Fuck It.

"It’s so difficult to describe depression to someone who’s never been there, because it’s not sadness. I know sadness. Sadness is to cry and to feel. But it’s that cold absence of feeling— that really hollowed-out feeling." - J.K. Rowling

[takashiyasui]

start the day

[lovelyhop-e]

[sshivai]

[insanely--crazy]

I can’t talk about it because if I talk about it that means it matters. If it matters that means it’s real, and if it’s real that means it’s going to hurt.

I can’t talk about it.

[sol-litude]

so I’m just being a really despicable human being rigth now

so I just checked the instagram of a new friend I made a few weeks back and I see they have really bad self harm scars on their arm right

so what does my ugly ass do? immediately compare and get annoyed that theirs look so much worse than mine

like what the fuck is wrong with me??? why do I have to belittle someone else’s pain like this because it makes me feel insignificant? 

I just really hate myself for this right now and ofc it makes me want to self harm again bc I need to look worse!!! but like

fuck myself tbh 

fuck everything that I am because I’m awful and just really deserve to die for being like this 

[itsmieille]

it’s ok to be weak sometimes.

[cloudedcamera-]

untitled by Penguin Kao on Flickr.

[09zakka]

くじら（2013）

[heartsnmagic]

[avosoph]

being mentally ill is so tiring even when you’re not doing anything like damn I’m just sitting here and my brain wears me out

[heaven-ly-mind]

Yosemite mornings

[swamp-roo-deactivated20230128]

how the fuck do people just stay motivated their entire lives? what drives you? I got out of bed once and i’ve been exhausted ever since.

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[cloudedcamera-]

曽爾高原 by yako ma on Flickr.

[-burn-with-me-]

[yghigh]

MADE cassete tapes

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