[softroars]

       # 𝐒𝐎𝐅𝐓𝐑𝐎𝐀𝐑𝐒     ⸺     very    low    activity,    independent    blog    of    an    original    character    set    in    no    specific    universe    .    YOON     JAEHYUN    ,    a    pro    -    boxer    with    an    endless    winning    streak    &    a    deadly    left    jab    . 

                                      𝐂𝐀𝐑𝐑𝐃.     /     𝐌𝐄𝐌𝐄𝐒     /     𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐎𝐍𝐒.

                      ⌞     a    side    blog    that    follows    back    from    @egosthrall    . ⌝ 

                          𐔌     𝐁𝐔𝐒𝐘    𝐏𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐂𝐈𝐍𝐆    𝐎𝐍   :    @sweetroars    .  ♡⸝⸝   ꒱

  ⌞     𝐓𝐇𝐄    𝐏𝐑𝐈𝐃𝐄    :    BAEK SEONGJIN    ,    KIM SUHO    ,    SEO HAETO    ,    MOK BOYEON    ,    YUN MINSEO  . ⌝  

                                  ⌞     𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐓𝐄𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆    :    CHOI SEO-JOON    .  ⌝ 

                                           GENERAL RULES BELOW.

01.  follow basic roleplay ettiquette; don't be a freak, bigot or anything of the sorts. you'll be blocked immediately, no questions asked. 

02.  all of my blogs are low activity due to the fact that i have a job and i'm currently going to college. i'm also just ... very scatter-brained. i tend to horde replies in my drafts and either do most of them at once, or i'll queue them up so they can be sent out periodically through the week. please don't spam me for replies because of this. sometimes i have the motivation to write long replies, other times i don't. i also write on discord, so that takes up my time as well.

03.  mature content such as gore, sexual themes and other darker elements may be featured on this blog. they'll be tagged with gore /, nsft /, nsfw /, usft /, accordingly. due to this fact, no minors will be allowed on this blog. 

04.  jaehyun is multiship, though he does have one main ship he's heavily affiliated with, ( @sweetroars ). depending on the circumstances, if his partner is mentioned in a thread it will most likely be them. either way, he's a generally aloof character and it may take him some time to realize your character is interested in him romantically. 

05. this blog is dash only with some fancy formatting and icons and gifs. other than that, i'm not really focused on graphics and i don't mind if my partner doesn't utilize them in their replies. i'll usually match styles, i.e using icons in a thread vs going iconless if my partner does that.

06. don't tag me in any callouts. idk man, unless there's explicit proof of someone being a deplorable person i'm not interested in hearing it. i've been on the internet for too long and have been dragged into too much drama because of people being incapable of talking out their feelings. i just want to write, i'll make my own judgement on whether or not i want to interact with someone (lmao.)

[sandaily]

[softroars]

@rainyearning asked: The tall tiger had been talking to his lion boyfriend for minutes, no reaction, which ultimately resulted in having Sunghoon lay across his partners lap, poking at his face, a large hand swatting that phone away which would fall onto the couch, no damage done. "Did you stop loving me or is the phone cuter than me?" How could Jaehyun not give him attention?

admittedly, jaehyun's attention had been preoccupied by his phone, typing away as he answers a few texts from his friends here and there. it's only until he feels a hand suddenly swat his phone out of his grasp before he could say anything to stop it, the device falling onto the cushion with a gentle thud.

it makes the lion to a double-take, looking between his device and then sunghoon with a tilt of his head, soft pout constantly present on his lips as he presses his brows together in confusion upon the question presented to him [ ... ] had he stopped loving sunghoon? what kind of question was that?

"of course not. i love you very much. you mean the world to me." comes the simple, soft-spoken reply from the boxer as he shifts in his spot, leaning in so he could press their cheeks together, a gentle nuzzle offered to ease his boyfriend's worries. "you didn't have to knock my phone out of my hand though. what if it had fallen on the ground and cracked?"

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[softroars]

@sweetroars

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[iceonmyteeth-moved]

SAN for GQ Korea

[casanovawrites]

random sentence prompts  ━ from various tv shows, part 22

this isn’t who you are.

it’s hard to recognize hope, even when it’s right in front of us.

sounds like a terrible idea. i’m in. 

you, like, awakened something in me.

that girl’s like hanging out with a funeral.

places are easy to leave. it’s the people that are hard to leave behind.

i won’t prove them right. i won’t be the monster they think i am.

it feels like you’re kind of out of sync in your life.

it’s mushy, i don’t like it.

does anyone think about me as much as i think about them?

i know i feel too much. but isn’t that good, too? because i would do anything for the people that i love.

told you i’d survive.

love is a lot of things. safe isn’t one of them.

