"Even silence is good with You"

26/ WANDERER/ she-her / Hungary / NATURE💚 / MOUNTAINS / WILDFLOWERS / Art / Buses/

[soundingtheseventh81]

When did I know it was very serious?

When we were cuddled up in his bed, he was hugging me tight from behind.

I was crying silently.

He asked me what is in my head.

All I could say was "If you would strangle me with the blanket right now, it would be so peaceful."

I am so sorry someone "has to" hear these things. I'm sorry this was all I could think of. Sometimes I'm sorry for being me, like this.

I know You love me still. I still do not know what are these highs and lows, but I'm trying, I promise.

[soundingtheseventh81]

We had a conversation where You were explaining how tiring it is sometimes for You. That You are trying to fill my soul with good energy and love and You need some time to recharge Yourself, too.

I was at a very low point, feeling like a broken glass, whenever it gets filled it keeps leaking very quickly, becoming empty again.

"-You cannot keep pouring into a broken glass...

-Then what happens to the glass?

-It remains empty.

-A broken glass can be mended so it can be filled again."

And that, my Love, is a moment I knew You are truly different.

[thepeacefulgarden]

[oliveforluv]

Inactive the last few days because i was sad i didnt advance to nationals this past weekend. This quote means a lot to me right now, ill take this as a learning experience and do better next year!

[positiveseed]

[a-path-by-the-moon]

[thereadmind]

[a-path-by-the-moon]

[5555ilenthill]

[enii]

There will be days💕

[matineaux-deactivated20260222]

kind of weird how parts of your soul are left in various locations without any warning… like yes i’m always at the top of that hill, sitting at the bus stop, in the cool light of the Japanese restaurant, standing at the pier etc etc

[temerityofthesea]

you leave a piece of your soul behind but get to take memories in return

[narabelle]

Love can be the most liberating, painful, exhilarating, crushing feeling a person can feel.

[lipikkawrites]

Sometimes courage means holding on. Sometimes courage means letting go.

-@lipikkawrites

[missinyouiskillingme]

maybe you weren’t the one for me but deep down I wanted you to be

[lipikkawrites]

Time does not heal your grief, it teaches you to how to wear it.

-@lipikkawrites

[florifer]

will i always be this angry?

[soul-from-another-era]

Holding on to hurt.