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Real Talk

In case I "commit suicide", I'll tell you something very important: I did try to commit suicide back when I was about 10 years old because of people who harrassed me. I later realized however, that it wasn't worth it one bit. Life goes on and I know there are more good things in the world than there are bad. So there you go. If I die because I "killed myself", suspect the government immediately.

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Real Talk:

If I ever disappear without a trace, it’s probably because I’ve been criticizing the faults of the U.S. government too much. 

Will I regret it? No. I live to make the world better by educating its people. 

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I honestly can’t wait to show Ms. Moore, Mr. Smith, and Seelen my essays. My writing has improved so much over the past three months that I bet they’d be proud of me. 

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And now I'm dreaming about Fiona Warburton singing HSM. Wtf?

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I had a dream about Mr. Smith for about three seconds. I looked up from my schoolwork and there he was, smiling... I miss that man.

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This Song Speaks the Way I Feel Right Now:

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I May Have Been Inspired Again

I hope that the people I mention here would see this someday. 

Over the past few weeks, I have felt ‘gray’---just mindlessly going through the motions. Without anyone to live for but myself and my selfish endeavors, I felt as if I had no purpose in life but to work non-stop. That changed a few days ago, I think; indeed, I may have been inspired again. 

I want to be there for Bronte and Jen when I get older. Yes, I know that they’ll be more successful in life than I’ll ever be, but I still hope I could help them however I can. 

Thank you for giving me a reason to work hard again. 

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Formal Entry #1

8 October 2016 2:12 A.M.

Before I sleep, I would like write my thoughts regarding recent events. 

Bronte

For some odd reason, I want to take care of this person. I can’t quite figure out why, but I really do.

Hate

Hating people is something I avoid whenever possible. However, if you’re just simply rude and arrogant, expect me to treat you like trash the next time I find you. Why do I say this? Well, let’s just say I trusted a specific group of people until they disrespected me. 

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Quick Entry #3

Still waiting for the day I find the right group of people to be with. 

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Lessons I’ve learned this week

People don’t like bad people but get eventually get tired of good ones and take them for granted.

Just be yourself. One way or another, someone’s going to hate whatever you do.

Don’t procrastinate. 

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Note to self #1

If you’re feeling lost of inspiration, remember these people:

Your mother

Ms. Moore

Mr. Smith

Jen

Bronte

These people should be enough reason for you to do your best. 

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Quick Entry #2

25 August 2016

I ran for the first time in forever two days ago and for some reason, my legs decided to wait and kill me today.

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Quick Entry '#1'

24 August 2016

It’s 1:49 A.M.

I just want to say thank you to my mother and her everlasting dedication and love for her children.

Also, for people like Bronte. She made my day yesterday when I saw her. I don’t think anyone was so happy to see me like she was and only God knows how happy she made me.