indifference is the best revenge.

sometimes i come here to cry.

maybe next time you just need to kiss someone who wants to kiss you back.

what if all your dreams come true and it’s still not enough?

god, i love the smell of air conditioning.

i wish i was like you. i wish i could just be a stone cold bitch and not care.

i matter. i should matter to you.

i didn’t make you anything that wasn’t in there already.

don’t you see? this is life or death.

you make my life worse. you make me worse. you’re the thing that i do when i want to hate myself.

all you do is lie to me.

this is why you broke up with me. i’m a crazy person.

once someone leaves, that’s it. that’s who they are.

not many people wanna be my friend right now. i’m not very popular.

i don’t know who i am without you. you changed my life, my life became about you.

i’m strong. i’ve had to get really strong.

kinda nice to know there’s a little bit of crazy going on around here that doesn’t involve us.

that’s what us lesbians do. we just stare at each other and nothing ever happens and we think about it forever.

i do not trust happiness. 

you know, i’ve been pretty independent my whole life.

you’re not the one i need to hear ‘sorry’ from.

it’s okay to fall apart a little.

your feelings can be a lot sometimes.

you are giving me panic attacks. what are you still doing here?

i could use a break from keeping you alive.

we are some shitty best friends.

you turn the page, and you don’t look back. you do better today than you did yesterday.

do you think we’ll ever be able to trust each other again?

i was the original leaver. i just came back.

he makes you feel bad about yourself, why would you spend any time with him?

the only person who doesn’t know how beautiful you are is you.

you know how i can come across as a weird asshole sometimes?

you’ve become more questions than answers for me.

you are the calmest thing i know.

why don’t you want happiness?

i’m your only friend.

you know, it just feels like we should be fucking.

also, you look really hot, by the way. 

you just seem so unapologetically you. like, in every way. where does that come from?

when i’m with you, i don’t feel sick to my stomach.

how do you do that? say out loud what i’m thinking? 

don’t ruin your life by being passive aggressive.

it’s like you’re lost.

you can’t rewrite the past.

i’m not happy here. and i don’t think you are, either.

now that i’ve met you, now that i know what it feels like to be in love with you, i cannot see spending the rest of my life with anyone else.

what do you do except follow me around?

you’re just drunk and you’re trying to hurt my feelings.

i always felt like nothing.

who needs food when you have love, right?

do you have any idea what it feels like to be in pain all day?

you’re clinging to me to make yourself feel better.

because of you, i finally know what it’s like to really want something, but it can’t just be you.

if we don’t break up now, i will continue to make you my whole world.

you better make us breaking up worth it. if you’re not gonna fight for us, at least fight for you.

if it weren’t for you, i’d still be locked in a life that wasn’t mine.

maybe we’ll be ready for each other in 10 years. 

next time you see me, it won’t be as friends.

you were hurting, and you lashed out, because that’s what you do.

i was so angry at you for leaving. i don’t want to feel like that anymore.

you want your revenge? or you want your people to live?

look at you. fighting is all you know.

i promise, i won’t slow you down. i’ll just keep you company.

you haven’t been happy about anything in a long time.

doing the right thing can kiss my ass.

nothing like a little pain to remind you you’re alive.

i didn’t bail on you. i came back.

i do hard things so you don’t have to. i know i’m a monster.

you turned me into the worst possible version of myself. 

the next time i see you, i’ll kill you. and that’s a promise.

i know you think you don’t deserve this, but you’re wrong.

i want you to get everything that you want.

i think i love you too. i tried to fight it. because, hello.

i thought about dying. like a lot. like, “okay, at least there’s that option.”

you overstep until people suffocate.

you are only ever going to hurt me.

you know who i am. i’m you. remember?

danger is supposed to come with warning signs.

i don’t like you nervous. it’s unsettling.

look, it’s you. it’s always gonna be you. and i know you love me too.

i know you better than anyone. you want all this, not me.

so that’s what we do now, we just run away when things get scary. 

i don’t wanna run anymore. i just wanna be okay.

