Simply Complicated

Sometimes you just have to admit to yourself that the simplest things leave the biggest impression.

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For I stand by my faith and God. Happy anniversary :) #ForeverINC #INC101 #throwback

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#bestronger #prayharder #walkstraight #donotstray

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Never forget. #INC100 #TBT #July2014

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Happy eats! 🍝🍪🍰 (at Cafe Mary Grace - the Block, Sm North Edsa)

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In Faith, Love and War

This is war. And we know it. But not weak enough to join the fight.

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Dangit Philippines! 😡 You imported the wrong #sosro! #tehbotol please 😶😶😶

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Everything's OK. #Smile while it still matters.

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The Sin

It's the ultimate, for me. The one sin I'm afraid I would be tempted to do. The one sin I consider possible. The one sin I understand why it was included. Many people want it. And many people would be so, so, so relieved by it. It's not drugs, it's not any infliction of pain.. It's the permanent relief from those. And it's so, so tempting. It's like looking at a mirror and telling yourself, this is easy, then the mirror shatters reminding you that that would be the last thing you'd do. And there are no take backs, no repentance, not even the chance to regret. It's just, that. That's it. If this reaches anybody, fight it. I don't know if I'll succeed in that fight, but I've tried for long enough. I've grown weary of it. No, not of it. I've grown weary of myself. I dont even deserve to be who I am. I was made to be better than this. But it just doesn't seem worth it anymore. I don't even feel the loss of the punishment I could face. I've lost the fear of damnation because I know, I'd probably be damned as the sitting duck I am now. It doesn't matter anymore.

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Ode to My Killer

If you hate me, Just say the word. If you can’t stand me, Know that I can disappear to the other end of the world. If need be, You don’t need me in your memories. If you want it to be, I can be high or low across all the seas. If you don’t want me around, I can run east, west, north or south. If you think it’s not enough, You decide whether I go up or down. If you blame me for your shit, I don’t have to exist. When it all boils down to it, Just get rid of me, I will never resist. I’ve always just waited, For that penultimate blow, For the patience and pretention to come by faded, A hatred I’ve always felt and known. As it comes to an end, I wish I could just ask, Why did you had to act and pretend, And yet you live and speak as see through glass. I was ready for this, For this to be my end. As you shatter me to pieces, This time though, I can never mend.

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Wall of Broken Hearts

A shield, shelter. Something to lean on when the fight just seems over. Carved names that will never be forgotten. Painted with blood splattered by the frustrated punch of pain, in need of relief. Scarred by all who pass by who care enough to pay any attention. The wall. Stands still, makes no sound, movement, numbed by the endless forces pushing on it. It does nothing but feels more than its own feelings, forced to feel what the passersby want it to. The punch of a heartbroken soul, the pain of a yearning lover etching names one after the other, the burden of a man with no one to lean on, the blank stare of a woman who's lost her will. But sometimes, a one in a million passerby, would come and paint on a smile on their face and realize that they could be better off not leaning on the wall. The wall. With no hands, mouth, nose, eyes.. has ears. And with them beats a heart that feels for those in need. It does whatever it can to stay where it is. Stand against hurricanes, snow, scorching sun, just to be there for the next few who will be looking for that one person, that one thing that will never judge. And that wall will be standing proud, ready for anything they've got.

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Ate Tet!!!!!! ♡♡♡ (at Shang Palace, Shangri-la)

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Dinner :) (at Shang Palace, Shangri-la)

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Adornments :3 (at Shang Palace, Shangri-la)

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Bored but impressed :) #waitingfordinner (at Shang Palace, Shangri-la)

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#Goodnight :)

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I'm not the best person to be made into a friend. I'm selfish, possessive, complex and introverted. But once you break through all those barriers, I make new ones with you on the inner side of the wall. I don't expect you to stay there forever, I even build a door. Whether you turn the knob or not, it's up to you. But know that once I put my trust into you, it won't be easy to lose me. Many think that I may be one of the few who make many friends. And I do, I have friends who are smart, independent, strong and determined. Smart to know when, strong and independent to know how, and determined enough to find the door that I built, believing it need not be used, to finally break free from the walls that they once broke down.