Solosexual Penis Masturbator

Addicted, chronic, lifelong penis masturbator. I've finally realized and accepted that I'm a total solosexual. I have sex just with myself, my hand stroking my turgid, erect penis. I compulsively masturbate my penis,. I penis on my penis. I consume boatloads of pornography, both pix and vids. My penis controls me, I'm owned by penis. I worship penis. I intend to always keep penis happy.

[nudist-paul]

Downshifting

From a follower:

I am so addicted to my masturbation that I have been late to work so many times working on my boner that I was fired today! I’m just going to get a part time so that I can have hot naked masturbation time!

I told him he’s making a god decision. Any decision that results in more time to masturbate is a good one. I truly hope he’s masturbating much more now.

FYI: simplifying your life to devote more time to pleasuring your penis is known as “downshifting.”

[solosexpenismasturbator]

How can I devote my life to just masturbating? What will I need to do to please penis every second of my freetime?

first step, already done, is you’ve started with the right ‘tude and decision.  chronic masturbation, to addict masturbators like us, is #1.  always make penis #1.  next step:  downshifting.   you on BW?  go there, there’s groups that focus on that.   damn hot Tumblr you have, btw.

[edgingaddiction]

Cock

You keep edging, stroking that cock of yours. Wasting all that time rubbing that cock, Cock begs more more and you stroke more like the cock addicted puppet you are. The thought of touching your cock makes you so fucking hard, the thought of losing control makes you ever harder. Edging to your own self-destructive behavior but that turns you on.

You love being told how much of a cock addicted slut you are.

You love being told that you are wasting time and you need help.

You love wasting hours in the day with your hand on your DICK stroking and stroking.

Realizing you missed something only makes you harder and makes you want to stroke COCK more.

You love finding people to help worsen your addiction.

You never want to recover, mind filled with COCK, waking up for COCK, daydreaming about COCK, in love with COCK, married to COCK, worshiping COCK.

COCK. COCK. COCK. COCK. COCK. COCK. COCK. COCK. 

ALL YOU THINK ABOUT IS PLAY WITH COCK.

PLAYING WITH COCK IS ALL THE MATTERS.

PLAY WITH COCK MORE, LOVE COCK, WORSHIP COCK.

YOUR BODY BELONGS TO COCK

EVERYTHING YOU DO IS FOR COCK

STROKE FOR COCK

KEEP COCK NICE AND HORNY

[solosexpenismasturbator]

i too am beyond help. i want to worsen my addiction.

[solosexpenismasturbator]

Can you coach me down the path of being a braindead penis worshipping addicted masturbator like you

Depends.  I need to see that you are indeed addicted and obsessed by masturbation, like I am.  

meanwhile, tell me more about your current state of addiction.  how often do you masturbate?  do you ejaculate?  about how many hours a week are you on your penis?   what’s your goal?  do you engage in any kind of ‘normal’ sex?  are you gay/str8/?   

[solosexpenismasturbator]

Masturbation moment by masturbation moment and accompanied by the absolutely constricting and consuming envelopment of pornographic images and words, I've achieved a full year of both daily masturbation and complete cum denial. How should I celebrate?

thank you for asking, as this question is one that I ponder also.   as of today, I'm at 260 days without ejaculation (almost 9 months).  daily, I'm mightily tempted to cum -- what am I missing, I think to myself?   but then I think about the consequences, especially in terms of diminishing my otherwise constant desire to daily masturbate myself (which for me is also stroking my penis to enveloping pornographic images and words).   your full year of both daily masturbation and complete cum denial -- awesome!!!  I envy you, really.  you give me both hope and motivation to continue my own cumless daily masturbation.   as to celebration, reward yourself with a special dinner out (alone, I would think, since is it true that, like me, you masturbate alone?), fully aware while dining that you are celebrating this huge accomplishment. be sure to cut a hole in the pants you wear to that dinner.  touch yourself ever so lovingly.  you can also celebrate by staying true to your cumless life for another full year.   (it erects me just to think that.). again, congratulations!

[solosexpenismasturbator]

I was taught that masturbation was a mortal sin. I began masturbating at 12 into porn at 14. I'm straight but love to look at other guys dicks real or imagined. I love to see other guys masturbation while I masturbate. I'm now into my 70th plus year as a masturbator. I am without question a chronic addicted masturbator. I spend more time than I should looking at porn and masturbating but I love it so much I need it. I love your blog and what you post especially what people write. Don't stop.

we’re a lot alike -- I too was raised catholic.  my only sin for years as a teenager was, guest what -- masturbation.   obsessively, addictively.  as often as I could.    a lot of good that worry/guilt did!  fortunately, by age 15, I was atheist.   nonetheless, dealing with all the guilt/shame became a long struggle, long ago successfully accomplished.  my penis still gets erect thinking through the shame, even though it no longer affects me otherwise.   it brings a huge smile to my face that you declare yourself a masturbator, even a chronic, addicted masturbator.  me too.  I am a masturbator.  I'm 100% gay.  my fav porn and XXX pix are of males masterbating.   keep on sharing, please.   all us masturbators celebrate that!

