* ! ( spikedjoy .

now the only way i know that i can get you off my mind, to keep a bottle so close, try to leave it all behind... and i couldn't get enough... girl, i'm drowning drunk in love. i used to think you'd never say it's over, i used to love you sober--- i used to love you sober. i'm on the floor cursing at the door broken hearted with a pounding head. and i know i got to let you go...

[spikedjoy]

i’m about to start following people from it, bUT if you want the url to my new blog like this post and i’ll im you it ❣️❣️❣️

[diagnozis-deactivated20180617]

this is so embarrassing but i literally can’t graphic or be bothered to try but I FEEL LIKE CRYIN you guys are so great thank u for following me ,, i want to shout out to the real mvps who ship with me on the regular they are a+++ people, i want to say don’t follow them so i can keep them to myself but that would be selfish so give them all the love possible please

@dvvstt @intergalacticxmisfits @wickedcrimes @dissimulaticn @luminarylore @highstrvng @iiraeth @spikedjoy

there are a lot of people i love and admire and write with sometimes/have written with before but i wanna write with more and they don’t get the attention they deserve bc they are great writers/creators whomst i will mention here

@tearstorms @deizhis @plvnetarium @yojongs @marbledjewels @meltinglcves @pecvlarity @keepvalor @viciouslcve @gcmble @bricc @deceitblush @beautekissed @saintguts / @aceocian @sycophcnt

and this last bunch are worth mentioning bc i regularly desire threads with them but am but a bean, they are excellent and a++ dash material

@tearedrops @rcdflavor @earthrooted @dxlxgence @labcolor @spillseas @apathywrites @lawbidden @fluorvte @petitemxrt @dvntgo @blazedfires @simpaticos @hclfmoon @paidsoul @hoseokwrite @kcnopsias @strcngelovc @yuseongu @shcllshcck @sweetroulette @hcneythighs @honeyedbreath @marblecoven @sevcntccn @svbjet @amsijang @apathywrites @obscvne @prvttysins @amissums @lcstiinspace @bcnnenuit @astercidkisscs 

i’m absolutely positive i forgot some people bc i have the memory of a tiny imp but !! forgive me and i love each and every one of my mutuals and i guarantee that if i follow you i think you are wonderful and i want to write with you but again, i, a bean

xx zeek

[aphrodeiti]

Do you ever become desensitized to your own trauma?? Like you’ve been dealing with it for so long that when you accidentally let it slip out in conversation and the persons like “um oh my god?” You’re like wow I forgot my life has been one unspeakable horror after another #noted

[huzurunuzdahuzursuzumm-deactiva]

[sweetroulette]

@spikedjoy

[secretoctopus-deactivated201912]

[spikedjoy]

@sweetroulette listen,,, you made the mistake three years ago... u stuck with me now 💞💓❣️❤️💝💖💗🖤💜💘💙💚💕💟💛🧡

[spikedjoy]

all im saying is if you’re ever debating being my friend try and see my interactions w minty before hand because im Extra...

[spikedjoy]

i fucking HATE the rpc but i also love gay shit still so catch me remaking my blog tonight . all i ever have muse for are my girls anyways omfg

[dvntgo-deactivated20180325]

as a gay girl myself i can’t even begin to tell u how fucking disheartening it is to see the rpc validate people who are uncomfortable with f/f. especially when they are perfectly fine with m/m. it’s seriously time to stop sexualizing and shaming lesbians and FOR FUCKS SAKE STOP TELLING PEOPLE IT’S OKAY TO BE UNCOMFORTABLE PLAYING THEM WHEN THEY ARE FINE WITH M/M –– OR JUST IN GENERAL. 

pls do me a favor n unfollow me if you claim to be uncomfortable with f/f ships bc i do not want misogynistic homophobes anywhere near my account 

[vaememes]

 a display of affection meme / sfw edition  /  ( insp )

send a number from 1-17, and i will choose the suiting option for our muses and write up a drabble / starter according to the image! ( a sfw edition as requested by anon. )

         [01]    m.m  +  m.f  +  f.f          [02]    m.m  +  m.f  +  f.f          [03]    m.m  +  m.f  +  f.f          [04]    m.m  +  m.f  +  f.f          [05]    m.m  +  m.f  +  f.f          [06]    m.m  +  m.f  +  f.f          [07]    m.m  +  m.f  +  f.f          [08]    m.m  +  m.f  +  f.f          [09]    m.m  +  m.f  +  f.f          [10]    m.m  +  m.f  +  f.f          [11]    m.m  +  m.f  +  f.f          [12]    m.m  +  m.f  +  f.f          [13]    m.m  +  m.f  +  f.f          [14]    m.m  +  m.f  +  f.f          [15]    m.m  +  m.f  +  f.f          [16]    m.m  +  m.f  +  f.f          [17]    m.m  +  m.f  +  f.f

[okihyunie-deactivated20180505]

[ruinedchildhood]

[sweetroulette]

@spikedjoy

[spikedjoy]

look at this angel . look at farley’s new fc . i’m so eXCITED I LOVE ISABELLA !

[spikedjoy]

escapedprofit:

         𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐒𝐌𝐀𝐋𝐋𝐄𝐑 𝐎𝐅 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐓𝐖𝐎 𝐉𝐄𝐑𝐊𝐄𝐃 𝐇𝐄𝐑 𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐍 !! a somewhat frustrated huff of air escaped daisy as as she did so. sometimes sunny was too oblivious for her own good. it’s a good thing she was around to keep an eye out for her. ❝ that guy. he’d been here for like… thirty minutes. who does that ?? and you’re ten minutes until closing. he’s … WEIRD. bad. ❞

         eyes go wide in an almost comical matter, head wiping around to try to see who the suspicion is being directed towards.   “ ---him? ”   once her head wraps around who it is, a soft laugh spills from her petal; shaking her head.   “ he’s a regular, daisy---! he’s here like... every week. b-benji i believe? he’s no trouble! besides, muyeol did a check on him a month ago. ”

[spikedjoy]

soft babie (snow).

         @spikedjoy

          𝐒𝐇𝐄 𝐉𝐄𝐑𝐊𝐒 𝐒𝐔𝐃𝐃𝐄𝐍𝐋𝐘 !! at the other’s hand on her shoulder, turning sharply before glossy eyes meet hanna’s. ❝ oh-. ❞ a low breath escaped snow as she glanced down quickly. ❝ sorry i just-. sorry. ❞

         the second her eyes landed on the other’s her stomach dropped; a sense of worry overtaking anything else that may have been plaguing her mind. hanna’s arms wrap around her girlfriend, instinctively pulling her against her chest.   “ ah, baby... ”   a kiss is placed against snow’s temple as the brunette’s mind races with possible reasons for the other’s sadness.   “ ---talk to me, please. ”

[spikedjoy]

im takinng a nap bc im Shlumped but then i should be on and doing replies/making opens!!!

[rottenbutrecovering]

it haunts me everyday that people pass me in the street and assume im straight