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"I just want you to be happy" i don't know what that fucking means

restarterror

I am easily replaceable

anger----issues

fucking christ it is taking every last shred of self restraint for me not to kill myself right now

like to be clear im going to be fine im not going to no need to worry about me but FUCK dude

#it hasn't been this bad in a hot second

Doing bad doing bad doing bad doing bad doing bad doing bad doing bad going bad

nothing feels real I feel like a scared little kid I'm still just a kid everything is happening so much but it doesn't feel permanent

I want to ~fucking kill myself~

I want to snarl and bite and tear and kill and die need to chew and rip and rend and burn and run and drive and scream until my throat is shredded and my head hurts hot and pounding I want to throw and break and overturn and destroy need to punch the walls til my knuckles are raw and split and bleeding

#having a fucking meltdown and i have no valid reason why

sialyxz

𝕍𝕖𝕤𝕤𝕖𝕝 For my art trade with DaxIsDead ✦

raeiyyn

on loneliness

Amy Dunne // Nickie Zimov // Carol Lee, To Die For // Marie Alsing // Anne Sexton, A Self Portrait in Letters // As Tears Go By (1988) dir. Wong Kar Wai // Fyodor Dostoevsky in a letter to his wife Anna Dostoevsky, 28 August 1879 // Aron Wiesenfeld // Margaret Atwood, from "Thoughts From Underground"

sxcietyfeels

finding a label didnt make me feel free, it just made me feel imprisoned.

#vent art #pride art #sort of?#i keep coming back to aromantic (or some variation thereof) but i dont find comfort in it #it just feels like loneliness is inevitable #it's not that i dont want a relationship #its that i can never satisfy a partner because i dont understand the expectations of romance #what feels fine and content to me is grating for someone else #and i know- i KNOW- i just need to find a partner who is willing to work with me and be open in communication and has similar goals to me #it just feels like no matter what i do ill always mess it up #i think its probably closer to a microlabel like lith/akoi though #because like. i do get crushes (i think? i dont know how to distinguish between a romantic and platonic crush) i just.#relationships are weird. romantic and platonic lines are already so blurred for me that i dont really understand them?#like i'd be totally cool kissing and snuggling with friends but apparently that's supposed to be a romantic relationship only thing?#but relationships are just like friendships to me and that frustrates people and i dont know how to fix it?#i've been told that it doesnt feel like we're in a relationship but i dont???? know what thats supposed to feel like???#idk man

you ever just want to fucking kys? not for any one reason in particular, and somehow for all of them at once?

gingerhaze

wombshaker

one thing i realized a while ago is that some crushes are better left as crushes. sometimes, you only like someone because you don’t know enough about them to dislike them.

westindianjawn-deactivated20210

it be the most disappointing shit after years and you finally learn they really not all that

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