You can hide the packaging.
You can vacuum the crumbs.
You can wash your mouth.
You can take a nap to reset.
You can wipe everything clean.
You can get rid of the smell.
You can act like you never ate it.
But your body remembers.

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You can hide the packaging.
You can vacuum the crumbs.
You can wash your mouth.
You can take a nap to reset.
You can wipe everything clean.
You can get rid of the smell.
You can act like you never ate it.
But your body remembers.
relapsing with ana is fun for like 2 weeks until your body actually has signs of malnutriton rip
why does my face get red af when I do cardio
it makes me feel like the fattest filthy animal ever
Im thinking if I should have a small ice cream cone before hitting leg day at the gym today because last week I felt weak... thoughts?? I normally do OMAD Dinner after working out
maybe its the lightheadedness from starving but I felt so euphoric after cardio on the weekend it literally felt like I was high
Tutorial on how to binge and ruin your weeks progress:
So up until saturday I was on track perfectly, then came my bfs moms birthday party... Staturday morning I had a little lunch wrap with some fruits to stick to my 2MAD diet. Everything was fine until we got to the party at around 6 pm. I ate 1 sausage and a spoonful of each salad (potato, pasta and rice salad). All good. All on track. Then they put little breadsticks and dips on the table. I already knew that was a bad idea and ate some of them. Nothing too crazy though - I was still in check. During the party I drank a bit of alcohoi but because I have such a high tolerance it was pointless tbh. Anyways. Someone of these 50 year old guests whipped out a fucking joint and they started drunkenly passing it around. I smoke regularly but it ALWAYS triggers a binge so I stopped for my wl. Stupid me did not think it through when I was handed the J i had a few puffs. I felt it fast and I felt the hunger growing. Long story short, I had more chips and breadsticks and when we finally left the party and got home, I binged at home. Sweets, Bread with butter, watermelon and ice cream. The whole fucking roster of "ruin everything". It was not as much as I usually binge on because I was not prepared and did not have everything home I usually binge on but still, it was enough to kill every deficit I had earned that week. Worst of all, I woke up the day after FEELING hungry !!!!!!!! Sunday was not a binge so to say, but I snacked throughout the day and we had pizza for dinner which made me realise what I had done. I did go to the gym in the morning and went on the stairmaster to burn a bit off, but damn I could have never ever burned the shit I consumed. I strive to do better this week, but it was honestly on my mind to just give up and give into the cycle of breaking my habits. Not this time though. This is just the beginning.
⭐Weekly Recap - we lost the plot ⭐
I was honestly contemplating deleting this blog because I failed so hard but maybe knowing how shitty I've done thsi week will help others sooo.. ⭐ Weigh in: ⭐ (i weighed 3 times bc it fluctuated like crazy yesterday): Around 62 kg / 136 (about 0.3 kg / 0.5 lbs gain)
⭐ I did NOT reach my weekly goals ⭐
✅ OMAD Mon-Fri
✅ Gym 2 times (did 3 times!)
❌ 2 long walks (only did one)
❌ 1 hour bike ride (did none)
❌ 2 1 hour dance sessions (did none)
❌ 2MAD on weekend (you don't want to know....) ❌ no snacking
--> Soooo ... what I learned was 1. I need to change my goals according to my schedule. It was crazily hot that week and I had a social outing every single day but once so I had virtually no time and not the weather to walk/bike. I could've danced tho thats on me. And 2. never EVER eat when not hungry. wtf was I thinking. I will post a storytime how the weekend turned into an absolute bingefest in another post so I guess check it out to feel better about yourself.
the sorrow when I realized the monster energy I grabbed this morning wasn't zero
nobody talk to me right now
maybe I'm not ana enough but anything below 10 cal is no cal sorry
lowkey I haven't gotten my steps in bc its so fucking hot outside and I have a social outing EVERY DAY after work this week
At least being booked and busy makes me unable to eat before like 7 pm lol
the fact that my boyfriend said "you look good already you don't need to lose weight" instead of "you will die when you lose more" just shows me that I'm not where I need to be yet.
Motivation
I was at a birthday party yesterday and had 1 slice of pizza and 2 small pieces of cake as my OMAD.
Is it normal that I felt really nauseous after? I was so close to eating something to make myself feel better but I didn't so yay!
Hey people, I keep seeing ‘give tips for not bInging’ kind of posts so I wanted to make a master post of my tips while I have too much free time.
-Weirdly (and I know most of us won’t be happy by hearing this) what helps with preventing the bInges the most is eating, but controlled eating.
