Im not sure how i feel about these fantasies i have and what it says about me if im having them about random people i see, but i shall share for anyone that might actually be lurking.
I was sitting on the bus and this little asian girl got on the bus. she was so small and tiny. she was very pretty. such a perfect prey if i ever actually acted on these fantasies. she looks like she isnt totally oblivious to that which happens around her, so i have to be careful. keep a respectful distance and out of clearly noticeable sight as best as possible.
i get off the bus stop she gets off at, she walks home, she isnt too far so there isnt much time to raise suspicion thankfully. it looks like shes home alone. there's no other cars there in the front or back. hopefully she lives alone but her room mates could just be at work. i'll be back.
i go home, go about my normal business. get some clothing, a hat, and a mask to use as a disguise. i go back over there and scope out the area. still no other cars. no one else is there but hopefully she is. as i walk past i see a light on from the side of the house, it must be her room. she doesnt strike me as someone that would go out much, so she probably is in her room playing video games. which would mean she likely has headphones on. if i can just get a view of her room from the outside without being spotted then i could see the game shes playing, hopefully. then from that i can determine the likely hood of her being on call based on wether or not shes playing a multiplayer game.
however if i am right then she will also likely be up late. and right now there are still some people up on her block. so i come back a few hours later and i see no one else with their lights on. i better be fucking right or my life is over. this fruit just looks so damn sweet and i need to pluck it. i peer into the window and there she is, sitting at a desk playing her game. should i wait and keep stalking her to be sure? or would i be taking too many chances that could get me caught? its not like ive ever done this before. she walks out of her room. i figured it wouldnt hurt to try but theres no way she would be so foolish. maybe her window is unlocked? i carefully and slowly try to open it. it fucking slides. this stupid fucking bitch, holy shit. i will play the waiting game. i leave and get some rest. ready to get up the next day to try and start learning her schedule. atleast i know that around 3:15 on friday she will be at the bus stop that i take. so i have somewhere to start.
over the next week i start watching her very closely. first by getting up very early to see when she gets on the bus. or if she gets on the bus on the morning. the next two days i find nothing. but on monday, sure enough, i catch her getting on the bus. soon after 6 o'clock. now i wait for the next day so that i can find where she gets off at. taking each day to build up her schedule one piece at a time. throughout the week when we would be at the same bus stop normally ive also been trying to build a friendly relationship with her. to no surprise it has been without any luck.
its been a couple weeks now and the time has come. i have the day off and she left for her daily routine. i come during the day and sneak in through the window she keeps unlocked for no good reason. but i have a set of lock pics in case i need it. in my full disguise i wait in her room for her to get home. ready to sneak into her closet as soon as i hear that front door open.
i wait a while and she finally comes home. she unlocks the door to her tiny little house and i go to hide in the closet. i hear her go into the bathroom, the kitchen to make some food, and then finally her room. she sits on her bed to study for about an hour. ive been rubbing my cock in anticipation for what is to come. this foolish little girl has no idea of what is to come while she is on her games. i wait for it to be late. getting a little tired standing there for so long, but my resolve remains strong. im so close to plucking this fruit and it looks so very ripe.
finally the time comes, it is late, based on previous nights the neighborhood is asleep, and she will be getting off of her game soon. so now is the perfect time. i step out of the closet, i tip toe over to her as she gets up, and then i get her in a rear naked choke for six seconds until her body is limp. checking to make sure she has a pulse and that i havent squeezed too hard, i feel both excited and absolutely terrified. i have a mask, gloves, and clothing covering every part of my body to prevent leaving any evidence. holy shit, im so close to using her. please god dont fuck this up.
i gotta drag her down to the basement so no one else will hear what is about to happen. i lay a picnic blanket down that i recently cleaned. and tie her up.
now i just touch myself, put a condom on, and wait for her to wake up.
i want so badly to see her cry, to see her hurt, to watch her beg and plead with me.
she wakes up, confused and scared. as any person would in this situation. now that she is awake i come up from behind her. i say nothing so that i cannot be identified. with my dick out and her ass exposed, i get on top of her, "what. whats going on. no get off of me! get the hell off of me! Who are you?!"
i stay silent. i knew she would be a fighter. but she'll break. maybe not when i slide my dick into her little pussy- wait, is she a virgin? holy shit.
"get of of me! get the hell off of me" she's been yelling but now shes bursting out into tears. shes so fucking tight she has to be a virgin. theres no way shes not. i keep fucking her until i feel her get wet. ofc this is her bodies natural reaction but im gonn make her feel terrible about it. im gonna make her cum on her rapists cock. so i reach around and start to rub her clit, gently, while i fuck her now wet pussy. i'll keep doing this until i find the right rhythm. only when i feel her body shake will i move onto the main part of the show.
"please... uuhh,, please stop mmm.. this isnt how i wanted my first time to be...." she says really quietly
and before i know it her body starts to shake, her pussy grips my dick, and she lets out such a load and beautiful moan mixed with her sobs. shes gonna hate whats next almost as much as she hates herself for what she just did. so i slide my dick out of her pussy and press the tip against her ass and go to push it in
"no please, please god no dont do this to me" she tries to fight. desperately to keep me out of her ass. its so perfectly tight, i probably could barely fit my fingers in normally, but this isnt under normal circumstances and im not going to be easy with her. i push her down and lean on her torso to keep her still and to remind her that she has no power here.
"pleeee-ease dont do this" shes saying this between tearful sobs, so beautiful i could almost cum before i even get it in her "i'll give you anything just please dont do this to me" shes been broken. finally. i use everything i have to push it into her ass and after a few tries and it sliding back into her pussy, it goes in. the ensuing sound that leaves her little lungs is one ive longed to hear for so long. a sound that sounds so beautifully good it may as well be music to me. i hate that im like this, that i enjoy this, hurting people. for now, however i will simply ignore that and let myself enjoy this. "AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH" a blood curdling scream that would have horrified a normal person, only serves as a way to make me even more horny and excited.
i have no mercy for this girl, i push my cock into her ass all the way. going balls deep right off the bat. and i thrust my dick in and out so fucking hard, if she could see my face right now would she be horrified at the fact that i take such pleasure in her pain? would she be disgusted? is there anyone in this world that would be happy or turned on by such a thing? whats wrong with me? thoughts for later. for now i will lose myself in the screams of this weak pathetic girl.
i dont know how much time has passed, but i finally came. this orgasm was stronger than any other i have ever felt in my life. dear fucking god i hope this high lasts a while before the reality sets in on what ive done. i pull out, save the condom to be disposed later. after i pull out i notice a lot of blood coming from her previously tight anus and her now non virgin pussy. shes going to be tormented by these thoughts for a long time. after i clean up, i try and pick the girl up and hold her. comfort her a little. she is too tired and disconnected to fight back right away. she doesnt even seem to realize until i let her back down. i take my stuff and leave out the front door. running by a very indirect route back to my house.
when i get home, instead of throwing it away, i freeze the condom with my cum in it. i cant say for certain why i would do this. but i can say this fruit has been incredibly juicy.