👻⃠ 𝖼𝖺𝗇 𝘆𝗼𝗎 𝙨𝗲𝗲 t𝘩𝗲𝗺 ؟

are ⠀we ⠀delving ⠀ into ⠀ mysteries ⠀ we ⠀weren’t ⠀meant ⠀ to ⠀know?

[spectsee]

𓏲 ๋࣭ ࣪ ˖ 🕯 #SPECTSEE. ノ independent, private & selective writing blog for DYLAN BAKER, a paranormal investigator & urban explorer original character. following in the footsteps of ; analog horror, midwestern gothic, found footage, liminal spaces & the uncanny. themes typical for the horror genre will be present, proceed with caution. please refer to the rules here. heavily affiliated & single-ship with KURT VOSS.

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𓂘 keep on haunting me: spectik ♡.

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happy pride month!! 💓 dylan WILL be telling everyone they’re not allowed to be mean to him for the month of june lmfao.

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˙ 🕯 ˖ ࣪ edits of kurt voss.

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❥         𝐁𝐄𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐄       𝐒𝐔𝐍𝐑𝐈𝐒𝐄     (    ₁₉₉₅    )     ﹔      please  do  not  add  to  the  post.  you  may  adjust  any  pronouns  as  needed.

do you have any idea what they were arguing about?

have you ever heard that as couples get older, they lose their ability to hear each other?

nature’s way of allowing couples to grow old together without killing each other.

what  are  you  reading?

would you like to come with me?

i went to school for a summer in los angeles.

are you sure? 

no, i’m joking.

and of course you don’t speak any other language, right?

yeah, yeah, yeah. i get it, i get it.

i took french for four years in high school.

so where are you headed?

i’m just traveling around. i’ve been riding the trains for the past two, three weeks.

for instance, you have ideas that you ordinarily wouldn’t have.

what kind of ideas?

you wanna hear one?

i had this idea for a television show.

so it’s like a national geographic program, but on people.

my parents never really spoke of the possibility of my falling in love… or getting married or having children. they wanted me to think of my future as a career. 

i always had a pretty good bullshit detector when i was a kid.

it makes it even harder to officially complain.

you know, even when they’re wrong, it’s this passive-aggressive shit.

i’ve never seen anything like that since.

it just kinda let me know how ambiguous everything was. you know, even death.

i think i’m afraid of death 24 hours a day.

i can’t stop thinking that way.

it’s       it’s exhausting.

you get off here?

i wish i had met you earlier.

i have an admittedly insane idea.

if i don’t ask you, it’s gonna haunt me for the rest of my life.

i want to keep talkin’ to you.

but i feel like we have some kind of connection, right?

you should get off of the train with me.

i’m just as big a loser as he is.

this is kind of weird.

no, i don’t believe you. you’re a bad liar.

it’s “q & a” time.

and you have to answer a hundred precent honestly! 

i pretended that i didn’t like him.

you know, i was so afraid of what i might do.

we kind of wrote these little declarations of love to each other at the end of the summer.

i’ll make note of that.

have you ever been in love?

those are two very different questions.

what if i asked you about love?

i would have lied, but at least i would have made up a great story.

love is a complex issue.

tell me something that really pisses you off. 

i hate being told by strange men in the street to smile. 

they don’t give a shit either.

it’s a totally scattered thought… which is kinda why it makes sense.

do you wanna go and see if that listening booth still works?

look at this. this is beautiful!

quick! it’s leaving.

that meant something to me.

now i’m ten years older and she’s still thirteen. 

and we got       we got a sunset here..

uh, you know, um      

are you trying to say you want to kiss me?

i don’t think it really matters what generation you’re born into.

we still have to deal with the same old shit.

i guarantee you, it was better that way.

how do you know? you don’t know them.

people have these romantic projections they put on everything.

oh, mr. romantic up there on the ferris wheel       ‘oh, kiss me. the sunset. oh, it’s so beautiful.’ 

can i tell you a secret?

come here.

everything we know is stardust.

i hope you don’t take that any more seriously than some horoscope. 

what are you talking about?

it’s so funny how she almost didn’t notice you, huh?

