Lucian The King

My name is Olliver. I'm an ftm trans person, just tumbling through life. This blog is a culmination of everything I find intriguing, funny, sexy, and gloriously tragic. I sometimes am the source of these things. Most often, I am not. Thanks for coming.

[sockmonkeyparty-blog]

"Neither are you free to abandon the work" https://www.instagram.com/p/Bpfq_RUBkrr_vom-JH_3PdPN1ZAL8BdYFvBrdc0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=311ghuw71rot

[sockmonkeyparty-blog]

This has almost always been the case for me. 💔 Timing is everything. #timing #timingiseverything #feelings #ihavealotoffeelingsokay #butalso #justtryingtonetflixandchill #icontainmultitudes https://www.instagram.com/p/BpdKme7hvdCK66a-Vedkt1B4Mu8WH8hoA5_rAY0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=5xyuhfaxa1kn

[sockmonkeyparty-blog]

The Unheavenly Creatures - Coheed and Cambria @coheed #onrepeat #trueugly #queenofthedark #luckystars #coheedandcambria #livinglegends https://www.instagram.com/p/BpVzxfchFbw/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=g93tfycacelo

[sockmonkeyparty-blog]

If you are trans, you need to hear this and believe it with your whole heart. #translove #loveyourself #loveourcommunity #translivesmatter #blaqueerlivesmatter #queer #loveiseverything https://www.instagram.com/p/BpVtAP1hsRq/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1k3wi71b68r8h

[sockmonkeyparty-blog]

Let's goooo! I've been working so hard to get to this place. Now I'm here and it feels a fucking mazing #movingforward #backtoschool #itsabouttime #newchapter #soexcited https://www.instagram.com/p/BosS3S3BThJ/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=u617qexykhqd

[sockmonkeyparty-blog]

Not quite before and after. More like right after and later after (today). Note there are *several* more 'later after's. I feel #fanfuckintastic #mynipplesstillpinklawl #doublemastectomy #doubleincision #freenipplegrafts #postop #drberli #jensberli #drjensberli #ohsu https://www.instagram.com/p/BokM_KnhF5o/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=17cue3az732cq

[sockmonkeyparty-blog]

Last year's baby fangs. This year we're getting big boy fangs. Can't wait. #fangsoutforhalloween #fangs #wolf #wolfboy #halloween #nevertoosoon https://www.instagram.com/p/BoihyZyB15v/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1oo5vrjz3t2bh

[asexualdinosaur]

I saw this magazine in a grocery store and I immediately started freaking out. I have no idea what the article is about, because I was leaving checkout and had to rush out of there, but just knowing that asexuals are spotlighted in one that’s carried in stores makes me very happy.

[bioware-critical]

You can read the article here

[huhnerkopf]

This is a very good article and i advise you to read it.

[awesome-picz]

[aprilkepners-archive]

favorite oitnb dynamics → taystee & poussey

[switchteams]

[grrrls-fighting-back]

"My name is Michael Hunter. I was diagnosed with leukemia in June 2013 & was told on June 11, 2014 that I only have a few months left to live if I can’t find a donor. Please help me with my biological family or a donor match! I was born in Columbus, OH 3/1/1985 at Doctor’s North Hospital and given the name Christopher Brown. Please share"

Michael is a friend, I’m asking that you all take the time to share this. He desperately needs a bone marrow donor and there is very limited number of African American donors. Without a donor Michael is going to die.

Michael was adopted and does not know his birth family. We know he has a half brother but have no information about him.

He does not specifically need an African American Donor but because of all of the things that factor into finding a match (blood type, dna tissue etc.) , someone of similar descent is more likely to be a closer match.

If anyone knows anything about Michael’s birth family or if you would like to see if you are a match, please privately message me. I can put you in touch with him and his caregivers directly!

We hope through spreading awareness we can either find his birth family whom he does not know or find a donor match. Michael lives in the Cincinnati, OH area. Please dont just like this or scroll past. Please share this! You could save his life!

[brownblackandqueer]

BOOST. Its so hard for Black people to find donors.

[bl-ossomed]

افتح فمك فقط إن كان ما ستقوله أجمل من الصمت Open your mouth only if what you are going to say is more beautiful than silence.

Arabic Proverb   (via fuckshitpissdick)

[julietasalgado-deactivated20190]

A Decade of Resilience, Resistance, and Revolution: Trans Day of Action 

The Audre Lorde Project

June 27, 2014

New York, New York

© julietasalgado

*full album here*

[sockmonkeyparty-blog]

I miss New York City so much... </3

[objectoccult]

Before the availability of the tape recorder and during the 1950s, when vinyl was scarce, people in the Soviet Union began making records of banned Western music on discarded x-rays. With the help of a special device, banned bootlegged jazz and rock ‘n’ roll records were “pressed” on thick radiographs salvaged from hospital waste bins and then cut into discs of 23-25 centimeters in diameter. “They would cut the X-ray into a crude circle with manicure scissors and use a cigarette to burn a hole,” says author Anya von Bremzen. “You’d have Elvis on the lungs, Duke Ellington on Aunt Masha’s brain scan — forbidden Western music captured on the interiors of Soviet citizens.”

[rainbow-road-to-happiness]

this urn will turn you into a tree after you die

[anancientheart]

and you can choose what kind of tree you want to become

just imagine cemeteries looking like this

life after death

THIS IS EXACTLY WHAT I WANT

[thottieauntie-deactivated201604]

this is how all cemeteries should look. its awkward to hug a gravestone. imagine hugging your grandma/tree. ugh rebuild all cemeteries

[deathfucker]

link to website.

[steadies-deactivated20141011]

1. Do not date a boy who does not care what your favourite song is. The boy who does not care what melodies ignite your heart strings with love and wonder while staring at passing street lights on the last train home, will not care if it’s 2 a.m. and your heart is breaking. 2. Do not let anyone fold you up like last winters tattered scarf and put you away with the others in a neatly labeled box. Even when there’s thunder and the sky is crying, you are your mum’s favourite summer dress. You are to wear yourself like you believe it. 3. We are all stories. Write yours how you want. Make today’s chapter about purposely taking the wrong bus and discovering a tiny blue tea shop, or folding origami paper hearts over and over on your window sill. Just make sure it’s something you’d enjoy reading. 4. I will always try to save you. 5. Someday you will be 19 and lost and heartbroken and you will think about a place you’ve seen on TV or heard or read about in a book or seen a picture of. You will feel your heart drop into your stomach. Go there. For a day, a month, forever, but it’s important that you go. 6. The world is so beautiful. Do not let the slumped over homeless man outside the convenience store or the stories of guns and bombs on the television let you believe otherwise. We are all so lost. All of us. We all show it in different ways. I write bad poems. Others start wars. There is no inherent evil, only good people searching too hard. 7. I love everything about you. 8. Money turns people into liars and emotional ghosts. School grades are an inaccurate representation of you. Measure your life’s worth in how many times you’ve nearly lost your life to laughter, how many books you’ve closed with happy tears in your eyes, people whose lives you’ve brought joy to, marshmallows eaten, or countries visited. 9. Don’t ever let anyone tell you to stop crying. Cry if you want to. It’s okay. You’re allowed. 10. My best friend once told me that the most important decision he had ever made was to love everyone and everything. He’s the only person I’ve ever known to have a viewable aura of light around him. Don’t forget to love this world, to love people. Be light. You are already mine.

10 things I will tell my daughter. (via awkwarddly)