Wake up the Mindscape

"You are the aperture through which the universe is looking at and exploring itself." ~Alan Watts

[evanidvs]

[spiritpoet]

If you ever had the inkling to write, just do it.  Take out a pen and a piece of paper and write down whatever comes to mind.  How do you feel? What are you currently thinking through in life right now?

As you continue the habit, the way you control the tool to the page becomes more recognized and soon you'll be a better writer.  

Why should you start writing?

Imagine being able to physically hold a timeline of your progressions in life, through words, handwriting, self-expression, and perception.

Also we think a lot of our thoughts through language, because that's how we communicate in daily life to others.  But it is also how we communicate with ourselves, and writing helps repair a better bridge to connection, through understanding the self and others which takes testing your ability to articulate. 

[spiritpoet]

You Are Beautiful

May 29, 2019

I find myself laughing at situations in which I have no control over.

When I realize that I have come to a massive halt in life because I fell face forward into a brick wall that I did not see coming. 

I want to improve in life so I ask myself what lead me to overlook the wall?

Asking from a place of non judgment because if I were to judge myself I would be to busy with that to make that overall improvement with my vision.

Be upfront with yourself, even if it hurts a little a first.  But use that bluntness with rationality for the fact that you are still a beautifully emotional being.  

You and I are flawed creatures.

*Laughs*

We are flawed beings.

Don’t you see that the slouch in your back and the way your neck moves your head around to observe this complex world is exquisite?

When has anyone called bad posture exquisite? 

Although it can fuck your back up, and you do have the option of opening your shoulders up, all it means is that you’ve lived time on this planet. 

Why is that special?

Because the act of living is quite a miracle in itself..

So, when you are looking in the mirror and see all the little things that give you a pit in your stomach of shame, or unworthiness.  Realize that those are the very attributes that show the fact that your soul was chosen to be a physical blood-pumping being with an infinite mind similar to that of space.

We are walking miracle trophies.

Our souls have made it to the physical realm so it is time to celebrate that.

And I hope that more people will take the time to recognize that their mistakes, and little flaws are the very things that make them this cute little creature roaming around this earth.

Beauty is life.  We are life.

Nothing but love here,

Spirit Poet

[faronmckenzie]

High frequencies are your protection from low vibrational beings.

Energy Vampires are emotionally immature individuals who have the sense that the whole world revolves around them. They are almost incapable of seeing things from another person’s perspective. They often lack empathy and therefore drain energy from those around them. Notice how you feel around these types of individuals and do not fear creating space between you and them… you can love from distance.

[thegoodvybe]

[faronmckenzie]

Dont be surprised how quickly the Universe moves once you’ve decided.

[spiritpoet]

Her energy and spirit lurked with powerfully desirable light and darkness.  Light being the rays that shine off of her beaming smile and kind heart, the darkness being that unknown and enigmatic shadow that casted behind every last thing she put out into this space. She flowed among this place like crystal water without the gravity.  Where does it go?  Anywhere impulsivity takes it, without restraints to any place at all.

For one year she has been roaming in our state of rolling hills and farmland by the pulling current of her family and their obligations.  She has been placed in a new high school as now a junior, but surrounded by her peers, the difference that reside in her old soul is more obviously spotted only by those similar to herself.  Unfortunately those less depth within their soul see that divergence as a weakness, but it is quite a strength that only some individuals among her age can notice, and evermore rare, to carry within themselves.  

[spiritpoet]

The Giving Tree

I am a being that consistently gives.

Living to see another’s face light up of happiness,

because of something I delivered to them.

But I found that it can be hard being this person.

You need incredible strength to give,

And expect nothing in return.

Especially as a human because,

humans need balance.

Life needs balance.

Our souls need balance.

How does a giving person create that balance?

They give to others, but also require to give to themselves.

The provider of gifts for all,

Being able to save themselves from the rubble

While lifting souls in the process.

The giving soul is now alone,

Why is that?

It is all simply a cycle.

Cracking under the pressure of fulfilling others needs before your own.

That fight within their own mind,

when the realization of

“Why am I helping others when I have fallen to the ground?”

becomes so loud that the only response is

Switching to selfishness for a moment in time,

to regain that stamina to, again, give.

People become so used to someone in that giver role,

That when the giver takes the normal focus off of others,

To turn inwards & heal themselves back

It is mistaken for being inconsiderate.

[spiritpoet]

Empath Loving a Sponge

You had this dangerous power against me,

I never felt quite in control.

Whispered faults into my ear

While I listened and battled them

In my head

on my fucking knees

You watched from your ego tower

as I beat myself to fucking death

Danger finds those,

who fall for the self obsessed

The damage you create?  

not feeling for what you break?

Listen while i tell you

you’re the only thing you could ever love.

Chaotic tragedies you leave

Behind your every step

Are you finally numb to it?

[spiritpoet]

Just Know Your Worth

February 24, 2019

Some force calls me to open myself up to the world around, despite those living on this earth that will use my attention I give so kindly to unload their emotional  baggage, or to take me all for granted.  Despite how common it is for people to avoid communicating from the core of their soul, rather through the mask that they hold in front of themselves for protection.  “Just know your worth,” I seem to consistently remind myself as this journey continues, burning some bridges that left me a dehydrated flower. 

[spiritpoet]

February 11, 2019

My dreams continue to crumble down within me,

the remains scattered, left in ruins. 

What is this place I seem to project before my eyes?

The fabrication of humans, just how you want them to be?

These appalling observances, my soul is ailing.

[1st-1]

[spiritpoet]

Call it Social Anxiety,

But I See It As Waking Up.

