J. M a r i e M.

young & free // Eternity residing in my soul // hillsong los angeles

[fongminliao]

[helovedmebutnotenough]

I want to say that I deserve better, that I am not getting the love and attention that I need. But what do I deserve? How am I supposed to know what I deserve? I don’t think love is supposed to be this way, but what the hell do I know? I want him to show me that he loves me, just like he did before. I am tired of words, it feels like I’m wasting my time.

I want to cry but I can’t. Why do I have do feel this way? How do I know when it’s time to let go? How am I supposed know what is best for me when he is all my heart knows about? This makes me so confused.

I think that I deserve more love than I am getting.

- excerpt from my diary (12/4-2017)

[balmain-vogue]

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[jessica154blog]

[aestheticales]

[florial]

[balmain-vogue]

[andallshallbewell]

[nitroxed]

[eccellent]

[auxreate]

[helovedmebutnotenough]

” My heart aches and I don’t know what the fuck to do about it. ”

- I can barely breathe

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[admittedfashionaddict]

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