[mballbust]

QUESTION: should have a chronic Bator orgasm or not? If not, why. Leave comments.

[solosexpenismasturbator]

every bator is different, but for me as a solosexual penis masturbator, masturbation is everything. the more masturbation my penis receives, the happier i am. orgasm is awesome, absolutely magnificent, the height of ecstasy. but seconds later, the disappointment, sadness, and regret that i experience are overwhelming. most importantly, i won't want to masturbate again for days. a chronic masturbator such as me delights in living the well-masturbated life. so if you're like me, you shouldn't ever orgasm. i'm up to almost 8 months living unejaculted now (and i masturbate a LOT).

[melbournebator-deactivated20181]

Two weeks ahead of its official launch advance paperback copies of my book CEDAR are yours to own now. I am very proud of this.

Description

“Out of those ashes rose a version of me that was truer than ever. I emerged as I always was – a solosexual – with every conditioning from society of what love and sex should be burnt away.”

CEDAR: An Ode to Masturbation is a sensual celebration of solosexuality. Written as the author’s testimony to a life lived through masturbation, fragments of memory and dogma collide as the artistry and mystery of masturbation is explored alongside the questioning of how to be solosexual in a society obsessed with partnering. The text then departs in the form of a queer, dystopian fiction “The Clomp of Hooves.” In a Bacchanalian society where solosexuals thrive after the fall of capitalist society, one bator must protect the purity of a young solosexual from being corrupted by emergent fascist forces.

CEDAR is a work of real imagination. Asymmetrical in form but singular in vision, it is a captivating, explicit and poetic ode to masturbation and how to love.

Independently published through Amazon: https://www.amazon.com/dp/198313001X/ref=cm_sw_r_tw_awdb_t1_x_MIoDBbM0PWAQQ

[titan393]

My copy came today! can’t wait to dive in 

[solosexpenismasturbator]

as a solosexual penis masturbator (who once thought I was the only one), melbornebator, his awesome tumblr, and his incredible, magnificent book -- well, i can't praise it enough. every page has meaning to me, every section captures the imprint of my own solosexual journey. he writes Truth. i've read it many times already -- thoughtfully, again while masturbating, and again as a work of art. why isn't this book already on the New York Times bestseller list!!?

[edgingaddiction]

My endgame

I love fantasizing about my edging and others as well. The thought of being at the mercy of my own dicks desires is sooo damn hot and it gets me horny thinking about it every time. I already get personal previews from time to times.

I have passed on going to events to instead stay home and edge I have woken up rock hard, with my hand quickly traveling to play with my needy cock Times where I not only struggle to stop edging but I can’t help but start again some short time later failing to part with it for long periods of time.

Again all of this is great but I want more. Let me walk you through how I want to be. I want to wake up every morning with horny, perverted thoughts and an erection to match. I want to be sleepy because I know I spent too much of the night touching myself when I could be doing something else. I want to feel hunger because I couldn’t bother to get something to eat because I spent too much time touching myself and it would be soo much better if I get someone knocking on the stall because I am spending too much time in there as well. On the bus I want to stroke myself through my pants or if I can undo my zipper and stroke myself hidden away that would be a divine feeling. I need to get to a point where ‘edging for a few hours’ isn’t an accomplishment but just another daily activity. EVEN BETTER would be having a few hours of edging be a disappointment. I want to reach a point where I edge for 10 hours of the day lost in lust.

And I want to reach a point where I can’t recover. Where I have corrupted my own mindset to a point where the damage cannot be undone. I want my lust, my cock to become a permanent aspect of my personality and lifestyle.

[obsessivebator-deactivated20190]

KEEP IT UP! THESE ARE GREAT OBJECTIVES!

[weslangston-deactivated20181216]

Where I want to be

[solosexpenismasturbator]

my life goal also.

[weslangston-deactivated20181216]

I spent all day yesterday bating. It’s only made my addiction worse. I’m losing control over my masturbation. It scares me a little, but this is what I am meant for. I’m a chronic bater and my penis is taking over my life. I can’t wait to go down further. Fry my brain and reach the point of no return. No friend or family, just my penis and the masturbation it enjoys.

