with love

[jpegfantasy]

so much going on in this dining room 🌴

the home, susan s. szenasy, 1985  📚

salvaged & scanned by @jpegfantasy 🖨️

[spinningme]

quick little update

[spinningme]

everyone truly does leave

[spinningme]

been a hot sec

[spinningme]

insane how people can be so oblivious

[kultklassic]

The girls of Scream (1996)

[spinningme]

today i’m thinking about the man in the warehouse- the one with all the cigarettes. he had a big rug in his office and he gave us twenty bucks for a cab. that was my second time in a taxi, the first was in manhattan in the summer of 2009. i think about how fast the price went up both times, as if it was going to explode and start smoking all over the place or something. once i was on my way to a museum with my family and right before that i bought one of those “i love ny” shirts. it was purple. the next time, i was going nowhere, just anywhere but there. we could have gone anywhere and met anyone, but instead we ran into a man whose name i will never remember. maybe he didn’t even give it to us in the first place. he did give us cigarettes though; i think they were the last ones i ever had. the first touch of human compassion i thought i had experienced in weeks. i ran faster than i ever had that day. i think that in many ways, my life truly depended on it.

[love]

The X-Files (1994)

[spinningme]

such a big feeling to feel so small

[hitoribochhi]

Sade - No Ordinary Love 1992

[spinningme]

thinking about losing my mind

[niuniuyork]

Naomi Campbell by Steven Meisel for Vogue Italia, 1989

[spinningme]

i will never allow myself to have feelings like this again

[cynema]

Closer (2004) dir. Mike Nichols

[spinningme]

finally tired of letting people treat me like shit! who would have ever thought this would happen

[spinningme]

it feels like things are constantly getting worse and i’m trying to force myself to be okay but it’s not working. wish i could just feel numb again even if it’s only for a while

[martyreater]

Saint Sebastian, 17th century ivory.