snowdrifting

POST TENEBRAS LUX ao3 snow / 30 / reading writing losing my mind

[nobrashfestivity]

Peder Balke The Tempest about 1862 The National Gallery, London

[thebumblecee]

Adam isn’t possessed by Cabeswater at all he just heard about K putting his thumb in Ronan’s mouth and he blacked out with inexplicable rage

[sonofa-dream]

getting killed

ronan/adam - ronan & hennessy - rated e - chapter 2/10

This is what you wanted. A pretty good life, small enough to hide in. All you ever wanted, and now he looks straight through you and you can't stand to be found.

Five years is a long time to avoid someone. 

from chapter 2:

You know why you’re here. Pretending boredom, while nerves scatter across his skin like grasshoppers. You know who you’re celebrating. You belong here, in this room you crashed so many times in. Are you invisible or overlooked? Stop poking nostalgia like a bruise: this is not about you.  In the crowd, Ronan looks for a face he’s not sure he knows. Five years is a long time to avoid someone. 

thank you @snowdrifting for everything<3

[gansey-like]

[dauntless-deer]

leftover light — Declan Lynch/Adam Parrish | E | 1.7 k |

"Okay," Adam smiled, a rare, crooked thing. "What do you want to do to me tonight?" His hand moved leisurely from Declan's waist upward, a single finger tracing the line of his buttons, and Declan's stomach tightened with anticipation. But when he leaned in to kiss Adam, his palm quickly came flat against his chest to stop him. "No. Come on, just say something." Adam's hand continued up, past his collar, and then rested it on the side of his neck, fingers closing lightly around it. "Anything. Declan."

or Adam and Declan are married and it's as awful as you can imagine.

[joeinct]

Falls 55, Photo by Alec Soth, 2005

[threedollarsdotcom]

i feel so the curse !

[sonofa-dream]

getting killed

ronan/adam - ronan & hennessy - rated e - chapter 1/10

This is what you wanted. A pretty good life, small enough to hide in. All you ever wanted, and now he looks straight through you and you can't stand to be found.

Five years is a long time to avoid someone. 

from chapter 1:

It’s with Gansey’s face pressed to his shoulder—where he smells the same, his father’s fougère cologne and the dry wood of his home’s cupboards, where he feels the same, warm and solid, always clinging, always so desperate to be held—that it dawns on Ronan. The truth of it sudden and bright in his stomach: nothing ever has to change. And every word feels right again. I’m happy for you, man.

thank you @snowdrifting for everything<3

[vrtualdreamgirl]

we can’t talk here contact me in my dream tonight

[donkeyparalyzed]

Dreamer and his raven

[cronehoney]

[broadlyaudrey-deactivated202106]

even when i am not posting, know that horrible sentences are raging within me

[yan-wo]

Untitled (Insect Window), 1994, Gregory Crewdson

[apocalypseswhore]

how do people get over things i have never gotten over anything in my entire life

[cosmonautroger]

Lost Highway, David Lynch, 1997

[sonofa-dream]

that scene in succession chiantishire 3x08 when shiv and tom are about to have sex and instead of tom-level dirty talk shiv hits him with "you're not good enough for me. i'm way out of your fucking league. that's why you love me, even though i don't love you."

this but decladam

[mjwatson]

put “top 5” anything in my ask and i will answer ok go