I wish people would understand that I'm not a very social person, that I can only deal with so much, people that's supposed to be my friends care more about there issues and problems to even think about how I'm feeling, I've always had mental issues but now after giving birth it's even worse, reaching out feels like I'm being burned, beaten, stabbed and burned alive. It feels like I'm constantly in the painful state of drowning..I don't even care about air anymore, I'm tired of screaming out in pain only to get slapped in the face because of how I feel...KICK ME OUT OF THIS FUCKING SOLAR SYSTEM!!! IM SO TIRED OF DROWNING!!





