i saw this one a few years ago in a museum. i stared and stared at it, must have been 45 minutes.

look at this one.

his human figures are always so… transitory. 

you think this is open?

i can’t help feeling for all those people that come here, lost or in pain, or guilt. looking for some kind of answers.

it fascinates me how a single place can join so much pain and happiness. 

that’s so wild.

that’s beautiful, i like that.

this is a horrible story.

that’s mean….

would you be in paris by now if you hadn’t gotten off the train with me?

what would you be doing?

i’m having a great time.

i’m so glad because no one knows i’m here, and i don’t know anyone that knows you that would tell me all those bad things you’ve done.

i’ll tell you some.

is that what you want?

something about me bugs you?

may i ask you a question?

i would like to make a deal with you. 

so, uh … were we having our first fight back there?

why does everyone think conflict is so bad?

got your poem.

will you read it to us?

were you looking at that girl?

we haven’t talked about this yet, but…. are you dating anyone?

we broke up about six months ago.

a real prize winner.

it was my first and last session.

you sound like you’ve just been hurt.

you’d like to think that you’re both in all this pain, but really, they’re just, “hey, i’m glad you’re gone.”

what? you wanna stop talking about this?

i saw a documentary on that.

what are you complaining about? 

loving someone, and being loved, means so much to me.

i always make fun of it and stuff, but isn’t everything we dream in life a way to be loved a little more?

yeah. i don’t know.

sometimes it seems silly, like it would ruin my whole life.

it’s not just a fear of commitment or that i’m incapable of caring or loving, because.. i can.

if there’s any kind of magic in this world, it must be in the attempt of understanding someone, sharing something. 

i know, it’s almost impossible to succeed… but who cares, really? 

are you crazy?

i think that’s when i fell for __.

he’s kind of tall and he’s a little clumsy.

i like to feel his eyes on me when i look away.

as the night went on, i began to like __ more and more.

i’m afraid they’re scared of me. 

you know me, i’m the most harmless person. the only person i could really hurt is myself.

i think __ is crazy about you.

are you going to see __ again?

i didn’t wanna see anybody i knew. i just wanted to be a ghost, completely anonymous.

so are you okay now?

how did you meet?

i thought everything i said sounded so stupid.

i feel like this is some dream world we’re in, you know?

after tomorrow morning, we’re probably never gonna see each other again, right?

you don’t think we’ll ever see each other again?

now let’s just be rational adults about this.

it’s the only way. 

we’ll just make tonight great.

we should do some kind of handshake.

now the only thing we’re gonna think of is when we’re gonna have to say goodbye tomorrow.

we could say goodbye now. then we wouldn’t have to worry about it.

you’re gonna grab the glasses. i’m gonna get the wine.

for the greatest night in your life.

but i’m happy to be with you.

you couldn’t possibly know why a night like this is so important to my life right now.

do you think we’ll have others like this?

usually, it’s myself that i wish i could get away from.

being with you, uh, has made me feel like i was somebody else.

do you know what i want? to be kissed.

well, i can do that.

i don’t think we should sleep together.

i mean, i want to, but since we’re never gonna see each other again, it’ll make me feel bad.

i’ll wonder who else you’re with. i’ll miss you.

let’s see each other again.

no, i don’t want you to break our vow just so you can get laid.

i don’t wanna just get laid.

you don’t want to see me again?

listen. if somebody gave me the choice right now of to never see you again or to marry you? i would marry you.

people have gotten married for a lot less.

why do i make everything so complicated?

you have a dog? i love dogs.

we’re back in real time.

oh, wow.

i’m gonna take your picture so i never forget you.

somethin’ like that.

i think it would be the opposite for me.

i think i can really fall in love when i know everything about someone. 

oh, no. we missed it.

i guess this is it.

have a great life. have fun with everything you’re gonna do.

well, i hate this.

all this bullshit we were talkin’ about       about not seeing each other again? i don’t wanna do that.

i was waiting for you to say something.

i was afraid maybe you didn’t wanna see me. 

listen, whaddya wanna do?

maybe we should meet here in five years or something.

five       five years? that’s a long time.

it’s a train ride for you. i gotta fly all the way over here, but i’m gonna be here.

say goodbye.