[casanovawrites]

random sentence prompts  ━ from various tv shows, part 23  

they’re so cute and innocent.

you think i know what i’m doing? no one knows what they’re doing.

you know you have this bad habit of taking away my money, right? 

if you let your guard down, anyone can win.

i’ll be right beside you.

you’re lucky. you still got somebody to save. that’s rare.

some things just can’t be replaced.

you saw me as someone worth saving. that’s who i wanna be.

guess it's up to me to prove i can be more like you.

we either get hurt, or we have to hurt them.

we all have parts that we want people to see and parts of us that we want to hide. it’s all real.

you take me for everything i’m worth. 

when we get there, we’ll be different. we’ll be ready.

someone once told me that i’m brave. that i have to be.

some people make it look so easy. starting over.

you wanna leave, then leave. i got nothing left to lose.

i don’t ever want to be afraid again, but i know i probably will be.

once someone leaves, that’s it. that’s who they are.

hate to interrupt your little overreaction you’re having, but tick tock.

here’s the thing about violence. sometimes it is very much the answer.

you’re angry, but you love me. and i want you to keep loving me.

whining about your shit never helped anyone i know.

i want you to get everything you want. that can’t happen if i’m holding you back.

some nights it's so damn dark. and then they still manage to get darker.

history. that’s all you have with them. they are not your future.

power. power is what you felt out there. power is what we need. it’s what we eat. 

together, we can be unstoppable.

it felt so good to be safe. i’ve never felt that before. like i had a home.

your home is with me. okay?

i don’t want to be who everyone thinks i am here.

i do like that they consider me slightly dangerous.

yeah. because we don’t talk about stuff like that. not what went on, not what goes on.

why do you do what you do when you have what you have?

falling apart is for other people.

whatever choice i make, someone always dies.

i used to feel like i belonged here.

you thrive on the unglamorous because you’re still trying to prove yourself.

i have waited so long for you to see me.

it’s me. i’m on your side always, but you gotta tell me what’s going on.

thanks for listening to all my shit.

we’re over. i need you to accept that.

i just feel discarded.

if we fight, then we die.

our fight is not over.

we’ve been through a lot together, you and i.

either you lead us into battle or get the hell out of my way. 

you know, sometimes men just need to die.

you did nothing wrong. this is all my fault, and you did nothing wrong.

i have good news. it can’t get any worse.

you’re breaking my heart again.

just because it ended doesn’t mean it wasn’t real.

i’m not upset, i’m terrified. so tell me. tell me that you don’t want to be with me. 

the world sucks, but you are my favorite person.

don’t look at me like that, all accusatory like you don’t believe i’m fine.

you can judge me all you want, but i was there.

i don’t know if i’m a good person.

you’re just fine. you never fall apart. i wish i was like you.

you make sense to me. i’m not letting go of that.

sorry, you’re unlucky in love? 

you’re not terrible. i quite like you. sometimes.

i like reducing men to tears.

don’t pretend like you’re doing this for me, ‘cause i don’t want this. i don’t want this, i want you.

being loved takes work. i don’t have it in me to be loved right now.

i’m actually trying this new thing called staying in one place. 

i am there just waiting for you to let me in. when is that going to happen?

life is a game. and if you’re not playing, chances are, you’re the one getting played.

if you’re about to ask me how i’m doing, don’t.

i see you. i see how hungry you are. 

what do you want for yourself? when you close your eyes and you picture it, what do you see? what do you really want?

don’t get a nosebleed up there on your high horse.

you came up in here like a tornado, and now you’re just leaving.

the only thing you can trust in this world is that you can’t trust anyone.

you think you are so clever, but you are playing with fire.

scared of me? i’m scared of you. you can’t be trusted.

it’s getting harder to pretend that something’s not going on with you.

is it weird i think you might be one of my only friends?

i took all the darkness, and i ate it. i became it. 

you had the guts to do something big. something crazy, something that meant something. you should be proud.

i’ve had to change a lot. i’ve gotten good at it.

love is not giving up. it’s sticking around.

maybe we just grew apart a little bit. maybe that’s okay.

i feel safe with you. i feel more me. like… real me. 

i don’t want to hide things from you.

i can’t get what we did out of my head.

i’m so tired of running. i just wanna stand still.

i had a plan. you just destroyed it.

hope is what makes you willing to suffer.

i can’t go back.

so you’re not gonna sleep, and you’re not gonna tell me what’s up? great.

i wanted to be brave. i wanted to be more like you.

i’m not brave. i’m a shit person who does shit things because i don’t give a single shit about anything. 

bullshit. you never loved me.

i would laugh if i wasn’t so hungry.

you think it’s too late to reinvent myself?

i got second thoughts on my second thoughts. 

monumental shared experiences like this pretty much bonds you for life.

it’s always complicated shit with dads, you know? they have a funny way of showing they give a shit sometimes.

we still got a shot. i’m gonna take it.

i used to think that we were the same, but we are not. we are not the same.

you turned me into the worst possible version of myself because you are insidious. you poison good things.

i don’t hate you. i hate me, okay? i hate me.

you can be impressed with me later. 

i may not hate you anymore.

i belong nowhere.

why are you trying to save me?

me. i’m afraid of me.

think about what you want. they’re all counting on you.

[i-still-climb]

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[softroars]

@sweetroars

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