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we don’t have to be alone in this world, no matter how hard it tries to push us apart. that’s what mia taught me.

independent & selective mia dearden/speedy. low-activity. loved by tia. doc.

miss dearden-queen Fucks, thank you!

it’s called being a fan of mia dea/rden because every single thing in it is MID.

#seen neither hide nor hair of her in a decade? MID.#every mention of her in that time being mostly to say that she's an ex drug addict and to prop up oliver's story? MUH MUH MUH MID.

mia with her attachment issues watching everyone leave her bc of their abandonment issues:

#DON'T DO THAT TO HER #ooc.

thinking about how cuddly mia is.

#if you’re not letting her curl up under your arm what are you doing

gawain-the-tax-evader

He really does like killing people’s ability to taste

#mia: dad stop trying to murder people with your chili #oliver: i am who i am.

speadey

one time when i was like seventeen, i ditched school because my mom had given me drowsy cough medicine the night before to help with a cough (she didn’t know it was drowsy) and i was falling asleep in all of my classes that morning. i called her during our break period to see if i could come home, but she didn’t answer bc she was out working, so i went home at lunch anyways, and i slept for four straight hours and she didn’t notice i’d left school until she came home and saw me asleep at like 3:45pm.

that’s 100% happened with mia and dinah/oliver/felicity, thank you.

speadey

thinking about this and also the fact that mia is the de facto cook whenever oliver isn’t around on the basis that she finds cooking very calming.

#i don’t think she expresses it verbally ever but #she can and does just sit and chop veggies or whatever with dad when he’s cooking #and she’s very good at making makeshift meals out of whatever food she finds in the fridge

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#good morning!#say it back 🔪

one time when i was like seventeen, i ditched school because my mom had given me drowsy cough medicine the night before to help with a cough (she didn’t know it was drowsy) and i was falling asleep in all of my classes that morning. i called her during our break period to see if i could come home, but she didn’t answer bc she was out working, so i went home at lunch anyways, and i slept for four straight hours and she didn’t notice i’d left school until she came home and saw me asleep at like 3:45pm.

that’s 100% happened with mia and dinah/oliver/felicity, thank you.

#mia passed out cold in her bed while everyone thinks she's at school. yeah.

crowley-anthony

30 Day AOS Challenge ● Day 13: Character you wish would return ➼ Bobbi Morse

#with a hero's instincts. ﹐ visuals.

brdiedresources

9-1-1 SENTENCE STARTERS : 2x06-2x08. * change pronouns / tenses as needed !

you think it’s too much?

mission impossible? no?

you have pizza on the new sofa?

he is so cute.

he gets that a lot. you should meet his kid, though.

please tell me there’s a dalmatian around here somewhere.

the morning definitely wasn’t the same without you.

we love the carbs.

to be honest, i just fell into it.

the way they cared for me . . . that’s what kept me alive.

he’s not prickly, he just doesn’t know you yet.

tell me where you are.

these are specs of chocolate and entire worlds at the same time.

my allergies are going crazy today. the index wasn’t high this morning. do you think it’s a new kind of pollen?

who goes to aruba this time of year?

did these beauty queens shrink, or are we suddenly giants?

they’re like the tiniest ladies i’ve ever seen.

you smell like love!

oh, you made him cry!

would you like to hang out and watch a movie?

do you think a ghost called 9-1-1?

no one can wait forever.

hope is a tricky thing. it keeps you going for a while. but, at some point, if what you’re hoping for is never gonna happen, then it’s just holding you back from your life.

it’s hard to know if you’re hanging on for too long, or giving up too soon.

i think you do know. it just may take you some time to admit it to yourself.

what did you need that i didn’t give you?

i needed someone to have my back.

he’s the ghost that haunts my brain.

are you some kind of pirate?

thank you, for keeping me safe.

go to sleep, okay?

the voice in my head keeps saying ‘move on’.

maybe i’m the ghost, lingering here when i should’ve moved on a long time ago.

i’m sure you get ignored all the time.

that’s either gonna go well, or . . . the other thing.

i don’t even know what that means. i’m the one who brings in the mail.

i see the girl who once drank nine shots of jäger and woke up without a hangover.

you are an eternal optimist.

you have to admire her creativity, if nothing else.

that’s my sister.

i’m just trying to be responsible and well-behaved.

that was stupid, but heroic.

i was only thinking of you.

you made me hot mustard.

it’s buffriday.

you were eleven. don’t you have impulse control?

for once, could you do a damn dish?

i can only hope to find something that good.

you don’t find something that good. you make it.

he’s an idiot, but he’s fine.

i just came to check on you.

my life is a work in progress. it’s a mess. i wouldn’t expect anyone to want to take that on.

i really care about you. i just didn’t want you to feel pressured, that i was pushing you into something that you’re not ready for.

you never pushed.

that would never scare me off.

my calendar’s wide open.

you changed your hair?

you didn’t call me because you felt some weird debt, right?

wow, maybe i should’ve called him.

we fall in and out of love.

#prompts.

brdiedresources

RANDOM QUOTES THAT I LIKE SENTENCE STARTERS * change pronouns / tenses as needed !

i realized we’re both working for me.

i loved him, but i didn’t need him.

the world might be forever neutral, but that means hope is just as likely as despair.

sometimes it was beautiful.

perhaps my only real expertise, my only talent, is to endure beyond the endurable.

some questions will ruin you if you are denied the answer long enough.

i should have known that you were the one that stays.

i’m not untouchable anymore, am i?

there is no one with me. i am all by myself.

this was brutality for the sake of brutality.

anyone can do my job, but no one can be me.

i’ll see you in the beginning, friend.

you know the whole story.

the trees are not trees, the birds are not birds and i am not me, but just something that has been walking for a very long time.

i can, because i do.

i don’t belong here anymore.

there’s something disturbing about recalling a warm memory and feeling utterly cold.

i’m the vengeful bitch you scarred on the outside.

i should be dead. and i’m not saying that in some sort of dramatic fashion. i actually should be dead.

she has evolved. not for better or worse. she’s just different.

my blood’s not cold.

your lack of curiosity is merely an extension of your narcissism, your egotistical view of the world. the man i’m looking at right now is as good as he’s gonna get.

i feel unraveled.

i am not returning home.

you have to accept it, because it’s there.

you wanted to stand in the sun, in the bright white light. it blinded you.

you’re attracted to the truth.

what is it that is so special about you? you have so much power over him. he revolves around you.

try and stop me, you jumped up little shit.

i’m not trying to patronize you. it’s just that i care about you, and i just want to make sure that you’re okay. so you know what? it’ll make you feel better. i’ll get you a plate of overpriced food, and i’ll be right back, okay?

regret is unprofessional.

#prompts.

i just think u should braid mia’s hair and/or let her cook for u, and/or cover her with a blanket when she falls asleep on the couch and/or--

#i just love her a lot ok