[spectsee]

another thing that i should probably add to that hc is that... dylan is a supernatural magnet. he founds himself around vampires, werewolves, fae, etc--- and, again, does not realize differences to these people. he really believes this is just their weird niche.

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dylan is a clairvoyant. he has the ability to see spirits, speak with them, and interact with them. however, he does not realize that they are dead. he goes into an abandoned building and sees people everywhere? @ his stream chat: you guys, i am so going to get arrested. people live here. his chat seeing a ton of empty space on their screens. he is genuinely convinced they are alive and just really like the vintage aesthetic.

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i miss eating fries so bad < / 3

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do not ask dylan for a place to stay the night. if you do, you will wake up at like 8am with varied oldies music while he makes breakfast. and he will be singing... i'm so sorry to anyone that thinks it is a safe space.

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hey thief, heard ya ate my cheese?

                   “    woah,    hey buddy—    hasn’t    anyone    told    you    that    you    can’t    just    outright    call    someone    a    thief?    kinda    messed    up    of    you,    honestly,    big    cheese.   and    here    i    was!    cheesed    to    meet    ‘ya    and    everything. now my heart is broken, shattered.    ”

[spectsee]

what's new scooby doo plays in dylan's head regularly.

[rotblut]

x

[fairycosmos]

is anyone else haunted LOL. is anyone else feeling the haunt

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i know that nearly all of my solo blogs are single ship, but please know that you guys are able to send them all kinds of prompts < 3 i want more dynamics than just romantic ones. familial ( literal or found family ), people who simply do not get along, friends that fell out, close friends, etc. anything really! i want all of us to get a chance to write together. i just prefer to focus on one ship for my solos atp.

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dylan will never ever be the type to elaborate after speaking. he hardly knows what he's saying tbh! sometimes he is just talking to talk.

[oedipuswrex-deactivated20220905]

¹ .ㅤ‘ dracula ’ .     the following is a compilation of quotes taken from the novel   dracula   by   bram stoker .   adjustments have been made whenever necessary , including any changes to gender specific pronouns .   do not add anything on to these memes .

there are darknesses in life and there are lights, and you are one of the lights.

we learn from failure, not from success.

i am longing to be with you: by the sea, where we can talk together freely and build our castles in the air.

welcome to my house. come freely. go safely; and leave something of the happiness you bring.

i doubt; i fear; i think strange things, which i dare not confess to my own soul.

there is a reason why all things are as they are.

remember my friend, that knowledge is stronger than memory, and we should not trust the weaker.

i want you to believe in things that you cannot.

despair has its own calms.

how blessed are some people, whose lives have no fears, no dreads; to whom sleep is a blessing that comes nightly, and brings nothing but sweet dreams.

loneliness will sit over our roofs with brooding wings.

even if they be not harmed, their heart may fail them in so much and so many horrors; and hereafter they may suffer–both in waking, from their nerves, and in sleep, from their dreams.

the world seems full of good men, even if there are monsters in it.

i sometimes think we must be all mad.

though sympathy alone can’t alter facts, it can help to make them more bearable.

do you not think that there are things which you cannot understand, and yet which are; that some people see things that others cannot?

it is a strange world, a sad world, a world full of miseries, and woes, and troubles.

you don’t know what it is to doubt everything, even yourself.

do you believe in destiny? that even the powers of time can be altered for a single purpose?

oh, my dear, if you only knew how strange is the matter regarding which i am here.

i have learned not to think little of any one’s belief, no matter how strange it may be.

for life be, after all, only a waiting for something else than what we’re doing; and death be all that we can rightly depend on.

but we are strong, each in our purpose, and we are all more strong together.

i have a sort of empty feeling; nothing in the world seems of sufficient importance to be worth the doing.

i could not resist the temptation of mystifying them a bit, i suppose it is some taste of the original apple that remains still in our mouths.

i want to cut off their head and take out their heart.

yes, there is some one i love, though they have not told me yet that they even love me.

[dannydino11]

Okay maybe mama did raise a fool

[ily-a]

THE AMAZING SPIDER-MAN 2 2014, dir. Marc Webb