-Learn your own habits. Why do you bInge? For example; I mostly bInge while watching tv, during evening hours. Set up a plan according to your habits. You bInge during evenings? Adjust your f4sting hours to break your f4st during the evening, and plan ahead what you will be breaking your f4st with.
-You bInge because you crave sweets? Have some fruit, protein bars or whatever sweet thing is (even if it’s only kind of) safe for you in your kitchen for emergencies. You bInge because you crave chips? Have some chickpeas or sliced cucumbers ready in your kitchen in case. Try to satisfy the craving with a better option before it turns into a bInge.
-Try to condition your mind: if your mind says ‘I want to bInge on sweet things-’, you add up to that by saying ‘Okay, but only after I eat this peach. If I still want to bInge afterwards, then we will see’. 80 percent of the time, giving yourself time to think and getting some sugar in your bloodstream works.
-If you are in a worse situation, where having a safe food won’t stop you, then the only thing that can help is not having high-kcal foods in the house. If you are in a family living situation where food is always present, then welp, there is nothing to do about this. You can just promise yourself to do better next time, then do better next time.
-To do better next time: Pinpoint what got you to that point. Maybe you did a very long f4st before that bInge, or you did shorter f4sts back to back. Then shorten your f4sting times, or add more hours between f4sting. Not everyone can or has to do 4 day or a week long f4st, maybe that long isn’t for your body. There is no shame in it.
-Perhaps you were triggered by emotional turmoil or an existing food in the house? This doesn’t come from a habit, but a situation, which is better(?) in a sense. If you are easily triggered by emotions, allow yourself a bit more calories than usual during emotional events or bad times. I am not talking about e4ting a bag of chips, but maybe having a handful of chips before the craving turns into a bInge.
If you were triggered by existing food: Throw it away or give it away if you can. (I used to take food in my room to both look like I am e4ting, and to get rid of triggering food. Put them in a secret trash bag and cover them in either cigarette ashes or cat litter so I can’t stomach to eat them)
-Another reason to bInge is losing motivation. Not easy, but try to remember where you started and why you are doing this. Put up thIInspo pics on the fridge or pantry if you can(I know it’s hard to do unless you are living alone). Make a ‘before bInge’ list in your diary/phone notes, and make a habit of reading it whenever you feel like bInging, write all the reasons you are doing this in there.
-A quick fix tip for any of the above reasons: Get your hands dirty. Open a package of clay and dip your wet hands in it, start making something. Pour some cleaning product over the bathtub and get your hands in there. Wash the insides of your trashcan. Put vaseline on your hands (self-care?). Start a fingerpainting or oil painting. Anything that can cover or stain your hands that will make you unable to touch f00d, and will take time to wash it off works. This can help you; as you wash hands, you might be able to snap yourself out of it.
-BInge attacking the fridge/pantry because of low blood sugar? Lie down, suck on a sugar cube. I am not talking about those 0 kcal gum or candy without real sugar. I am talking about an actual 19 kcal sugar cube people put in their tea and coffee. Let it melt under your tongue, then take small sips from a glass of water until it is done. Chances are you will feel too nauseous to bInge afterwards.
Warning: These should be all taken with a grain of salt, because they are things that worked for me, but it might not be the same for everyone. Thank you for reading!
Okay sooooo
my bf confronted be about tumblr last night and he was concerned bla bla bla. I appreciate his concern but then again - I won't lose any of this weight without some sort of motivation. The "healthy" way has never ever worked well for me so LET ME DO MY THING and then it will all be well! Anyways. I agreed with him to delete the app and he will watch my habits closer. I could at least convince him that the OMAD Mon-Fri works well for me (which it does tbh!!) so he accepts that, weekends will still be a challenge but oh well. I can only write from my work PC (I know if HR is gonna see this I will get fired lmao) but I am not gone and will update sporadically. I will still do weekly recaps at least and probably check in every once in a while here. WIth how it's going right now I might be able to be at my gw in autumn. Love yall!!!!
Im gonna kms my bf found my tumblr lol
🌟 Weekly Recap
Weigh in: 61.7kg / 136 lbs
I lost around 2 kg / 5 lbs of water weight in my fist week <3
🌟 GOALS RECAP
I reached all of the goals I set for this week:
✅️ OMAD Mo-Fri
✅️ go biking once
✅️ 2 long walks (even did 3!)
✅️ No more than 3 meals on weekends
✅️ two one hour Just Dance sessions
✅️ 10 km hike today
✅️ no snacking
Really proud of myself. Bc of my bf not everything went like I planned but I didn't let myself get triggered by it and just kept going!
Next week my goals with OMAD will be the same, just 2MAD on Weekends.