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everyone's advise is "oh, you're only 21 everyone feels that way "

well I've felt this weight for years upon years nothing fucking helps everyone tells me I deserve better & treats me like shit Jesus I thought last year was lit fucking karma swinging crystals with silly string

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when the "love of your life" becomes another face you're just ducking from on open streets used to call them our own now as I watch countless sunsets surfers bobbing heads wave after wave I know It was all just a pretty lie decorated in all those flowers I picked pressed in a notebook next to your name I want to watch them burn mirroring this fire beneath my ribcage but it is nothing already known that with the hopeless ash my stomach will churn. it's all I have ever known to burn it all, to hide from this pain forever

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