2 years ago I lived an awful trauma after I lost a very close person who was brutally murdered. ⠀
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I had a clinical depression ever since and the world of my art is the only thing that helps me float and not drown. I don't have any youtube channels, I can't get my books published as it's kinda utopia in Russia, I just keep writing and drawing. I do have a Deviantart page though.⠀
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Therapy is way to expensive, and any metal disorder is really stigmatized and very bad treated in my country, thus I end up fearing to tell anyone I was suicidal. I was just living my dark nightmare ansolutely alone, with no help but a lot of stigma from those who know me as a strong person. ⠀
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I had a very low moment... well, a very low period of my life - till the dayI found Corpse and his channel. I felt like I wasn't actually alone who can feel this way. ⠀
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Corpse_husband, I just wanted to say that I really like you the way you are. Maybe you've heard it a lot, but I feel you. What's inside your head is really close to me. The way you have courage to speake up about what you feel made me stronger and helped me to start my own treatment. ⠀
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So what I wanna say is THANK YOU. Your music is really intense, but I feel every word you sing, every word you write🖤⠀
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I guess if you see this art that's gonna be a goddam miracle, but hey, still, I'm happy I took my courage to draw this and teg you.⠀