February 9, 2019

In high school, I was clueless and vulnerable in my speech. I hated socializing! I'd keep to myself as much as I could cause when someone spoke to me I didn't know how to act, or what to say. I didn't know how to conform the way they wanted me too, or the socially correct way of being. At the time, I did care what they thought but it was only a matter of time before I knew what I needed to do. I was different. It seems like I wasn't built for this type of world. I was experiencing my soul and my deeply piercing emotions, how could one expect me to play a role? I was trying to figure out the things that no school would ever teach me about, the thing that lives within the radiance of our eyes. That spark. Something is there and nobody is talking about THAT. The popular way of speech was never something I was good at. Let's get to the reason why you believe you exist instead. That's how I always was. Fuck small talk, and fuck your drama I don't give a shit about! Something powerful lives around us, and within our beings that I had to come to realizations about on my own. Nobody told me about our truest mind, body, and spirit capabilities. I think that's a major problem that exists among humans. No teachings on spirituality, why humans are powerful, why and how it is possible that we are currently alive and breathing at this very moment. I used to be so lost and confused as to why I felt these things, so different with the deep urge to isolate myself which very well could have been labeled as some mental illnesses! Instead I was on my way to awakening in a world so closed minded.

~spirit poet

[lalahdelia]

Being emotional without being negative, hateful, or needy — is a spiritual art.

Lalah Delia (via vibratehigherdaily)

[spiritpoet]

The World I Hope To See In My Time Here...

January 16, 2019

One day at a time is all you can do,

Do not expect more than what occurs on the outside.

Surrender to the human experience that is projecting in front of you.

Find your limits but challenge them often,

In order to grow, and rediscover yourself. 

I don’t know why we are here, but we just are, and that is a gift.  The real issue is that we exist in a time period where people do not recognize they are a creature just like the animals out in the wild.  We are different from them in many ways but we all carry that same force that enables us to move and that miracle of life such as the natural heart that pumps blood through our veins.  It is beyond our capability of understanding just how Incredible & intelligent our bodies are, in every creature.  But we can surely try to understand, in whatever way feels necessary to us.  For me, I grasp this concept not only from observation, but what I can sense in a spiritual way, although physically unidentifiable, it is a strong force I carry in my heart and within my mind.   I can say that we were all created to live among the earth and reproduce, and we not only fight to live instinctively but also biologically to the cellular level.  A vast amount is occurring, within us and around us, and we pick up as much of those things as we possibly can with our senses, in our own ways.  I have this fantasy where humans are walking, or running barefoot (or shoes if you prefer!) through untouched fields and forests, and they are working with the earth to obtain their actual minimal needs in life.  They are not taking the earthly gifts, manifesting them into garbage and then throwing that garbage back out into the oceans and soil.  I have this fantasy where humans use their intelligence to realize that the earth has more of it, and work with it to create humans of beautiful spiritual power, with love pouring out through every essence they release into the world.  A community of spiritual humans who love, contribute, are passionate to discover themselves and this mystery that calls out before them.  A community that looks at other humans deep within the eye to uncover an intensely similarly different reflection of the soul.  Human to human contact that looks past the articles of clothing that are worn on one’s back, and the further into vessel in which we were simply born into this world within... I believe our physical being were created as a vessel that carries our deepest found treasure in which we can use to connect and shed great things onto this world through that physical “separation.”  I have this fantasy that all humans know of their duty as a caregiver of all children, their home called earth and every neighbor animal that exists among it.   

[nn-oo-vv-aa]

Hey, stop scrolling for a min

sit with me. let’s take a breath. put the phone away for a while 

be here now. remember everything will be okay

every soul has purpose and potential. you’re here for a reason do not forget

if you feel lost, talk to me or open up to someone you trust

if you feel unloved, know that I love you. each and every one of you.

human, animal, plant. i feel love. love is powerful. do not forget

send love out to the universe it’ll return ten fold. 

feel compassion and understanding  

even for those totally blinded by their thoughts, that take ill action against others

don’t fight them with fire, it will only grow the hate.

love is the only way to true happiness 

[spiritpoet]

the universe wants you to grow

November 26, 2018

Madly intelligent this universe is.

Allowing me to feel emotions of all these explainable colorful mixtures.

Reminding myself that this moment is significant.  

The universe and I say as one voice,

“The time is never more right to experience what you currently feel, my love.”

Painful jabs in my soul, to the magical flow of healing happiness.

I feel it all and that is my gift.

The strength of my heavy emotions is not feeling it,

but carrying all deep fluctuations with grace and mindfulness.

This will create me, this will destroy me.

Find inspiration to grow among what creates me,

Find strength to accept what destroys me,

Using love to combat the destruction, because I am not my destruction.

I will open myself to ultimately feel what is right, when the time is right.

And form strength to combat the sometimes daily struggle humans feel. 

It is better to be open in order to become stronger,

rather than close yourself off and settle in weakness.

The external world that the average & modern human sees is described as imperfect up until the point in which the human seeks inward to find the universe itself.  That deep internal place is where you begin to visualize the spirit of the universe itself clearing bits of the smoke so that you can really see.

It guides you right inside, sending forces your way so that you can learn, grow and experience but sometimes people cannot visualize the guidance and become lost by chaos of projected views upon our modern way of living.

Open yourself slowly, pace yourself, love yourself and all you feel, you are not your struggle, you are what views it and you have the ability to change the way it is viewed in the first place.  It is a way to ultimately create your strength and overall self.  

~spirit poet

“The way to become one with the universe is to trust it.” - Alan Watts