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here’s hoping this doesnt end up being a mistake.

I don’t know what to do.

I miss the friendship. The absence hurts. I don’t know how to fix it, and I feel more and more like I don’t deserve him anyways.

Maybe I should just...let it go.

If he’s unhappy now, and he was unhappy when we were together...maybe he’ll be happier overall if I just step out of his life altogether.

#[[IC.]]

cantoutrunshit‌:

*heck.. i love you

i love you too, dummy.

#now come here so i can cuddle ya.#cantoutrunshit #[[IC.]]

cantoutrunshit‌:

*nyeh,,

*i never have anything better to do

well

that makes two of us, then. if ya want to hang out with me, remember the answer is always ‘yes please’ unless i say something else at the time

#instead of laying on the floor there you could lay on the floor here #give Cake TWO things to trip on #cantoutrunshit #[[IC.]]

cantoutrunshit‌:

*i,, ya know, i put in my mind the conscious thought to be like “yeah i should ask to hang out” and then i never do. all the time.

*i get that you wanna say youre the same way, but you have a reason to be. i just.. suck

you don’t suck.

and my reason is usually that others have better things to do.

#can we agree that we're both bad at hanging out and try to do better in future?#since we disagree on everything else #[[IC.]]#cantoutrunshit

cantoutrunshit‌:

*’every second’ is a bit of a stretch— i just

*we dont talk that much,,

*we dont hang out a lot

*idk but i just.. feel terrible about it

*like im back on my bullshit where i didnt speak to you for weeks…

thats not all on you, py’. i ain’t been talking to people as much as i used to, myself. its probably a combination of doubts, depression, an’ bad timing.

#cantoutrunshit #[[IC.]]

Don’t let memes get you down too, Py’.

You’ve been doing just fine. Ya don’t have ta be around every second ta be a good boyfriend.

#[[IC.]]

You’re not a terrible boyfriend.

#[[IC.]]

think i’m gonna see if i can find a look i’m more comfortable with.

#[[IC.]]

s’ honestly too late for that, bud. so i think i’m gonna head to bed.

if im lucky, i’ll feel better about things tomorrow.

#sorry for bringing the mood down #night bro.#[[IC.]]

pickyourbones replied to your post: “i thought it might be too much, even if it wasn’t meant to be...” :

don't go deleting smth unless u rly want to man, maybe find some tags to use instead?

added a suggestive and nsfw tag to it.

now i’m just gonna pretend i never posted it, same as that last picture when an anon forced me ta take a picture with my shirt off.

#[[IC.]]

wait

there’s no point in taking it down, either. its already made rounds.

#guess i'll die.#[[IC.]]

i thought it might be too much, even if it wasn’t meant to be suggestive, even when told it should be fine and i should have stuck with my gut instinct.

fuck.

#i made sure to pick a top that covered decently and i tried not to show too much of my pelvis but i guess it didn't matter.#[[IC.]]

You’ve always been a genius.

#[[IC.]]

I remembered something last night.

A lot of somethings, actually.

The...battle in the judgement hall. From before. It was disorienting. Kinda ‘felt’ how a song sounds when it skips on your MP3, because you played it too much. Parts don’t make sense, the thing dodged shit it shouldn’t have known about. I guess it was probably the ‘reloads’ i was told about in the past

...

i remember stuff they talked about. how i demanded an explanation for why they killed almost everyone. why they killed sans.

they did it because they were ‘there’, and wouldn’t get out of the way. not because they were personally wronged, or something. we were just in the way, standing in front of them when they wanted to go somewhere else

that’s the coldest, emptiest reason i can think of for killing someone

not out of revenge

not out of fear

not even because they felt challenged

they just want to go from one place to another in a straight line

and the way they looked at me...how their eyes were

they were looking in my direction, but they didn’t really see me. it was more like they looked right through me. i was that insignificant.

even while i was trying to pass judgement. while i was trying to get through to them. for a while, i thought, maybe, their LV had gotten so high they were incapable of feeling anything good anymore. no mercy. no happiness.

but thinking back on it..

...i wonder if they felt anything at all.

maybe, even though i could grab what was there physically

maybe they were soulless in the worst way.

#[[IC.]]

I’ve changed.

Me and Pyro haven’t hung out enough for him to really see that. I’m afraid, that if we start dating, he won’t like it as much as he would have if

.

if i was still the same as when we hung out before everything.

#[[IC.]]

Don’t thank me.

Just find the happiness you deserve.

#[[IC.]]

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