anyone else feel compelled to be like ââïž âŒïžâ when your birth date is mentioned in either fiction or nonfiction but then sometimes you be watching true crime and itâs like âthe victimâs eviscerated remains were located on november 27thâ and youâre like ah.. birthday.. âïž.. but i am sorry
part of my mini valentineâs day blurb series âcrazy 4 uâ
someone leaves a paper heart on your locker, simon gets a little jealous
sfw, 1.2k, also johnny being annoying
Someone taped a heart to your locker.
Itâs crooked and cut from lined journal paper, the edges sloppily traced with a red marker.
You donât think much of it. You peel it off with a small half-smile and carry it with you as you make your way down to the common room.
It looks exactly as youâd expected in there â the midday sun filters in through the open blinds, no need for the fluorescents overhead. Johnny and Kyle are relaxed into the sofa, legs spread wide, eyes glued to a football match on the TV. Simonâs watching the same game from the arm chair beside them, legs spread, arms folded, tattooed biceps straining against the tight hem of his tee shirtâs sleeves.
Simon notices you immediately as you cross the threshold, then the heart in your hand. He tracks the paper between your fingers like it might detonate, brow furrowed, eyes squinted.
âGot an admirer,â Kyle notices too, already grinning looking to you from over the rim of his mug.
âIt was taped to my locker,â you laugh amusedly through a smile, you wave the paper slightly as if showing it off.
Beside Kyle, Johnny leans forward to squint at it, then lets out a snort of a laugh. âOr some poor bastardâs got the wrong locker. Happens when ye cannae read proper.â He lazily slaps the back of his hand against Kyleâs arm for approval, but Kyle just shakes his head.
You look at him flatly. âThanks for that.â
âAye, well,â he shrugs, settling back into the sofa like heâs just done you a service, âjust savinâ ye the heartbreak.â
You narrow your eyes at him, but thereâs a flicker of amusement there.
âYou sure it wasnât you, Johnny?â you ask, dangling the heart in the space between you, it crinkles between your fingers. âIâve caught you rifling through my locker before.â
He straightens a touch, offended. âThat was one time.â
âIt was twice.â
âAnd I wasnae riflinâ,â he fires back immediately, incriminating himself. âI was conductinâ a tactical acquisition.â
Kyle snorts.
âOh, a âtactical acquisitionâ?â you echo. âOf what exactly?â
âThe good protein bars,â he says without hesitation, pointing at you. âThe chocolate ones. Ye stash âem at the back like theyâre contraband.â
âWell, theyâre mine, so...â
âAye, and I was sufferinâ. Man cannae survive on beige rations alone.â He gestures vaguely toward the heart. âAnd if I were leavinâ ye a Valentine, it wouldnae be this tragic wee thing. Have some respect.â
You tilt your head and wait a beat. âSo⊠youâre sayinâ it wasnât you, then?â you press teasingly.
He scoffs. âChrist, hen. If I were makinâ a move, yeâd know about it.â
You chuckle at him as you spin around, walking toward the electric kettle on the counter.
Thatâs when Simon stands. He doesnât make a show of it. No chair scraping back, no words leave his lips. He just rises, slowly.
Kyle notices first, his grin faltering as he crosses the room to you.
You feel him before you see him, the subtle shift in the air as he steps into your space. Close, but not touching. Close enough that you suddenly become very aware of the paper heart still in your hand. You turn your head as he comes up beside you, tilting your chin to meet his steady gaze â big brown eyes always trying to hide beneath taut fabric.
He briefly throws his chin over his shoulder, eyes landing on Johnny. ââIf you were makinâ a moveâ,â he repeats evenly.
Johnny lifts his hands in mock surrender. âHypothetically, LT.â
Simon hums a response, an unamused thing before his attention shifts back to you.
âWho put it there?â he asks as gently as his body will allow.
You shrug. âIâve no idea.â
His eyes drop to the heart, to your fingers pinched around it, then back to your face. Heâs assessing in that way he canât turn off. It makes your stomach flip.
He reaches for it, and you let him take it without a fuss.
He turns it over like he expects to find a signature or a note to go along with it. When he finds nothing, he folds it carefully down the middle, dragging his thumb nail along to crease as if to set it.
âYou entertaininâ applications now?â he asks, his voice controlled and low enough that it doesnât carry to the other boys who are desperately trying to eavesdrop.
Your pulse jumps, but you match his volume, keeping the conversation just between the two of you. âTo be my Valentine?â
âMm.â
âShould I be?â The corner of your mouth twitches upward.
His thumb brushes your knuckles as he hands the folded heart back, itâs warm, you feel the scratch of a callous. The brief touch lingers on your skin, you have to keep yourself from looking down at the place it just was.
âThinkinâ you know better than that, yeah?â He says, the words come from his chest, rough and sure. They settle low in your belly and spread like an ember that just caught the blow of a breath.
Simonâs stood this close to you before. Closer, even. So close that you remember the weight of him, the way his body crowds you against the bed, the way he says your name when itâs just the two of you. Close enough that you know exactly how solid his chest feels beneath your palms and exactly how his voice sounds when it drops even lower than this, lips pressed against your ear.
You tilt your head and step a fraction closer, your arm pressing softly to his now.
âAnd here I was thinkinâ you liked competition,â you murmur, the corner of your mouth lifting even as that fire begins to lick at your ribs.
His jaw pulses at the hinges once, then twice.
âI donât,â he reminds you.
You let your gaze drift to the folded heart and back up to his eyes. âWell, good thing Iâm not easily impressed then.â You hold it out between your index and middle.
He shifts on his feet, takes the paper back and it disappears into a ball in his hand.
âI know,â he agrees, turning his body into yours, his broad shoulders blocking out the rest of the room. You can see his balaclava twitch with his mouth.
He reaches one hand up like heâs adjusting something that isnât there, his fingers brushing lightly under your chin. Not enough to tilt your head fully, just enough to make you hold his gaze.
âYou beinâ jealous, Si?â you murmur, a grin spreading across your face.
Something very akin to jealousy darkens across his eyes but he doesnât confirm nor deny. He ignores your teasing question in favor of repeating his earlier one, voice low and steady. âYou know better than that, mm?â His thumb pushes against your chin, pinching it between his knuckles.
You can feel a heat crawling across your chest, your breath hitching quietly. âI might,â you whisper, tongue sticky and dry now.
His grip tightens slightly before he drops his hand to his side. âYou do,â he decides.
His shoulders square as he steps back, composure settling over him like armor sliding back into place. The room rushes in again â Johnnyâs voice, Kyleâs laugh â but Simon doesnât look at them.
He looks at you.
Just long enough to remind you exactly where youâll be on this cold Valentineâs night:
In his bed.
With his name on your swollen lips. His skin beneath your nails.