How do I leave this blank?

Secondary blog to share the thoughts I don't want everyone to see. 36/m

[somethingclever789]

This will likely be replaced. Side blog, separate from the regular one just so I can explore Tumblr's fun side. Minors and ageless blogs DNI. I will block you. (I'm stealing a lot of ideas from other blogs. Sue me.)

Recently learned I like pet play, spit, age gap (within reason, and always legal) and audio kink is a huge one. Learning about new kinks I'm into.

Also going to try my hand at erotic writing. It's mostly going to be fantasies I've had.

You probably shouldn't DM me unless you have serious issues. I'll just lie and manipulate to get what I want.

[somethingclever789]

Brain is doing the thing. What if I just delete this?

There are more than enough asshole guys hitting on women on the internet, lying to them. More than enough blogs to like porn gifs and girls talking about masturbating.

I don't really contribute anything. This isn't a self deprecation post, farming for engagement. I'm really talking out loud to help me work it out. This blog existing doesn't help anyone, it doesn't produce anything of value.

It is simply a crutch. I use it to convince myself I'm not a total creep, relative to the other guys creeping in girls accounts. That maybe being nice will make me feel some kind of connection.

I feel so detached from everyone all the time. I thought it was something akin to object permanence: I spend time with people and have fun, and then they're gone and I feel nothing but loneliness and isolation. Like they were simply humoring me.

I think I thought if I stuck around here, made some friends, it would help. But it's just another level of lonely isolation I feel. I dont want to lash out at people, they didn't do this to me. But I feel frustration when I see them happy, or sad. And I abhor seeing so many sweet, misunderstood women be attacked and abused by men that don't understand why they're angry. If I ever became that kind of person, I hope someone puts me out of my misery. And I feel like people get tired of me and move on, and it makes me feel like my guardedness is justified.

This is turning into a ramble. I have a lot of feelings, and most of them are unresolved. Either this post or this blog will disappear.

[blackkjoystick]

[somethingclever789]

AHHHHHHHHHHH

[olderbootbutch]

when she looks so cute and innocent lying on her tummy in bed reading on her phone but then you realize she is scrolling that filthy tumblr shit again and grinding her pussy down into the mattress. and well. what do you do with that? that's not exactly good girl behavior is it? if she's that needy it kind of hurts your feelings when she goes to tumblr instead of coming to you, isn't that right? maybe you should make her read that shit out loud. maybe she ought to have to tell you exactly what it is that's got her all squirmy and wet like this, exactly what kind of slut she thinks she wants to be. make her tell you who's got her feeling this way. and maybe she needs a spanking to remind her what bad girls get. press a vibe to her desperate little clit and slap her ass red and make her keep reading until she's got tears in her eyes and she can't see the screen anymore and the only word she has left in her is "please".

[somethingclever789]

Send me porn you want to recreate with me.

[wildermouse]

current mood: I need to explore a deep misty forest very far away

[daddysbadbabe]

REBLOG if you are thinking of masturbating, you are masturbating or just got done masturbating.

[lesbianboyfriend69-deactivated2]

big spoon groping little spoon in their sleep. you agree. reblog.

[cnc-pet]

Being into degradation and cnc makes it so hard to find blogs that are actually devoted to healthy and consensual experiences and not thinly veiled misogyny, homophobia, or transphobia

So, uh... please reblog this if you’re a cnc or degradation blog that also respects consent, aftercare, and people of all orientations and identities

[frijolpapi]

I love when girls sit all the way on the dick and start grinding on it like they’re scooting a chair

[dem0nd0mx-deactivated20260504]

hold her head with both hands and use her mouth like a fleshlight

[somethingclever789]

What if I don't want to fuck my hand? What if I want to fuck yours? The intimate warmth of our bodies so close together. You get to decide how fast or slow I go. You get to watch me grow more feral and desperate. I want to feel yours lips pressed to my ear saying gross things to me until you decide I can cum.

[somethingclever789]

My timeline is all over the place tonight. Tumblr having a little spasm.

[x0xdarkx0x]

[d0e-eyed-des]

Bf that puts you in a head lock and smooshes you with his biceps 🤝 gf who suffocates you with her thighs and covers you in bitemarks

[fidan-532025]

[somethingclever789]

I want someone so needy that she pushes me onto the bed and gets my dick out. Makes love to my cock with her mouth. Teases me and tortures me slowly, until she decides it's time to straddle me. Grinding me against her lips, bringing me right to the edge and stopping. Impaling herself so mind numbingly slowly my breath catches every time she moves. Rides me and talks dirty and points to spots on her body she wants me to put my mouth. I want her to take control and be in control and take care of me.

Lots of other things come to mind, but this is the gist of it.