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18+, mid l8 30s, queer feedist, pretty private, not actively gaining, into fantasy, no disrespect please and thanks

[honey-jaw]

Some people will never understand the experience of being 13 in the 2000s and desperately looking up different versions of “fat,” “belly,” and “big belly” on Deviantart.

[bellypovs2]

YO DeviantArt is the reason i'm here in the first place haha

[collegefeedee]

Uni is making me so big😌🥰

Serious feeder needed

[tummyfulloflove]

obsessed with how a full/stuffed tummy looks. yeah. the food is in there. that’s why its so big. something is inside.

[feedxmexdaddyyy]

you like fat girls in private, I like them out loud. we are not the same.

[softassnow]

More from the “you can’t out train a bad diet”-files.

[blondiee188]

I love how rewarding it feels to squeeze myself into clothes that used to fit after a long week of stuffing myself endlessly with fast food. Ending each night with my belly more swollen than the last until it’s become permanently rounded from the amount of food I keep stuffing in it. These jeans buttoned a little over a month ago and now…. It doesn’t even come close to closing. My bras have begun struggling to contain my growing boobs. As if that wasn’t proof enough of what all the extra calories have done to my body I tried to fit into this tank top since I knew my other shirts would struggle against my chubby arms… I did not expect this to struggle to cover my belly 😅

[softassnow]

Sometimes what I really want is for someone to tease me about what the next 20, 30, 40, 50 lbs are going to do to my body. My softening jawline, my thickening arms , the beginnings of bingo wings. My thighs getting fuller, jigglier and closer together, pressing against each-other all the way down to my knees. My ass and hips getting wider. My over all frame getting sturdier, pudgier and less defined in its shape — love handles and rolls emerging. My gut surging forward and changing shape from constantly being overstuffed, my belly button sitting lower and further out front. My pot sticking out further than my chest and pressing my tits apart. Beginning to move less lightly because I haven’t quite yet adjusted to my new size. Looking heavy, more slumped, less delicate, expanding outward in all directions when I sit and sitting a little more.

Tummy gurgling because it’s usually either hungry or digesting because I’m becoming both insatiable but constantly chasing satiety. people doing a double take because they’re not used to seeing me so big but not knowing that I’ll never be this small again.

[critical-objects-deactivated202]

Laura Aguilar is a Los Angeles-based photographer whose work mines the intersection between feminism, body image, queer politics, and latinx identity. Her earliest works depicted latina lesbians in intimate portraits, calling to mind the frankness of Catherine Opie, while her best known series features self-portraits of Aguilar posed nude in the California desert landscape. These photographs are instantly striking, finding in the artist’s body formal elements that echo the landscape itself, as in its doubling here with the giant rock that eludes the frame. Aguilar also forces our gaze onto a body that does not conform to stereotypical images of latinx or feminine identity—a body type that is not so much othered as invisible, despite its ubiquity. The artist originally began to produce these photos as a means of grappling with her own issues with weight and self-acceptance, but quickly came to see them as something more. They offer a profound, ambivalent vision of woman and nature. We see Aguilar dissolve into the landscape in search of anonymity, at the same time that she reclaims the pride and beauty in her body far removed from the society that rejects it.

Laura Aguilar, Grounded #111, 1992

[softassnow]

Tempted to do a big bloat tonight

[fatlesbianjoyer]

wobbly butch belly hanging out of the bottom of a wife pleaser…

[fatlesbianjoyer]

if I had a fat butch of my very own I would constantly be concocting cartoonishly convoluted scenarios for this to occur. Oops I exploded a pen in your laundry and now all you have to wear is this mysteriously clean wife pleaser! And look, there’s a bucket of water balanced on the door frame! Better reach up reeeeaaaaaaally high and take it down before it falls on someone! Wonder how that got there…

[would-you-like-some-soup]

the belly is an erogenous zone I am tired of pretending it's not

[softassnow]

Need a cute girl/gay/etc to sit me down at buffet and put plate after plate of food in front of me until I look like someone would give their seat up on public transit for me.

[blackjackandberries]

From before the taco bell.

[filmphotofranz]

[filmphotofranz]

me @ my loved ones:

[softassnow]

Last night’s heavy dinner still sitting pretty this morning. I think I might do a really big bloat sunday, see if I can get it even rounder than last time.

[softassnow]

this week one of the clients at my job said he gained 4lbs over the course of a week coming into the office !!! I wonder if people see me and some of my coworkers fuller softer physiques and note it as more of an inevitability of being around so many treats and high calorie foods all the time. No one is big per se but I know some of them used to be smaller … maybe I’ll become the first one to get properly fat. I keep trying to give my friends and family the left over pastries and sandwiches but I know the day will come where I’ll just go straight home and eat the whole bag until my belly is turgid, swollen and aching. Until I look pregnant. How much weight would I gain if I became the company garbage disposal for a week ? A month? How much would my body shape change?