right. You can't just change things. But you don't have to lie to me. And you don't have to degrade me as a person to convey the fact that I did something wrong. There's a difference between being strict and firm and being cruel, and you're not cruel. I believe that." Blaine swallowed and looked down for a second. "Okay. Thank you." he told him soft, before limping with a wince into the bathroom. "I appreciate it."
Sebastian narrowed his eyes, and his voice turned bitter. "I was taught to be cruel, Blaine. Do you know how my family reunions are? All of my relatives have slaves. One of my first memories is of watching my dad show me proper slave etiquette. He flogged his slave half to death for no reason other than to show me 'this is what you do to a slave that misbehaves.'" There was so much more he could say, but Sebastian left it at that. When they got into the bathroom, he looked at Blaine's clothing and frowned, trying to change the subject. "I can try to help you take that off so that if doesn't rub up anywhere it'll hurt."
Blaine looked at Sebastian pointedly. "Then you had a pretty bad teacher. Someone who is cruel would not offer their bed, or offer a shower, or apologize. They wouldn't offer to help me. You aren't cruel. Do you want to be cruel? If you do then I can get these clothes off myself. But if you aren't cruel, then you can help me get these off. I'd really appreciate that." he told him.
Sebastian hesitated. In his right mind, he knew he wouldn't help Blaine like this. Even if he'd gotten that far, that comment would have normally stopped him. Because he might not be cruel, but he needed to be. For his sake as well as Blaine's. Madame Labelle reserved the right to deal with slaves if they weren't being dealt with, and she would be much worse than anything even is father had taught him. Sebastian carefully rolled Blaine's shirt up his torso without letting it touch his skin. "I don't want to talk about it anymore, though. Understand?"
Blaine smiled a bit to himself, looking down as Sebastian slowly rolled the shirt up his torso. "I understand, Sir. Thank you." he repeated softly, hoping that Sebastian wouldn't be degrading like that again. He rolled his shoulders a little bit and moved his arms out of the way so he could get the shirt off.
Sebastian dropped the shirt on the floor, and he spent a moment, staring at Blaine before setting his fingers under Blaine's chin. He tilted it up slightly and pressed a light but lingering kiss to Blaine's lips. "I'm sorry you ended up here." When he pulled back, his hand lifted, and he traced over Blaine's lips with his thumb before dropping down to his knees. "Your pants are going to be more difficult to get off without hurting, and it's going to sting like a bitch in the shower," he said, completely back to normal again.
Blaine sucked on his bottom lip until Sebastian kissed him softly again. This softness was so different than what he had previously experienced from him. He opened his eyes and swallowed as Sebastian pulled away looking down for a moment."It was my fault," he murmured, barely audible. He looked down and untied the pants before letting out a single chuckle. "It looks like the tables have turned," he mused, with a small smile.
Sebastian shook his head, though the movement was barely noticeable. "Getting captured isn't your fault. They can be manipulative," he said, unbuttoning and unzipping Blaine's pants. He frowned. "It's going to hurt a little, so just bear with me." He did his best to tug down Blaine's pants and underwear without hurting him, but it was impossible to push it away from Blaine's skin completely. When they were down all the way, he stood up again, waiting for Blaine to stop out of them. He moved closer to him and grinned. "Shush." He pressed another kiss, this time to Blaine's forehead. "Just one thing. It's important. No matter how much you want to tell other people about this, don't. If Madame Labelle finds out, whatever punishment you have will be much worse than what I did." Sebastian nodded and moved over to turn on the water in the shower. He felt oddly warm, but he doubted this was going to last. Today he just wasn't going to worry about it.e just wasn't going to worry about it.
Blaine bit his bottom lip and squinted his eyes as Sebastian pulled down his pants, shaking a bit again and wincing due to the pain that manifested as the cloth moved against his skin. He took a deep breath before opening his eyes, taking a step over it. Blaine looked up at Sebastian, noticing how much taller he really was and he nodded. "Okay. I won't tell anyone," he told him softly. He stared at the water, waiting for it to get to the desired temperature for him to step in in.
Sebastian leaned down and kissed down Blaine's jaw. He missed this kind of contact. "Let me know when you want in, and you can hold my arm if you want. Or whatever would make it easier for you." He reached in and tried the water. "I think it might be warm enough right now, but let me know what you think."
Blaine closed his eyes and exhaled small little breaths. "Okay." He looked over at the water and tapped his foot in, getting some footing and putting his hand against the tile on the wall. "Okay." he repeated.
Sebastian Sebastian quickly got out of his clothes as Blaine tried the water. He had just stepped out of his boxers when Blaine started getting in. He tried to help Blaine and carry some of his weight, but he wasn't sure he was being much of a help. He stepped into the shower all the way first.
Blaine kept his hands on the walls of the shower, still shaking a bit, and letting out a small whimper when the water hit his backside. His squinted his eyes shut, clenching his jaw to get through the pain. He didn't want to move though. He just stood there, not really noticing Sebastian for a bit. When he did notice him, he just hoped that Sebastian wouldn't try to do anything of that nature again. It wasn't characteristic of his behavior today, but he still hoped.
