why i havent posted in oh god has it really been like three months
i have this habit of talking to myself and basically writing a post out loud when i get worked up. usually this can take like twenty minutes to an hour if im sufficiently worked up. i started this tumblr to try to channel and focus that happening but it doesnt work very well because its much more fun to stand up and pace back and forth talking to an invisible audience than it is to sit still and tap buttons on a big board of buttons
maybe i can fix that












