♱ welcome ♱

alone in my room, between two worlds.

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Just a reminder that it's never to late to start recovery. No matter how many times you've relapsed, no matter how many times you've tried, you can begin to recover again. No one is a lost cause

[the90smoviefox]

᯽ Julia Stiles Behind-the Scene Polaroids for // 🎬 10 Things I Hate About You, 1999 ᯽

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I will be happy again. I will. In time my now will be the past, and I’ll be looking forward to a new future. I will be happy again

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mourning all the lives I could have led before I became bound to you.

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It’s me and my doc martens against the world

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all I have left in my mind is the urge to scratch words out onto paper until my soul bleeds with the ink of how you made me feel.

[shakespearesdaughters]

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and how do I act pure when you defiled me so? how can I remain good, when inside me is littered with so much of your anger.

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a big part of who I am is who I am not.

[bratze-blog]

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the inner turmoil that ensues when a single comment from someone sends you spirally. I’ve been recovered for so long and it’s scary how quickly it all shatters. am I not as recovered as I thought? or no matter how much better I become, will this always be a struggle?

[x3nshit]

one thing i need to start living by is “become the thing that you want” if i want friends who throw themed parties maybe i should start throwing those parties. if i want someone who writes me love letters maybe i should start writing letters for the people i love. if i want to hang out at museums and pretty cafes maybe i should invite my friends to these places. and maybe even then i won’t find the kind of people i want to be around. but then i would have become the exact person i want to be around. and maybe that’s good enough.

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i need to spend less time on apps like tiktok. the instant gratification is rotting my brain and dwindling my attention span

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Street scene in Bléré, Touraine region of France

French vintage postcard

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happy valentine's! 🫀💐🍫

you too ♡

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nurse butchered my veins trying to draw blood

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the church where my grandparents are buried