Sebastian frowned as he watched Blaine try to suffer through the water. He was sure that it had to be a mixed feeling -- the comfort of a much-needed warm shower with the pain of the water on his cuts. Of course, the pain would ease the longer he was in here. Sebastian's eyes glanced to Blaine's chest and trailed up. He swallowed thickly. It was hard not to notice how hot Blaine looked like that, but he'd promised that he wasn't going to do anything to Blaine. Today was supposed to be Blaine's day to relax.
Blaine took deep breaths, the pain easing away, but somehow, achingly slow. It was so slow. Blaine opened his eyes, looking down at the floor and drain before murmuring, his breath shaking, "So, how about the weather?"
Sebastian when Blaine spoke, he let out a small laugh and shook his head. "When was the last time you even saw what it's like outside?" He had already kissed Blaine, so he figured it couldn't hurt to do it once more. Sebastian leaned in, his thumb running along Blaine's jaw as he kissed him. "You know, to distract you from the pain," he murmured against Blaine's lips before deepening the kiss. It took a good amount of self control not to grab Blaine by his hair or pull him closer. He couldn't let the kiss get too heated. That wouldn't lead down a good road considering they were already naked in the shower together. When he pulled back, his breathing was heavier. "Sorry."
Blaine smiled just in the slightest before replying, "A long time." He looked up at him, and kissed him in response softly, giggling for a moment when Sebastian gave him the excuse for the kiss. He was a little bit weary still, but he tried to let himself relax. He breathed almost in sync with Sebastian and blinked up at them. "No need to do that this time." he mentioned about the apology.
Sebastian wondered how angry his father would be if he knew? How angry would Santana be? Or Madame Labelle? Or anyone here but the slaves, for that matter? Sebastian took a shaky breath. Now that his head was clearing up, every bit of him was screaming that he had to drop the nice guy act. After all, it was just an act, wasn't it? He closed his eyes for a moment and held his breath. He didn't want to stop. It's just for tonight, anyway, he thought. He shoved it to the side; he could worry about that later. Sebastian moved in closer again, and his fingers splayed across the back of Blaine's neck. "Can I... again?"
Blaine looked up at Sebastian, still, trying to figure out what on earth could be going through his head. He searched his eyes, but he really still had no idea. Maybe Blaine had lost his knack of reading people. Being locked up could do that to a person. Blaine nodded slowly, taking another breath. "Yep."
Sebastian leaned against the wall and drew Blaine closer to him, positioning them so that Blaine's lower back and ass wouldn't have water directly hitting it. This time, he started at Blaine's neck, sucking the skin, lightly enough that it wouldn't leave a mark. His tongue ran up Blaine's jaw and to his jaw, and he kissed his way from there to Blaine's lips. When he finally met Blaine's lips, the remaining tension seeped from him, and he let out a soft moan.
Blaine moaned as well in response to the soft, gentle touches of Sebastian's lips and tongue. He appreciated how Sebastian altered their positioning so the water didn't hurt Blaine as severely. After a bit, he slowly pulled back, looking at Sebastian and shivering a little bit in the water.
Sebastian wet his lips as his eyes fell down Blaine's body. "I'm sorry. It's just... hard not to." Sebastian forced himself to look up. "You're gorgeous." His eyes glanced away as he bent down to grab the shampoo. He moved back over to Blaine and stood a bit behind him, kissing along his collar.
Blaine sucked on his bottom lip and let out a breath through his nose. "Well, I would hope you had a reason for buying me." he reasoned before closing his eyes again as Sebastian kissed across his skin.
Sebastian smiled and squeezed out a bit onto his hands before massaging it into Blaine's hair. "Of course. I saw you, and I couldn't even consider anyone else. I just knew that I needed you." He kissed down Blaine's back about halfway before pulling back.
Blaine smiled a little bit before wiping off his face. He tilted his head back a little and massaged his scalp, causing the shampoo to rinse out more quickly.
Sebastian pulled up the conditioner and pecked a kiss to Blaine's cheek before spitting out a bit of soapy water. "That probably wasn't the best idea..."
Blaine shook his head. "Well we're almost done, so it isn't a problem." he murmured.
Sebastian nudged his nose against Blaine's jaw. "I still need to put on the balm. I can give you a massage. Just your shoulders or something so that it doesn't hurt."
Blaine nodded slowly. "Yeah, okay. You don't have to do that. I mean, not unless you want to. I've been punished before." he told him, letting his head hang down.
Sebastian smiled. "I definitely want to. You know, the offer for you to sleep over is still okay," he said, battering his eyelashes. "I mean, how could you resist a face like this?"
Blaine looked back at Sebastian and tilted his head a little bit. "Okay. Alright. I'll stay a night."
Sebastian waited for the water to wash out the conditioner, and he eased his fingers through Blaine's hair as he worked at it. After a minute, when he had washed out, he reached over and turned the water off. "I'll get you a towel," he said, stepping out. He crossed it and grabbed one for himself as well as one for Blaine before moving back over. "C'mon, let's get you dried off and feeling better."
The more you disobey, the worse your punishments will get. If I wanted to, I could cut out your tongue. After all, that's the only part of your pretty, little mouth I don't like.
God, if you keep this up, I'll just find another slave, and you can just go back to your cell and stay locked up in there until you wither and rot away.