* SEEING THE TRUTH!

i'm just a silhouette; a lifeless face that you'll soon forget. indie & private doug from the d-gray man reverse novel: the 49th name scribed by isa established 2/1/17. remade 8/21/17.

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i’m archiving this blog and starting over

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if you want me, you can find me over @paiintedpetals. i’m keeping my blogs, though. in case i want to come back to them someday.

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i’m keeping doug’s and deak’s and cross’ blogs single. i just. i’ve made too much progress. in other words, they’re not going to the multi.

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yo, so i caved and just decided to put my active muses on a multimuse. if you’d be interested in interacting with any of these muses, could you like or reblog this? thank you and have an excellent day or night!

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my anxiety is getting the better of me.

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spitelived replied to your post:

tbh the way i see it is: he’s a fictional character aND he’s ur muse. u can do w/e u want with him and if anyone thinks otherwise they can stay in their own lane

thank you. this helped my anxiety a bunch so just... i appreciate it.

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infrcngible -- ( LENALEE )

She’s going to very slowly creep around to the other side of the pillar so that she can slip behind him…And rest her hands over his eyes. In the hopes of not startling him too badly, she answers him now. “Is that your final answer?” 

    there’s a small squeak from him as her hands cover his eyes and he can’t help the small smile that paints his lips. he can’t help the giggles either, giving a small nod.  “ it is. who else could it be, hmm? ”

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Muses change and people do too! It's alright!

thank you, anon. i know it sounds silly, but… reassurance for this kind of thing is always nice because i’ve been falsely accused before so. thank you a bunch.

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i think doug’s bisexual with a strong preference for men, but then again... i’m scared to change his sexuality because i’m afraid some people would take it as i’m homo.phobic, but i’m not. please don’t think that for a minute. so in other words, it’d be nice to have some reassurance that you guys won’t think that.

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infrcngible -- ( LENALEE )

Ah…He hasn’t been sent on a mission in some time now, has he? Undoubtedly he’s growing antsy– 

“Doug!” And now she’s going to conceal herself behind a nearby pillar. Childish? Absolutely. But they’ve all been adults at too young an age for far too long now.

    he hears lenalee’s voice and turns around only to not see her and he’s confused. pale blue eyes reflect that confusion as his brows furrow for a moment before he inches a little closer to the pillars since that’s where the voice seemingly came from.

    “ l-lenalee? is that you? ”

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i’m starting to question doug’s sexuality again

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Comes over to hug the bro

    just leans into them with a soft sigh.

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    he’s sulking. he doesn’t have anything else better to do.

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don’t come looking for me because you won’t be able to find me. toodles!

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so anyway, i’m done with today and my family and the whole fucking town i live in and loudmouthed yipyap dogs and brats and people who don’t know what the fuck they’re doing.

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maybe i just need to get over myself.

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anyway, i’m hella on edge.