𝓢𝓸𝓷𝔂𝓪 🩹♡

[sonayi]

[sonayi]

thoughts 💭

i don't wanna live the way i don't want to. i've noticed that almost everything i do in my life makes me sad. i feel like im wasting time even if i do "useful" things. i know there are many things in the world that make life worth living for, but what's the point if i'll never see or feel most of it because of my laziness and apathy. i don't wanna die or something, i just wanna feel good and normal. why am i ruining my own life if i have many opportunities. i hate the way i live, i hate my friends, i hate my family, i hate myself, i hate everything. however, i still wanna believe in love, believe that someday i'll heal

[sonayi]

my phone hates me

[suburbanrequiem]

[sonayi]

[sonayi]

my every post here keeps flopping and my obsession with internet popularity gets worse

i wonder what should i do to get the attention i want

i wanna post just for fun but i can't..

[sonayi]

i have an idea for my new art i can't sleep 🫩

[reputing-deactivated20231019]

[sonayi]

Come on, girl, it's a plastic knife

And you'll feel nothing like you did last night

[dollscentrose]

[saudadebunny]

[sonayi]

i love buying cute clothes and never wearing them because i don't go out

[barbifranco]

[girltalk]

𝑠𝑜𝑚𝑒 𝑑𝑎𝑦𝑠 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑏𝑟𝑎𝑣𝑒𝑠𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔

𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑤𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑑𝑜 𝑖𝑠 𝑘𝑒𝑒𝑝 𝑔𝑜𝑖𝑛𝑔

[pantie-sniffer]

[bugsinpinkcum]

[sonayi]

tomorrow to-do list:

- take a shower