[solosexpenismasturbator]

losing control is what chronic, obsessive penis masturbation is all about. congrats on being the beautiful masturbator you are. i too am meant for this. it never ends. i never want it to end. masturbate, masturbator!

[onania-wankbank]

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Jeff   10/21/16 8:50 AM  

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[bensher501]

I love masturbating to this ❤️😛

[solosexpenismasturbator]

i love masturbating to this too. jeff, you are exactly like me, a chronic addicted masturbator, totally addicted to penis, to stroking, to neverending masturbation. i too love to stroke penis to porn, to other masturbator’s, to chaturbate masturbators, to myself, to anything, just as long as i can masturbate, masturbate, masturbate. we all fucking love to masturbate, we won’t ever stop, we won’t ever change. only masturbation. fuck yeah!

[solosexpenismasturbator]

i just had to agree once again: this masturbator gets it. this masturbator is chronic, addicted, and can't help but masturbate, masturbate, masturbate, masturbate, masturbate. i love masturbating to this masturbator!

[mensmasturbationgroup]

Yep. Totally.

[solosexpenismasturbator]

through and through...masturbation forever!

[solosexpenismasturbator]

why does my shame of being a masturbator, arouse me so?

my rule is:  whatever turns penis on, i stroke to.  fortunately, that’s limited to only grown, adult males.   many thoughts/fantasies surge through our penis brains as we masturbate for hours & hours.  at times, shame excites me also.  yet i’m 100% proud to be a solosexual penis masturbator.  more & more, i consider it to be a gift beyond treasure.   to me, there’s no conflict between that pride and penis being aroused by shame also.  

[solosexpenismasturbator]

I began masturbating when I was 12, by 14 I was into porn. While I didn't know it, never thought or knew about chronic, addicted masturbation, now I find myself writing notes to you about loving to watch other guys masturbate, on 2 occasions masturbating with a friend doing each other, masturbating to what you post, words or pix. I have to say I have no regrets, not embarrassed or ashamed to say I am a chronic, addicted masturbator and I love what you post to get me off. Keep It up.

we chronic, addicted masturbators are lucky to be alive now -- oceans of porn, XXX pix, live masturbators on Chaturbate, etc.   I’m happy for you, your acceptance of being a masturbator, and your commitment to your penis, to masturbation, and to sharing that with the world.  

[solosexpenismasturbator]

I am enjoying your blog today. You write such compelling things about masturbation, and I really identify with them. I have become a chronic addicted masturbator, a process that began about 5 years ago, and which has accelerated in the past year. I bate up to 50 hours per week, with day-long edging sessions at least once per week. I watch hours and hours of porn, both videos and stills. How long did it take you to move from a bator to an addict, consumed by the need to masturbate?

congrats on becoming a chronic addicted masturbator! your 50+ hours/week is a true accomplishment, one that any true bator would be proud of. I myself am stuck at around 30 hours/week, not nearly enough, and a limit imposed by, sadly, external forces. it's taken many, many years for me to acknowledge to myself what has always been true: I am a masturbator. I am a solosexual. my penis owns me. these are truths. accepting them is what's been hard. but tumblrs, masturbators like you, and the entire fucking internet have all helped me (and all of us) immensely. please keep on sharing (love your hot bulges blog!), and let's all keep supporting each other.

[stixis-too]

What's your height, weight, waist size, cock length and cock circumference? To me, you look absolutely perfect. Like to know stats so I can imagine you're right here in front of me. I'd be masturbating staring at you.

Sounds hot! I am 195cm tall, 78 kg heavy, waist…hmm…. 31” in jeans, 19cm cock - circumference 16cm. Hope the metrics work for you 😛

[solosexpenismasturbator]

i'm a long-time admirer of Stixis also -- fuck, but he's hot! perfect body, face, penis, erection, attitude, and clearly loves to masturbate. just like me. keep exposing yourself, Stixis!

[solosexpenismasturbator]

How much time do you masturbate and how much porn do you watch in a week? Do you wish you could do it even more? When you masturbate more does it make you need to masturbate even more than masturbate more?

[solosexpenismasturbator]

stimulating questions! (btw, you have a fucking hot tumblr) i'm obsessed with penis and masturbation, keeping track of my weekly hours on penis. on average, 30 hrs/week, sometimes as high as 40. almost a full-time job! how 'bout you? almost all i masturbate to is masturbation tumblrs, masturbation vids, and my own huge stash of porn. it's never, ever enuf. brother, the more we masturbate, the more we want to masturbate even more. this is the incredible gift we get from penis.